starlight of the blue paradise

^_^

2007-04-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

well its been a long time since i last blog..but who cares..neway recently in school hv been learnin about ICU and OT stuff..quite interestin as sometimes u hv to act d sceniro out..so i was d surgeon n d ward nurse lol :P

geez yest me n yuwen hurt ourselves in d bus, but mine more worst den hers bah cos my skin came out den bleed...so currently still pain bah..lol at least budget, i take bandages from my school haha :P

neway, yest i had a wonderful day wif my Darlin, we ate at kallang kfc n try their new food..err..honestly it taste kinda weird haha..but so so only lah..well at least d drink can be refilled lol..after tat we headed to east coast beach, spend a fantastic time together..yipee!! ^_^ muackz, I love you lots Darlin!! :D hehe..

oh yea d 7 animals ( sharon, cindy, yuwen, felicity, shing yee, chu ting n me) lol i dunno wats d story behind the animals that was created by yuwen n chu ting... -_-" oh well..now gotta copy some notes liao..ciao

-updated on 26th april 2007 10pm thursdae-

blissful day ^_^

2007-04-08T06:22:00.000-07:00

My weekend was spent wonderfully n fantasticlly haha.. ^_^ Saturdae late mornin to afternoon, Darlin n i were at ikea tampines shoppin for stuff..hee den we ate hot dogs while waitin for the pick up merchandise..weeeee...so yummy! :D so we headed back to Darlin's hse to fix d table, at d same time i was admirin Darlin hehe *blushie* den we had pizza for dinner, ordered a supreme hawaillian pizza n sweet & spicy drumlets, even yummy! :D

so had a sleepover at Darlin's hse :D well too bad d idiania jones movie didnt work, neway we were chattin wif Darlin's parents till late late at nite..haha..had a great time thou! den sunday mornin cumin to afternoon, we had crystal jade..wah damn satisfied lol :D I Love You Darlin! muackz :D

one more week left before school starts, will year 3 be even stresser n i wonder who is in my new class..thou i noe my BTC clique is still wif me haha.. BTC= buei tah chek (don't study) i wonder y we name that thou we did quite well for our exams.. -_-"

p.s Happi easter day to all!

2 weeks of holidaes left

2007-04-01T18:35:00.000-07:00

sian i left two weeks of holidaes before i offically start my year 3 school term..sian cos d teachers tat r gonna teach us really not to our likin..they r damn particular abt hair, nails n shoes..as in can't let down hair, nails trim short n shoes covered..haiz..the thing is wed i just go to school for one hr tutorial n thats d end of d day -_-" d rest of d days end like 5-6pm..haha weird plannin of d time table..

neway yest had a fantastic day, first of all had lunch wif Darlin n his family@ fish n co..we ordered seafood platter, swordfish sth, n prawns spagetti i tink..den d drinks is very big like pao pao cha hee :D i enjoy myself so much!! The precense of my dearest Darlin makes my day so bright n cheerful!! ^_^

Darlin was so sweet to sent me n chel to marina bay to attend our ava gatherin n back home too, sorry to trouble you! I lOve You Darlin!! :D
So ava gatherin...it was alrtie, lol, wats wif d balls n sausages that clarice was mentionin, she was so high that she gotten victoria, charmane, rachel n I cranky hehe..yea but definitely u can see two cliques like d chatterbox one wif d teachers n d quieter ones yet cranky..guess u noe where me n chel ended up in haha..

-updated on 2nd april 2007 Mondae 10am-

sian holidaes blues

2007-03-25T22:40:00.000-07:00

currently at my granny hse eatin fish porridge that she cooked for me..sian weekend pass so quickly.. Missin my Darlin!!

neway we went town on sun n gosh d sun was blazin hot, wonder wats goin on with the weather..haha but still i had a fantastic day wif my Darlin dearest :D muackz!!

i was thinkin of donating blood haha plannin to ask yuwen to accompany me go but she nt keen anymore oh wells..

-updated on 26th March 2007 1.50pm Monday-

Holidaes!!

2007-03-17T21:59:00.000-07:00

yay!! holidaes r here n its one whole month, ok come to think abt it, how m i gonna spend my holidaes?? lASt fridae marks d end of my attachment posting, we had a small mini farewell party wif the patients, lol we really can run a cafe :P

well, wat i learn there was how to organised structured activities..i oso gotta learn how to play majong, ping pong, chess wif d patients..haha but most of the time i did drawin wif them n reward them wif sweets..but seriously if do that everyday, its damn borin lor..oh wells, attachment end liao hahaha..

fri nite went to hv dinner wif Darlin at marina square, den we catch a late nite show: music n lyrics..d show is not bad, n d songs r real nice n funny..after tat i had a stayover at darlin's hse, n next day i hv a class outing at vivo city..

well sadly d class outin wasnt like really bonded, cos half of d class didnt turn up..so demoralisin, well at least we ate 90 bucks worth of food for free :D hahs, i reach hm before 8pm, it doesnt called a outin rite?!

-updated on 18th march 2007 Sunday 1.10pm-

so long no update -_-

2007-03-02T06:58:00.000-08:00

hehe thanks to my dearest Darlin, that i am able to assess into my blog again..since they move to d new goggle sign in...wahahaha thankies Darlin! :D

Chinese New Year celebrations was d best..1st dae went visitin of relatives den nite time Darlin came visit n had dinner wif my family! wheeee...after dinner, we had a fantastic time playin cards, den Darlin & I, together wif my Sis & her b/f went out to catch a late nite show, Norbbit. real comedy! lols

2nd day of new year, my family, my Darlin n I all went to sentosa, as it was rainin heavily, we only got to go to this attraction: underwater world. lets see d only thing that change was d sting rays, n fossils area..hahaha but all of us had a wonderful time at lunch, we had SUSHI!! :P we were given a vip room where its our own private room n quite unique lols..
3rd day went visiting to Darlin's hse, hee..had a wonderful time too!! muackies muackz! :D

Darlin's birthdae was exciting n awesome!! haha i hide his present in his room so he had to find, den i play birthdae song on my violin for him, hee hope u love it! :D we r gonna cut d cake tml!

Attachment has begun!! which means work torture is here..hardly noe anyone in my group, it was really a sufferin as nobody wanted to talk to me cos im more of d quiet type..but as days pass, my attachment frens found out the lame side of me..so d feelin of nt being left out has kept me to struggle on on this attachment..oh wells, last day in kkh, highlights of this attachment is that i gotten d chance to be in d nursery to nurse the newborn babies.. :)

left 2 more weeks to go which my postin would be at IMH..i still wonderin how am i gonna get there..sian -_-''' todae my gd fren is flyin off to gold coast for overseas exchange programme, she asked me how cum i didnt signed up, lols i didnt even noe..well bon voyage to her n shall see her when school reopen again..

P.s Wishin my Dearest Darlin Happi Birthdae!!! Blessed with everlasting happiness, wisdom and I Love Love Love YOU 4eva! :D Muackz..

-updated on 2nd March 2007 Friday 11.30pm-

Happi Valentines day!!! ^_^

2007-02-14T16:23:00.000-08:00

yipee!! its happi valentine day n happi 2yrs anniversary!! ^_^

heh..darlin n i spent our day at bugis which was memorable n fantastic day for us :D our first stop was to collect my fake nails which im gonna put on on CNY..kewl..design turn out not bad too..

i received flowers wif a card hidden inside, a cute cute bear n a cute cute doll..hee.. :D i love it lots!! i Love my Darlin so much! muackies!! thaNks for d presents!!

we oso took a neocard together, awesome!! turns out very nice!! hehe..

gotta go n study for my last paper..psychology n sociology!! chiong ah!! 8topics altogether..

p.s once again, happi Valentine's day n happi 2yrs anniversary to My Darlin!!

p.s to my best frens (chetna and rachel) n my poly frens (yali, yuwen, meimei n wendy) happi valentine day!

Wishin everyone happi valentines day! hahaha :D

I love my Darlin!!

2007-02-03T07:17:00.000-08:00

heh..Valentines dae n CNY comin in like 1 week time!! which means exams r coming oso lol! sch has closed for study break in preparation for final exams n den its year 3 for me!! wow time passes so fast :D

Almost 2 years!! i can't wait for 14 feb!! i love my Darlin ever since 14th feb 2005!! i really feel very very happi with him in my life, he makes me feel comfortable n sees me for who i am!! i love you loads, muackz :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Back to CNY preparation, i still haven bought any clothes..omg wat to do..haha!! okie i gotta go back to write my 1000 word essay..jia you, 100 more words to write..

-updated on 3rd february 2007 Saturdae 11.25pm-

final exams r comin

2007-01-27T18:54:00.000-08:00

why is my background so gone?? neway my final exams r around d corner..n practical test is tis week which means hv to bring my uniform to sch again..sian..hmm..basically im not prepared yet cos still lots of things haven done..ahh!!! so spring test is on wed, nsl written test is on thurs n practical test is on fri..after tat i got study break for at least 1 week, n den its my final exams..haiz..n i wld be in year 3 liao..

somemore my fren wanna quit nursing..dunno how to "consel" her after all my teacher ask me to try to talk to her..but thankfully projects r all done..oh yea i still hv one more 1000 word essay to finish which is due next mondae..tis is crazy..nursing is tough, i dun even noe y i chose it in d first place..

Ooo..they r showin my fair princess 3 again on chnl 8..hahs!

okie gotta go..wanna see some online shoppin stuff..

Hoobastank's concert todae!! too bad not goin hahaha

-updated on 28th january 2007 Sundae 11.10am-

1st day of open hse

2007-01-18T01:38:00.000-08:00

okie..wait..i just happen to log in to my sch website to find out whether there are any updates on d attachment list n gosh one min i was wondering why my name was highlighted purple as those highlighted in purple will be goin to bangkok n i tot i was told that d priority wld be given to those who has never gone overseas..does that mean i got in?! wat abt yuwen, her name not highlighted..?

neway todae was the first day of the open hse n it was damn crowded..many came around lunch time starin at d stage where SAW LOSER was on stage testin out their mics n instruments.. :) well it was kinda messy and disorganised as many cca groups aint ready..yuwen n i hv to call a few to ask them to report us as quickly as possible..other den that since we stayed from 11am till abt 1plus, n in between that time, there wasnt much to do except callin..ohh we did went up on stage to help shift the band saw loser's instruments..d drums r definitely heavy thou..

NRA rocks d stage with their fantastic dancin..which of cos brings the crowd's attention..well hv to rush to lesson after our lunch..n seriously, why didnt my lecturer cancelled her tutorial..practically half of d class only turn up n mostly were asleep...okie honestly, yuwen, meimei, wendy n i was practically keepin our eyes open..n we all agree that we wld rather be given worksheets to do den listen to lecture.

gonna research on my debate..heard i have a damn fierce compeititor n she say she the more she wont give in.. -_-" gosh its only a friendly class debate hahas..

-updated on 18th january 2007 5.50pm Thursday-

haiz feel sick sia..

2007-01-15T16:44:00.000-08:00

yest came down wif high fever 39.3 degrees..lol.. my brain cells r almost burning..just wanna close my eyes feelin so exhausted..body all aching..my hairband that i bought cause me to hv such a headache lol so currently im at hm on mc..yest nite diarrhea until fainted in the toilet..only woke up to find myself lying on d floor wif hot water rushing down on backside..so took mummy's medicine n i feel so in pain sia..

neway sis gonna photocopy my mc so that i can pass to my ndividual teachers like that i hope i dun get debarred sia..hahaha.. okie lah gonna rest now..just shited not that long ago..

p.s muse's concert todae!!
-updated on 16th january 2007 8.54am tuesdae-

sian..haiz..

2007-01-10T01:03:00.000-08:00

i tink everyone was really unhappy in school todae..haiz..neway lots of projects comin up..such as debate abt whether hvin rights to let a person die..n since im d opposing team, my grp members n i have hardly any clue how to research on it.. den next we have psychology n sociology project-findin out different social supports and performing a cognitive behaviour plan..next is this project on total hip n total knee replacement.. -_-" wth is that?!

my sch open hse is next week so therefore some of d lectures r cancelled..so do visit our sch!! :) hmm..basically, yuwen n i deciding whether to go lecture cos its really boring boring!! den we feel so bad for leaving d lecture hall..haiz..

neway had a great dinner yest with my Darlin!! went to eat at kallang there so we ordered chee cheong fun, popiah, wanton mee n sugar can juice..yummy!! ^_^

well gotta go now..working on psychology project now..

-updated on 10th january 2007 5.35pm wednesday-

1st week to back to sch

2007-01-06T17:41:00.000-08:00

okie tis week was really blissful as cos only hv 3 days of school in d week due to mondae n tuesday being holidaes hahaha :) but d worst thing was that 1500 words eassy n retest was exactly on d same day (fridae)!! anyway i manage to complete it n study for my retest so in d end i passed!! phew!!

on fridae i had dinner with Darlin at teppanyaki..hee first time eatin thou..heh damn yummy!! :D den saturdae went out with darlin for lunch at ajisen..heh each of us ordered ice peach soda and blue coral soda..damn coolin ^_^ hehe.. :D neway i had a fantastic time wif Darlin!!

den i met up wif chet, had dinner together hahaha..
gotta go..

-updated on 7th january 2007 Sunday 9.55am-

Happi new year 2007 awaiting!!!

2007-01-01T16:35:00.000-08:00

hahhaa happi new year 2007 everyone!! :D okie laggin its 2nd jan now..that shows only one thing, time passes so fast!!!!! Had a wonderful dae counting down thou i wasn't feelin that well, woke up at 4am, cos darlin n i wanna catch d first sunrise so we decided to drive down to changi beach..hee waited close to 7am, as d sky brightens up, but there wasnt sun as d sky was filled with clouds..hahaha at least both of us saw d sky brighten up :D

after that went back to sleep cos so tired!! Lol :P and the day goes on..with so many enjoyable moments! :D

sch startin tml..luckily not 8am..but sian hv to stay back for remedial ahh!! cant wait to get over my retest..hope will pass man..lets see..

my new year revolutions: To see my Family, my Darlin and my Frens happi always!! :)

-updated on 2nd January 2007 8.50am Tuesday-

yay last dae of attachment

2006-12-28T16:34:00.000-08:00

sian ah!!! workin afternoon shift todae where u jolly noe that ur other sch mates r workin mornin shift n they get to enjoy after tat, while me hv to go back for remedial..how cool is that? sux lol! its pay back time to me for not doin well in one of my modules..well was graded on my attachment n i did better den last time which was very good!! my lecturer pull me to one side n ask me questions like : "she thinks i dun deserve tis grade in my previous attachment, cos in my previous attachment, d staff graded me horribly..she say i should fight for my rights, n deserve d grade im suppose to get but i was like err..ok "

well todae gonna take bus home to check how long it is..sure damn slow..hahs..sian...once i reach work its d same routine, honestly very little learnin opportunities..wonder whether todae got debriefment heh..oh wells..

p.s i MIssin my Darlin lots n loads!! hee.. :D muackz..

p.s happi belated birthdae to amerik!! cya in attachment!
-updated on Fridae 29th december 2006 8.54am-

yay christmas season ^_^

2006-12-22T18:04:00.000-08:00

hee in 2 days time christmas is gonna be here!! wheres my santa present?? lol..neway my family came back from hokkaido n i recevie pressies!! a nice violin n cat music box, a cute smilin cup, a handphone ring keychain, lots of hello kitty handphone keychain hahaha.. thankies mummy, sis, bro, granny, aunties n cousins!! lol :)

haha for christmas, i dun really need anything bah cos i hv wif me my dearest family, my Dearest Darlin n my besties (chet n chel)!! ^_^ i tink thats d greatest things to hv in my life..muackz to all of u!! :D

neway d past few days i hv been workin..d kids r lovely i even found 2 babies that smile to me so happily lol..hee..babies r so adorable!! haha..well left 4 more days to end of attachment..n den i hv to start my 1500 words essay..n sit for my retest..sian..i heard lots of my attachment frens being sick..heard they caught virus..take care orh!

gotta go..gonna go over to Darlin's hse..we r gonna cook spagetti together..hee cant wait!! :D

-updated on 23rd December 2006 10.20am Saturdae-

one week pass so fast..

2006-12-15T05:56:00.000-08:00

wah..one week really pass so fast..tinkin of attachment make me feel so sian..cos need to bun up hair, stand so long..heard from d 1st grp who went for their attachment sayin that playin wif kids n infants r so fun n they really enjoy it..actually im kinda lookin forward to it but oso u noe kinda scared..its like i kip gettin tis tots like will i be late? r the staffs or sisters there nice? will i get lost? oh wells..only mondae den i will find out..

neway, i had lots of fun these week cos been spendin time wif Darlin n we went out to try all d different food that we hv nv eaten n food that we so long didnt eat..such as pepper lunch, oyster mee sua, fried oyster, steamed busket, mini pot etc :D we oso went shoppin!! so in fact we walked almost d whole of orchard n vivo city hahas :) lol we were practically crackin our heads of wat food to eat hee..so todae we walked at funan den down to citylink to marina sq, suntec n back to raffles city den back to our hm town! :D n we werent even tired lol! i really really enjoy myself!! I love you Darlin!! muackz ;D

so im gonna enjoy my last 2 days of holidae before attachment starts again..hee tml me n Darlin dressin up..yipee!! den gona take lots of pics!!

Hee..i wonder wat my family doin this moment..so far i noe they goin to hot springs lol :D i wan my pressies when u all come back! muahaha..

-updated on 15th December 2006 10.17pm Fridae-

[ family went Japan liao ]

2006-12-12T01:10:00.000-08:00

well..todae my family went Japan n they reached there safely..hope they will enjoy themselves n bring back lots of presents hehehe :) Darlin was so sweet to fetch them to changi airport..hahaha basically we were all shag so after fetchin his dad to work, we went back to sleep..until 2plus in the afternoon :P

yest went to heeren wif darlin to try d oven baked pasta, clam chowder soup n new york cheesecake lol..damn full n shiok! before that went to suntec wif mum n bro to walk walk..so mum bought 2 outfits which looks nice :) hehe in the evenin, my darlin n i went to vivo city to buy tickets to casino royale..we were gonna watch wif his family :D den shop around for shoes which d smallest size were still too large for me..darlin so sweet bought me a nice heart-shaped necklace..thankies!! muackz! :D

d night scenery at vivo city is wow..heh..so d show ended at abt close to midnite..so neway gonna stay overnite at darlin's hse..yipee!! :D but of cos i do hv errands to made..like make sure dajie's hse no fliers..plants alrite..n darlin wld be incharge of my aunt's car :)

Ooo..i managed to find shoes of my size at beach road..lol darlin n his family went shoppin wif me :)
well gotta go now..

-updated on 12th December 2006 tuesdae 5.25pm-

darlin's POP

2006-12-06T06:06:00.000-08:00

weeee....just came back nt tat long ago from dinner n pulau tekong..hehe.. :) yes!! darlin passin out parade!!! :D

his family fetched me at abt 12 plus where we headed to pasir risinterchange to take d bus to the ferry terminal..whoa crowded sia..so we sat down at abt 2plus..before the drillin parade started..den out came d different companys..wahahha...was tryin to spot Darlin but cant find him..hehe partly cos i nv put on my specs..but managed to help his family take some pics..

the whole event ends close to 6pm..i had a great time! :D hee..rest well Darlin, u look shag..take care orh! muackz! :)

-updated on 6th December 2006 Wednesday 10.15pm-

p.s happi belated birthdae to my primary sch best fren rachel!! may all ur dreams n wishes cum true!

i feel so shag!!!

2006-12-02T07:11:00.000-08:00

on fridae afternoon, went to vivo city wif yuwen, meimei, wendy n jeanette..hahaha had lots of fun window shoppin!! all of us tried on clothes like halters, dresses etc..even d salesperson tot we were shoppin for prom?! dots -_-" do we look like we hv d money to afford such an expensive dress..i bought a wrist belt that looks damn nice n haha got it with a 10% discount :P neway vivocity grand opening was on 1st dec..ohh..i ate dinner at long john silver..

den we headed back to sch for our movie marathon..except jeanette went hm cos she had training d next dae..yali will meet us straight after her work..so we practically reached there on time..n chose seats that is 2nd last from d top..hahaha frst movie played was white chicks where it received a large accomodation of appluse..den next was the grudge where everyone was screamin n it ended at 12 midnite..hahaha d funny thing is that there was complete darkness n d toilet so we went in groups..3 in one cubicle..eh some even went to d male toilet.. -_-" lol bo bian haha..

neway d movies we watched were the exorist of emily rose, the pacifer, pirates of carberrian, the departed, hitch etc..lol..sopractically i was up all d way to 8am the next day..which i hv to get ready to go for charity work..so yuwen, kaiwen, ziwen, chu ting n i were in d same grp..so we help go door by door to collect food for d needy ppl..thou we were damn tired n our legs were aching..we were determined to finish it before 4pm which we did!!

Darlin was so sweet n nice to drove me back..hee thankies!!! :D so bathe n rest at his hse for abt 3hrs..den thou im not hungry, he was so sweet to cook hor fun for me!! so touched!! :) muackz love him lots!! hehe..ohh n i received tea eggs from his family!! ahh!! so delicious n yummy man!! hehehe..okie..i cant wait to see him tml..gotta go now wanna slp Zzzz..

-updated on 2nd december 2006 Saturdae 11.35pm-

p.s happy birthdae in advance to my dearest secondary sch fren yuan ting!!! May all ur dreams n wishes cum true!! :)

common test over!!!

2006-11-28T21:24:00.000-08:00

yipee!!! common test is over yes!! that means its holidae season...on fridae, yuwen, meimei, wendy n i r goin shoppin at vivo city haahah before we head for our movie marathon in school..oh no..den d next mornin have to help up in charity work..dots -_-" all d way to 4pm..sure dun need to slp le ah..

hee...heard from my teacher sayin that KK hospital very particular abt certain things..sian issit goin to be a fun experience or hell torture?? oh man..luckily i just hv to tahan for 9 days..now tinkin of workin in KK hospital is not such a gd idea after all..

i cant wait to see darlin's parade hee..he's been workin hard..i miss him so much!! i Love you loads!! :D

-updated on 29th november 2006 wednesday 1.35pm-

im so in deep shit!

2006-11-23T00:52:00.000-08:00

sian..common test is in like 4days time..luckily i started on psychology n soicalogy topics..haiz..so in deep trouble sia..half of my class got blacklisted cos we didnt attend lecture n that our attendance was marked..It was the lecture that is before my practical test..so all of us we skipped to go n study n get prepared for the practical test..who knows director caught one of our classmate scannin all our student cards...so kena confisticated..

wao lao lor..not as if we purposly dun wan to go for lecture..director hv to make this thing into such a big matter..n its not only our grp tat do this kind of thing..other grps in our whole cohort all do it oso wat..our group always like the target grp that kena..ever since Ms Ho's incident, director like target our grp only..this kind of incident must oso sent to the academic admission n to all d teachers..

yes we admit to our mistakes, but now it affects all of us..last time MS Ho's incident was just before exams..now this incident just before common test..so unfair lor..neway we wrote an apologise letter to the director..but i got tis feelin that all these r nt over yet..the director dunno how to forgive n forget ah...neway our mentor was kinda happi that we all get A for our practical test..tats d outcome! oh wells..who knows, my life wld be over because of this..haiz..

-updated on 23rd November 2006 Thursday 5pm-

p.s happi belated birthdae to my dearest mummy!! may u always be filled wif happiness! lots of love! :D

emotions

2006-11-14T05:09:00.000-08:00

todae lets see my frens was pissed off n so i am..ahh its over project lor..hate doin grp project..sian..next week is practical test which i heard there mite be a high failure rate n so does common test..sian must start studyin le.. -_- lots of things to memorise such as medical terms n clinical manifestations..even -_-"

neway enough abt d bad stuff in sch todae..oh wells//

hee..todae feelin so happi cos its Darlin n I 21st monthsary!! :D yipee!! muackz, I love you Darlin!! Miss u loads..take care kk :)

tml after sch goin to rockappella concert wif my family..nv heard of them thou..

-updated on Tuesday 9.07pm 14th November 06-

yiPee!!!

2006-11-10T06:46:00.000-08:00

wat amazing dae i had todae..had 4hrs of practical todae of fun as we continued to paste stickers to our opponent team who cant ans our questions..some of us oso kana paste by stickers lol!! d funny thing is all d words tat we decorate such as "im nt innocent", "Sex bomb" etc..lol :D

after tat we headed to chinatown for lunch as d court tat we r goin there is just a 5mins walk..yea..d subordinate court!! :) hahaha when we reached there, all of us (yuwen, meimei, jeanette, kimberly, karyin, wendy, xiuyi n i) were so blur..there was a major check in our items tt we carried..n i was asked to show them my mp3 -_-"..okie my frens were asked to surrender metal scissors n metal ruler!..

den we were kinda lost..so we roam about d corridor in circles..as there r so many court rooms, we didnt noe which one to go in..but den there was tis interesting community court room tat we so wanted to go in, in d first place but it was too crowded so we went in to another court room, which is a major court case...but hahaha..sorry to say it was real superly boring, i was attentive, most of my frens r startin to get restless lol :P.. we left without hearin finish d outcome of d hearing..

we den headed to d community court n went in since there were a few seats..n i tink i enjoyed hearing d court case..so many interesting info..hee..now finally got ideas for my grp presentation..after d hearing, we went "shoppin" at OG ..den headed hm as all of us were exhausted..sian tml is gonna be another dae of exhaustion hahaha...

i so cant wait for my darlin to book out from camp..miss him loads! :D

p.s Happi birthdae to my dearest fren Yali!! Ur d 1st to fren me in poly n im so glad to hv a fren like u, so best wishes to u!! May all ur dreams come true! :)

-updated on 10th November 06 Fridae 10.50pm-

presentation week

2006-11-08T06:00:00.000-08:00

heylo!!..sian..tml im having 2 presentations n i tink on fri goin court visit..not confirm yet as..my grp members hv not decided..so yea well..presenting my case study n blood disorder..sian..i kinda abit stressed out..my head is like loaded with things with all d events tat is comin up n my production crew hv to help out..like dance production, charity, promotion of music school..hmm wat else ah..ohh plus lots of presentations!! :(

darlin hurt back..worried for him sia..wonderin how he is doin..wish for speedy recovery..muackz love him loads!! :D

guess i better go bah need to memorise some presentation lines if not sure die..my grp is makin in a form of a talk show..so wish me luck yea..

-updated on 8th November 06 Wednesday 10.28pm-

p.s Happi belated birthdae to my fren Yee chao..may all ur dreams n wishes come true!

so tiring, exhausted, save me!!

2006-10-30T02:51:00.000-08:00

sian...got so many projects that r due tis week n d nxt comin week..time passes so fast!! feel so exhausted n massive headache comin along my way..5 projects in total..2 ofthem so far has been completed..since this is an odd week, there wld be an e-activity n quiz which seem so many things to do yet so little time..

was staying at my darlin's hse rushed in doin my project..luckily thanks for his help, managed to finished most of them..so happi to see him!! :D muackz..

i heard there wld be a court visit n my grp members n i will be attending and then we r gonna present on it...so kewl..

did sth kewl last wed, went to donate blood..haha n honestly there wasnt pain at all..which was a good thing..i was perfectly alrite until when they took d bag of blood n needle out of me..tat i started to feel faint n nauseas..hahaha..i dun mind donating blood next time..

Ooo..tml is halloween, my grp members r gonna dressed up as gothic..hahaha..gonna help them put on the makeup bleahz :P
hahah i tink thats abt it bah..goong show gonna start..ciao

-updated on 30th October 2006 Mondae 6.55pm-

my most memorable dae ^_^

2006-10-22T03:17:00.000-07:00

haha just got back not tat long ago from darlin hse..fabulous day for me, tats how im feelin..so yest went out wif darlin to town, took a great neosticker together, look so awesome man!!, den walked from cineleisure all d way down to plaza sing..we ate lunch at tis place near centerpoint there i tink..its a foodcourt below, n we tried tempura..damn crispy haha.. :) after tat darlin bought these speakers which is portable which is damn cool..lol

neway after tat we headed to his hse..den at abt 7pm, we left to my granny hse to eat dinner..haha..thanks darlin for d extra roasted chicken that he brought along, it was delicious lol.. hmm sat down for chit chat den hv to trouble darlin to go to my hse to help fix my sis comp which was a success ahaha..den headed over to his hse for a stayover ^_^

watched last samurai till abt 1am..nice show..actually i havent watched it before lol..so after tat slept all d way to mornin..so tired still hahaha..after tat we headed to darlin's family clinic, as darlin has not recovered..so worried for him..darlin must take care orh!! so we had lunch outside vegetarian food, delicious lol.. den went to visit his granny..thats how d dae went by..had lots of fun, just being wif darlin :D I love you 4eva darlin!! ^_^ muackz

-updated on 22nd October 06 Sunday 6.30pm-

year 2.2

2006-10-15T03:04:00.000-07:00

sian..sch is startin tml..but i tink my timetable is much better den d last semester..oh wells..hmm..my new goal is to study hard as usual as tis practical wld be a fun one cos it involves wif children..hahah..i just dun wanna tink abt tml..it just give me d creeps..actually honestly, im feelin damn nervous..dunno y, its not as if its my first day in school..haiz..

neway, darlin is in field camp..missin him lots, cant wait to see him when he books out..tinkin of him lots!! :D muackz muackz..hahaha

later gonna go hv dinner outside to celebrate my granny birthdae ^_^

p.s happi birthdae to grandma! may u always be happi, blessed wif gd health! muackz..

-updated on 15th October 06 Sunday 6pm-

happi birthdae to me 2006

2006-10-08T00:46:00.000-07:00

Oct 7th marks me offically 19 years old!! wahahaha..it was d most magical moment tat i ever had.. :D

damn d haze makes most of us gonna fall sick..my eyes was sore, sore throat became worst, n cold still haven ok...hmm but i still went out to meet chet n chel for breakfast as they r treatin me..so my sis lent me her funky sunglasses..awesome lookin lol :P after tat went to marina square for bowlin, lost all 3 games..haha..cant believe it either..it was actually a close match..

Neway, met up with my darlin!! had a fantastic time wif him hehe..ate ice cream at bens n jerry..mix n match wif 3 different flavors, so i chose mango lime, sweet cookies n cream and new york chocs i tink..haha delicious yummy ^_^ yay!! :) den went to turn turn to get tat small cute toy..which looks familar like those polly pocket toys!! haha.. so sweet of darlin!! muackz :D dinner went out wif his family to celebrate..haha den after tat darlin's dad drove around, so we got to see d lights up at chinatown n little india i tink..but we were so tired tat we slept in d car lol! overall it was one magical moment tat i ever had! :D Thanks darlin! Be sure to take care when u go for ur field trip, muackz, miss u lots!! ^_^

And Congrats to my cousin for gettin married!! wee~~~

And thanks to all my frens who wished me happi birthdae!!

p.s happi birthdae to me, happi birthdae to me!!! hahaha yes finally 19!!

-updated on 8th October 2006 4.45pm Sundae-

zoo outing

2006-09-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

yest went to zoo wif my poly frens (yuwen, meimei and jeanette) hahaha a fun trip but very tiring..we managed to walk one whole big round without even takin d tram..amazing rite?? hahaha so we practically save money n d entrance to d zoo was a free pass, so no money was involved except meals..hahaha :D

as d weather wasnt that promising, all of us arent sure whether we were still gonna go but den who cares, we ended up there in d end..watched d elephant show..an elephant named manamli..hahaha damn trained n disciplined..then went thru d fragile forest and patted the rabbits n guinea pigs, they r so so cute!! ohh... d only thing i dun like in d zoo was that cockroaches..gosh so many n its so so so disgusting!!!! yucks :X

Nite time went to meet my darlin, had a great time.. hee miss him lots!! :D muackz..gonna see him for lunch todae..

-updated on 1st October 06 Sundae 11.35am-

so tiring

2006-09-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

well..just came back from my violin lesson hahaha..so tiring sia..neway gonna book d basic drivin test tml..hopefully..hahaha..damn it..my throat hurts so much..sian..wat to do todae..feel so borin at hm..ahh!! so lazy to go out to buy food hahaha..i becum one lazy pig liao..sian yest kickboxin cancelled for dunno wat reason..miss my intense training..hahaha

p.s happi birthdae Jia Jin, may all ur dreams n wishes cum true ^_^
-updated on 28th september 06 Thursdae 11.30am-

attachment over

2006-09-24T00:34:00.000-07:00

finally attachment was over..but strangely d clinical facilator like grade me damn low lor..even if previous attachment, i seldom got my points in section wif marks as 2 n 2 n 2..sian..i only got a C..wth -_-" from A+ to C is such a big difference..sian her expectations so high..somemore put me at d last cubicle where no one can see all d skills i practise..my fren n i in d same cubicle got d same marks..issit sth to do with our case study..cos my fren distribute d work..den like we got d part tat is so much lesser?? hmm..ahh dun wan to push d blame to anyone..haiz..

now 3 weeks holidaes, wat to do..hmm..oh wells..
p.s Happi belated birthdae to my sister!
p.s Happi birthdae daddy!
p.s Missin darlin lots! :D

-updated on Sundae 24th september 06 3.40pm-

phew -_-

2006-09-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

well got back my results like at 8plus in the mornin thru sms..passed all luckily..since they reset d paper, i was shocked tat i passed cos d paper was really difficult..ohh..n now my new timetable came out..feel so relieved as only one day ends at 6pm d rest r like 4pm latest..haha..oh wells..

yest went for my cca bbq, wah..pay 10bucks jus to share 2 slices of stingray with yuwen n kaiwen, haha..den singing birthdae song for d september babies hee :D ohh..after tat me, yuwen n kaiwen went to prata shop n ate our dinner..well n tts how d day jus passed..sian left 5more days to ending of attachment...sososos...cant wait..tuloos

-updated on 17th sept 06 sundae 3.20pm-

::i miss u so much!!::

2006-09-10T00:17:00.000-07:00

yest 9 sept, darlin was enlisted into army, he was really lookin forward to it..1st time went to palau tekong..took a ferry there..when we reached there, my first tot was "r u sure, tis is not a resort", really look so upgraded..den while darlin went to get ready, his family n i went tourin around the bunk rooms, rest room, canteen etc..oh n den we witness d enlistees takin their oath..after tat we had lunch at d cookhouse..n den he sent us off to d ferry terminal..

thru out d jounrey, i was kinda quiet..i guess its a natural feelin cos i miss my darlin so so much!! but hey "distance makes d heart grow fonder", lol my sec sch fren quoted that :) neway, tt day 1st time had a sleepover at darlin hse..hahaha..

Oooo..now im stuck doin my case study for my attachment..so chim all d medical terms..but i cant wait for my holidaes to start..well tuloos..

p.s i Love my darlin 4eva! :D

-updated on 10 September 06 Sundae 3.31pm-

haiz...

2006-08-30T20:26:00.000-07:00

oh man...goin to work in 2 hrs time..n den it wld be a long day at work up to 9pm..sian..yest asked my frens hows afternoon shift n they said it was really boring, nuttin to do..wah..if mornin n afternoon is like tat..den tis time it really sux..hah! lets just say tat all of us preferred sch!

neway past 2 days i managed to perform some skills such as hypocount, IV schedulin, oh wells..den learn lots of neuro terms which i "huh", "wat it mean ah?" i even seldom see my cubicle hv any changing or turning positions or even parameters being done..so slackin wan meh? i see like d staff there all so busy..dem somemore some of d staff like so unfriendly de..-_-" oh wells..wat to do..survive for tt 2 weeks in tat cubicle..den changed to another cubicle..hmm heard from my fren saying tat at nite damn quiet n dark..i think by 7pm sure slack wan lor..i always go to d other side to help out cos they got like more things to do...

yest tummy so pain..went toilet like 4-5 times..haha..was so counting down to 3pm yest haha..neway had a wonderful dinner wif my dalin's family yest..ate sting ray, carrot cake, char kway teow, satay meefen, porridge, chicken wings n otah..ooo plus chendol!! lol :D tts all for now..

leaving soon..so better get goin..ciao..

-updated on 31st August 06 11.30am Thursday-

Woowoo ^___^

2006-08-26T06:14:00.000-07:00

hee...my happiest day of my life..lols!! :D

neway yest had steamboat at marina bay wif my teachers, chel, chet, yuan, tiara, lizzie, clarice, charmaine..too bad mw cant make it..so long no see her le..haha..wah first time steamboat considered eat quite little bah..but den oso not tat hungry..neway tiara who came back form canada, she looks fabulous n gorgeous man!! miss her loads :) i heard tt durin their prom, they arrive in limosine -_-"...haha her accent is awesome too :P n her english so so improve..wah wan learn better english go canada lols *JOKIN* hmm we stayed there abt 9 plus den left..yipee!!

Todae went to town wif darlin..lol he dress punk goth..fantasticly kewl sia..cant keep my eyes off form him man..hahaha i even dressed up too, well once in an opportunity..neway 2 weeks more before he go army so gonna miss him hee.. :D eh, had lunch at a jap shop in cineleisure, den we walked around heeren and took neoprints, amazing sia, then walked to far east plaza, where he bought me a necklace tt match my outfit hee..feel like a princess when he helped me put on d necklace.. :D den we walked under tunnel to wishma to rest our legs n get a drink, then to plaza sing, where we had our dinner at thai express..how time flies~~

from there, since it was still so early to go hm, we den walked to the cathy, well not much shops r open yet..n not really any nice movies to watch so walked all d way down to suntec city..haha first time both of us walked for so long since 12pm-7 plus in d nite..thou our legs were tired, we enjoyed n had a fantastic day includin all d crappin n lame jokes tt we had hee!! I love you darlin! muackz~~ :D

haiz..tinkin abt how time flies, man..attachment gonna start in like one day time..sian..so lucky d others..their first day all got orientation, me first day hv to start workin le..since im posted to neuro ward..i shall take this opportunity to gain experience bah..*Jiayo!!* must look at d positive side, if not i sure jialat ah!! well tts enough for todae..im beat...tuloos

-updated on Saturdae 26th August 06 9.25pm-

Exams r over!!

2006-08-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

Exams r over!! yes!! but d bad thing is that no confidence that will pass cos d paper was so difficult..i tink only pharmacology can make it..die liao ah dun wan to repeat...now hv to hope that can pass..oh wells.. somemore teacher spot me n my frens n asked us abt d paper, den say difficult lor..but den she said sth else..wah piss me off man..haiz..

my frens n i so sad sia..haiz..our fave teacher haiz...dun wanna mention abt it le ah, tinkin abt it seem so harsh to her n so unreasonable!! oh wells..yuwen's birthdae was celebrate at kbox which was awesome haha..first time singing there u'll be..gosh all of us zhao xia wahahaha :D
Hehehe..past few days, my darlin drove me home..awesome!! HAHA :D

neway/...todae hv to go back to sch cos part time job, help out for 2 n a half hrs..we finished so fast lol..i tink Cleee-eeo amazed hahaha :P wah actually tot bindin was an easy job except to realise tt it was tieing of ribbons, so we tied d booklets abt 500..hmm..oh well..now d SIAN thing is that other people r hving holidaes while my attachment is gonna start again..haiz...4mths!!! so long lor..i hate this lifestyle liao..

-updated on Thursday 24 August 06 7.10pm-

exams around d corner

2006-08-16T16:57:00.000-07:00

well now im hving my week study break..sian..manage to finished doin revision on my tuesdae paper..todae gonna start on my mondae's paper...oso on that day celebrate yuwen's birthdae hahaha..i wanna pass my tis semester exams...dun intend to wanna repeat again..neway i pass my bcls theory test!! heng sia!! :D

well guess im goin back to study again..tuloos..wish me luck

-updated on August 17th 2006 Thursdae 8am-

national dae celebrations

2006-08-08T07:46:00.000-07:00

wah finally its over man!! firstly was i had my BCLS practical test which i nearly failed but my accessor was quite gd..oh wells at least one thing is goten rid of..now is hv to concentrate on theory as it carries 80% to determine whether u pass d overall..die liao..todae had celebration concert..one in d mornin n one in d afternoon..after my bcls test, i rushed to convention center without air sia..i give ventilation until wanna die sia..

okie so d concert start, everything was alrite except a few of mistakes but d afternnon show it was really awesome man!! totally rawks..i guess after all d effort tt d cast, performers n crew worked on..definitely pays off man..yes!! no more late nights in sch!! :D well guess tts all for now..cos laptop battery gonna die liao..

Congrats to my darlin for passin driving test ^_^ Congrats to my frens for passin BCLS!! :D

-updated on 8/8/06 tuesdae 10.54pm-

nuttin to tok abt -_-

2006-08-06T00:29:00.000-07:00

hmm..recently been busy wif school national day rehersals..finally d day is comin so dun hv to stay back so late at nite le..hahaha neway ji ting n tony owe yuwen, shing yee, kai wen n me drinks for standin in for d clubs on stage..ahahahha :P hmm..congrats to tini n samad for representing our class to sing in d HS idol..well done guys!!

err..lately lots of things happen but oh wells, with d support of my family, darlin, buddies n frens..i guess life is worth livin rite..hmm..exams comin oso n BCLS test tis ocmin tues..dunno whether got enough air to breath for ventilation..dun intend to wan to fail sia..if nt hv to retake again..den very troublesome sia..oh wells haiz...n lots of haiz..

rushing in report for my literature review..sian..tuloos

-updated on 6th August 06 Sundae 3.38pm-

Rollarbladin dae!!

2006-07-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

wah im truely exhausted!!! gosh..had a fabulous day thou i kinda injured myself..hahaha..went rollarbladin in d late mornin close to afternoon cos in d mornin went for massage..wah feel so refreshin sia..hehehe :D den met meimei n yuwen at parkway..paiseh to them as they hv been waiting for me over there for an hr!! sorry!!

So headed to east coast beach..haha after puttin on the rollarblades, knee guards n rist protectors..i burst into tears cos i was so scared tt i freeze up there..hahaa cried all d way out to d cycling track hahaha..kinda alot of ppl see me cos my face damn wet wif tears..wahahaha..after awhile i hold yuwen's hand n meimei helped me towards d path track..hehe..den taught us how to rollarblade :P after tat i fell near d dustbin area haha..on a grass patch..den blade till my area near there..near tt jetty n fell again tis time on sand until my right thigh so pain sia..cos got slope den i lost ocntrol..

so we headed back to d shop where we rent d rollarblades..tis time yuwen bumped to me i fell, den yuwen hit against my rollarblades n fell too. meimei hit yuwen's rolalrblades n fell oso..so all of us were in d middle of d cycling track in front of so many ppl..hahaha but tistime so painful sia!! i was kinda horrified cos i saw how meimei flew sia..my tail bone like injured hahaha..aiya everywhere all injured..only minor cuts..haha.. :P oh wells..i stop here for d time being..too tired le..tuloos! ^_^

p.s love my dearest prince!!
-updated on 22th July 06 Sundae 12.07am-

mondae blues

2006-07-17T02:19:00.000-07:00

hmm..todae is my offically dae to lose weight hahaha..meimei, yuwen n i gonna do so..meimei n i was helplessly lookin at yuwen n wendy eatin food haha cos both of us feelin so hungry..but we ren nai!! :P dunno y todae class like so quiet..all very tired..sian my grp hv to present on chest tube indications..i totally stammer gosh..wats wrong wif me sia..oh wells it went alrite i guess..went hm without goin for lecture..

neways, tis saturdae maybe meimei, yuwen n i goin rollarbladin..haha i dunno how to rollarblade sia..but can always learn mah..hmm..oso i tink we mite be buyin d bag tt we always wanted..wah cost so ex sia..err so since d great singapore sale like gonna end soon, we tot of buyin all at one time so tt we can pay in a cheaper price..hahaha..oh wells..my shoe givin way oso..d sole already broken yet im still wearin..hahaha..so jialat until like tat.. bleahx :P

well retest tis fri..sian..haven study yet..got so much projects to do..duno whether d other grp members remember still lols..oh yea luckily i settled d ndc namelist..so currently can put my cca at one side..well i guess i gotta be goin hv to present a case study on avian flu..tuloos

-updated on 17th July 06 Mondae 5.35pm-

Shoppin spree??!!

2006-07-11T07:29:00.000-07:00

wah..im superly tired sia!!! n i dun feel gd..gosh stupid teeth!! d pain is like as if im hvin tooth ache..no in fact is my nerve tt is hurtin lols..oh wells..must tahan sia..neway todae go window shoppin after sch like oso no mood..okie lah got see things but not as excitin as yesterdae..todae went town wif yuwen n meimei..yups..all very tired sia..ohh we went to the balcony to see d atmosphere..den meimei n yuwen ordered hot coffee, i order ice mocha..wah seh..d waiter got attitute problem!! wat kind of service man..? -_-" i dun intend to wan to even go back to tat place..

went to park mall to visit SOMA..wow kewl place..d administrator staff was even nice to show us d classrooms lol..n even intend to ask we all to come down n sit in jus to hv a feel of wat d other students learn hahaha..so awesome!! :D neway yesterdae me n yuwen went to plaza sing, n we shop like crazy..i bought 3 shirts, cd n one keychain softtoy..yuwen bought jacket, shirt, earrphones n hp keychain n softtoy keychain hahaha..she spent more den me sia..but cant be helped..yesterdae we really felt like shoppin!! :)

im so so so so tired oh wells..gonna go now..haven even started my 1000words essay yet..haiz..tuloos

-updated on 11th July 06 10.35pm Tuesdae-

Tanya Concert

2006-07-08T07:03:00.000-07:00

hmm..wats wif d weather so warm sia..neway todae went back to sch for cca general meetin n gosh so frustrated wif tat person..i tink yuwen n i feelin d same hahaha..cant be helped..i feel its like so unfair lor..oh wells..life is nv fair anyway..hahahha..wth m i tokin about?? -_-"

so tis comin thurs, Tanya will be comin to our sch for a concert..n my job is usherin..wah so exciting!! like real sia...im always in usherin..same goes to yuwen..i bet she is feelin d same haha..wah i tink d whole event ends abt 10pm..somemore d next dae start sch at 8am..wahahha dun need to slp liao ah..haiz..d national day observation problem oso haven settle..wat m i gonna do? d person in charge like comin after me..keep sayin to me tt to reply her a.s.a.p...ahh!!!

after tat went to hv lunch wif my gd fren at prata shop..haha ordered italian prata n mee goreng..wahahah..m i temptin u???!! hahahaha my gd fren poor thing sia, keep gettin bullied by me :P den went to lib but realised got outstandin fines..my gosh..d books tt i found all rare sia..sure lots of ppl gonna borrow de..sobs sobs nw at hm no books to read..oh man..hahha i bookworm?? lols..

den went to my darlin hse..hahaha miss him loads!! aww..muackz..im so tired now..tryin to see wat assignment i haven done yet..i tink got a grp project tt need to present tis week but haven started yet..died~~~neway got footbal todae..to determine d 3rd/ 4th placin..lets see who win hahaha :)

-updated on 8th July 06 10.18pm Saturdae-

Yay attachment is so so over!! ^_^

2006-07-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

omg!!! finally its over!!! after like 2 weeks of misery, i eagerly awaited at d door as we left early todae at 1pm cos my teacher wans to bring us to plaza sing to eat..so all of us were like starvin all d way to 1pm..as we didnt go for break..at d meantime we had sort of an one by one debriefment..my most anxious moment to determine whether i pass my attachment...shockingly i got an A+..weird hor..neway i dunno whether i deserve it..but one thing i have to agree wif her is tt i shy n i lack of confidence..i mean that is my weakness haha..

now like very half hearted..oh wells..i dun really wan to tok abt it..feel so confused..but todae went window shoppin wif Nad, mel C n Kang li..hahaha so much fun..oso we felt bad tt our teacher has to pay for our meals which cost her a bomb..but she said it was her first n last meal tt she is treatin us..as she was gonna teach in another place..oh man..we r so gonna miss her!! neway manage to visit our previous ward..haha they recognise us! :D

after tat went to d beach wif my dearest good fren, haha so much fun too!! must bully..lols.. :P well so gd to see u todae..hehe..neway i tink i laugh like crazy sia..must be all my attachment clique tt influence me hahahaha.. ^_^ tuloos!!

-updated on 7th July 06 10.46pm Fridae-

My Misery, My torture

2006-07-03T17:08:00.000-07:00

i so so so wan to quit nursin..haiz...neway i found d course tt i wan to do...is called early childhood but do in private which only take like 10mths to complete n i get my diploma le..my fren so gd graduate from there liao..even went for job interview, so fast wan meh?

neway everydae im like countin down d days of my misery..i tink maybe end of tis week is gd bye to nursin~~~ oh wells.. :(

-updated on 4th July 06 Tuesdae 8.10am-

1 week of attachment jus passed..

2006-06-30T19:35:00.000-07:00

1 week of attachment jus passed..so fast but tts gd..n i haven gotten any skill to sign yet..thou i perform skills tt d staff asked me to do..neway..i haven even perform any skill wif my teacher..wth..n she say she wan to do sth wif me..haiz..

dun wan to mention anything abt quittin NOW!! tuloos..5 more daes to go..

-updated on 1st July 06 10.40am Saturdae-

Attachment dae 1

2006-06-26T17:04:00.000-07:00

attachment is finally here..wth..haiz..was so worried tt i will get caught for my hair colour..i tink now i dun care le..i will jus go there n perform my skills, if they wan to nag abt my hair den i will just ... neway..yesterdae slack d whole dae lor..it was d worst mondae i ever gotten..not really slack lah..its jus i got bad tummyache..go toilet oso, d staff like hv to doubt me..wth!!! den pain, den no mood to work lor..but i did help feed a patient thru tube..everyone was like countin down to 4pm..u can tell tt no one wans attachment..

now i must find a patient to do on a case study..neway..will 2 weeks pass very fast?? i cant tahan anymore liao ah!!! neway todae im workin afternoon shift..quite alrite i tink..can get more rest..but den im up early cos my mum helps me bun up my hair..hehe thankies mummy!!! :D hmm...end work at 9.30pm..wah still so long way sia..ok i endin here now..wish me lucks in attachment! hope i still can SURVIVE!!! :(

-updated on 27th June 06 Tuesdae 8.20am-

stupid..attachment is startin in 1dae time..

2006-06-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

hmm..first of all..fri's outin to sentosa wif yuwen, meimei n wendy was cancelled cos we didnt wan to waste 16bucks on 15mins ride on d 4D mania..so they suggested goin to sakura but den i didnt wan to go cos i hv to travelled down to clementi..no way sia..unfair to me haha..neway oso cant go cos came down wif fever..sian tonsilistics again..haiz..

neway left one more dae of holidae to enjoy before d attachment start again...sian..hv to tahan for 2 weeks haiz..so idiot sia..everytime got attachment wan..wat benefit will it bring to us..sian ah!!!!! well..darlin say he will bring me go out tml..hehe cant wait!!! well gotta go now..i slp so much yet still feel sleepy..wahahah :)

-updated on 24th June 06 10.48pm Saturdae-

Class bbq outin ^_^

2006-06-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

First of all, let me write down wat i did yest haha..On Mondae's mornin, my bro n i watched cars..haha quite a funny show..definitely worth watchin..plus tt short mini clip on tis cartoon called "one man band"..haha actually make me tot tt i was in d wrong cinema..after d movie has ended, i went to collect my motorola v3 phone..good thing was that there was no queue at all haha..so in 5mins, i was out of tt place..den afternoon, i went to bake muffins for my class bbq..it turn out quite alrite n proportionate..haha as in d shape was there lol :D

Class bbq at Hougang
woke up tinkin whether d bbq was still on, as it wasnt confirmed yet..but after tat we took d risk to meet up as usual..without realisin tt our teacher has called one of our classmates already..so met yuwen at boon lay, form there we travel down together to jurong east..where i met jeanette, xiuyi, wendy, karyin, kimberly, meimei n yuwen of cos..together all of us went groceries shoppin for bbq stuff..so we bought over costin 56 bucks..haha yuwen, meimei, wendy n jeanette bought beer..but only 5% alcohol..our teacher oso dun mind! so everyone has a small sip only..plus it taste really horrible! yucks -_-

so saw our teacher weddin pics, she look pretty in long hair..a pity tt her hair is now short, oh we get to play wif her son too, so cute!! neway..we didnt start d fire until it was like close to 6pm..until bhavani has to leave without eatin any food..neway managed to grab sausages, satay, cuttlefish ball, fish ball n not forgettin mashmallows!!!! wah damn nice sia..but my stomach is full of water..i kept drinkin water, no wonder so fast i full..neway after tat slowly one by one all went hm, left me, meimei, wendy, yuwen, jeanette n aaron, we were crazily playin UNO cards..haha so fun!! den now i reached hm, thanks to daddy for fetchin me at d mrt station, hahas :D

well i goin to do sth now..tuloos for now!! :)
-updated on 21st June 06 1.07am wednesday-

definitely enjoyin my holidaes!! :)

2006-06-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

Friday's outin:

My bro n i went to watch garfield 2 in d mornin at plaza sing, wif d accompany of my mum who patiently for us, after tat my grandma, sis, aunts n cousin joined her..hehehe..finally went to get my phone repaired..now my frens wont say like my phone is "pager" cos sms or call me oso, but i didnt replied back wahahha..after tat walk walk around until 4 plus in d evenin, i went to meet chel..

played ddr for one time den realised tt me n chel were late..cos we were suppose to meet yuan but we overshort d time..so long since i met yuan, still d same thou hahaha..den we (mr pang, chel, yuan n me) settle down at fins seafood restaurant..all of us ordered fish n chips, seafood chowder n desserts..mr pang ordered an american cheesecake, chel ordered a royal chocolate, yuan ordered an apple crumbled pie n me ordered a tiramisu hahhaa..had a great time chattin n eatin..definitely a wonderful dinner!! :D

todae went to sch for milk run rehersal..eh turns out only a few grps came to reherse..me n yuwen went to our sch bus stop to fetch ppl, in d end only fetch one of them..sian lor..but aiya we dun wan to complain tt much bah..hmm..went thru 2 full round of rehersal den we packed up n left..so after tat went to darlin's hse..hehehe..played computer games until dun wan to play hahaha..den for dinner, we cooked together a dish..haha nt bad hor.. :D had a fabulous n great time too!! I mIss n lOve u, muackz!! wahahaha... ^_^

tml..father's dae..haven got anything yet..neway i like left wif one more week of holidae before i offically start attachment again..haiz oh wells..neway tml hv to help my dad at his stall at tis time where sure got alot of ppl..help den help lol..well tts all for now..ciao!

-updated on 17th June 06 Saturdae 11.06pm-

Beach outing =D

2006-06-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

i just came back from cyclin n shoppin!! todae met meimei, yuwen n wendy at paya lebar mrt station..as usual wendy is still d earliest n meimei n yuwen r d last to arrive..after tat we took bus to parkway..we "argued" which way to go..neway joelle, one of my gd fren saw me but i didnt see her..lol its been a long time since i last met her thou..she say my hair colour nice..but my frens say too obvious..die liao attachment how lei..haiz..

so we went to eat lunch at a hawker center..ate my dad's noodles..haha save money n oso food taste delicious haha.. :D after tat walked towards east coast beach..to rent bike..haha den cycle for 2 hrs since tts d specific time..so we cycled all d way to bedok jetty in jus 1/2 an hr lol..den took pics n rest..after tat wendy decided to return d bike cos she too tired le so we she rest at mac while, meimei, yuwen n i cycled all d way to another jetty..haha took even more pics there lol.. :) d funny thing is tt we estimated wat time we wld reached n really it on 3 sharp tt we reached our destination..

took cab to parkway cos all of us so tired n burnt..my arms r so tanned, my face so burnin hot..n stupid cold dun wan to go away..so we shopped..our stop was a sweet shop n we can get any sweet for just 2 bucks haha..so d salesperson keep askin us to take more lol.. den we went arcade n played air hockey..me n yuwen teamed up against meimei and wendy..we won!! ~_~ lol..score was 8-7 hahas so close..

after tat we stopped at op store..wendy went off le..me, meimei n yuwen try skirts haha..in d end oso bought..den went to blue max to check for vcd, haha saw d set..got discount lol..tinkin of buyin but den save money for d time being first..haha..nw i at hm le..well gotta go..had a great dae todae! tuloos ^_^

-updated on 15th june 06 Thursdae 6.10pm-

Exercise time ^_^

2006-06-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

tml..me, yuwen, meimei n wendy are goin cyclin to exercise haha..its gonna be a blastful time..wahahha..we plan to cycle from one end to another end..but den not sure whether all of us got stamina to do so..my cycling lag liao ah..oh wells..

fri hv an AVA gatherin..heard from chel say tt got dinner..didnt noe abt it..n ava shirt cost 18 bucks..okie lah since i find it worth it to keep as it has lots of memories..saturdae have to go down sch to help out in rehersal..n next saturdae oso..omg lor den tues oso got class bbq...eh so fast holidaes gonna left wif 1 week den attachment start again..haiz sian..

haha,..i watchin green house, my home series..so nice d show..aww but i dun wan to get addicted to d show wahaha.. :) here goes a sayin:

In a World of Lovers, time stand still...
If you believe, you will see the green light happiness...

-updated on 14th jUne 06 10.20pm-

p.s Happi 15th monthsary to u darlin! :)

exam over, holidaes!!!

2006-06-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

my common test is finally over!!!! yay!! time for celebration n worry abt d rest later..hahas..neway i already hv a feelin which test i need to retake..i totally flunk my nursin science 1.2..oh wells..practically wat i studied didnt came out or maybe its cos of my bad cold on tt day..haiz..at least i tried..todae went to sch for cca annual meetin..wah..now so many new members..mostly gals..haha..me n yuwen r d plannin team for d national dae celebration for our sch..wonder y they haven call us yet? hmm ...

neway, handphone givin me problems..so idiot lor..dunno y keep sendin me to browser page den after jammed..ahh!! so wat im gonna do in my holidaes?! well yuwen, meimei, wendy n i plannin to go cyclin to exercise to slim down lol..den we oso maybe goin to kbox, ice skatin n shoppin etc!!! hahas..so much things to do yet so little time..yuwen n i maybe go sakae sushi..see how first bah..all these places need money lei..oh yea yuwen wans to go to sentosa too cos she say got wat 4D thing in there..like stimulator game..

hahaha cant wait for 20th june, my class bbq at my teacher's hse..yay..n so sad..my ex mentor gonna retire soon n go back to live in hong kong..our class r gonna plan a farewell party for her before d semester ends..aww..

world cup fever is here lols :D
well gotta go..tuloos :D

p.s happy belated birthdae to Nad!! :)

-updated on 11/6/06 1.00am sundae-

so OuTdAtEd -_-"

2006-06-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

omg..im already side track of wat d date is..all my mind nw is tt common test is comin n so do my 2 weeks of holidaes..oh man..did cardio mini test todae..like study quite hard for it yet i jumble wif all my answers..i was like spendin most of my time decidin whether i should write tt or nt..haiz..wats goin on!!??

2dae is my last dae of slackin den im gonna spend my time studyin for my 5 modules..haiz..neway luckily i started doin revision on d cardio..so theres nt much to learnt..thanks to my lecturer who narrow it down to make it even more simpler..but of cos i cant gurentee tt i will do well..no confidence..haiz..where's on earth is my motivation??? haha anyway tml im goin to my darlin's hse to study..maybe he can test me wateva i hv learnt..i tink thats an alternative way...hehe.. :)

btw..im posted to ttsh for attachment again..n i tink tis time its a different lecturer who is gonna assess me..i wonder where my other frens r posted to..but luckily tis time round its only 2 weeks of attachment..so heng!!! :D well goin to watch show nw..ciao..

-updated on 2nd June 06 10pm-

such a zombie..but fabulous day!!

2006-05-26T09:37:00.000-07:00

one whole week of work tt is due todae n next week..sian..its like piling up n up..it never seems to end..d teachers tink we all r "robots" ah?! sian..somemore tis module got 4books that is being taught under d same module..how do i noe which one is used for diff lectures..so confusin!!! cardiovascular quiz is next week..tinkin abt it already wan to make me go "crazy", its all d loose notes tt our lecturer kept askin us to buy..we all nt so rich lor..

tis comin week is week 6 le..tt means common test is approachin..wth..yet our lecturers gave us homework on so many exercises of statistics n care plan essay which need to be written in d correct format n makin sure its 1000 words essay.. -_-" im like so stuck in d probability part now..

went to watch Xmen wif my darlin, haha movie quite alrite lah..eh its more of graphics graphics haha :D den after d movie walk walk about before headin hm..aiyo todae in sch..my tummy giv out lots of bowel sounds..sian make me go toilet so many times but nuttin came out..sian lah..ahhh!!! im goin crazy!! tml hv to go down to orchard help out my cca in some audition..sian suppose to take part but no time wahaha..tuloos

-updated on 27th May 06 12.50am-

a fabulous dae ^_^

2006-05-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

im so so so full!! haha..but it was a fabulous dae...woke up wif a nice breakfast..den after tat went to meet my fren for shoppin!!! haha buy "girls stuff" ok..its nt wat u tink..its only a perfume bottle..nt so strong, its smell like a sweet scent..tat time me, yuwen n meimei went to try try it hahaha..i tink we r just makin use of d aroma presence there...

den after tat walk n walk..i tink i went to try d clOthes tt i was eyein on..wah..cant take it sia..so damn warm..d material so thick..i nw den realise when i tried..neway after tat went to meet my b/f..haha tis time im earlier den him by 5mins wahaha...usually im d one late lei..nite time, went to have dinner wif his family..aww yummy n fabulous meal!! :D had a fantastic time todae!! well gonna play game nw..tuloos

-updated on 21st may 06 sundae 12.14am-

so many things happen lately

2006-05-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

first of all..im actually quite lazy to do bloggin cos i got lots of assignments tt r suppose to hand out..i tink i better hv a notebook to jot down things if nt sure cant remember de..cant be helped, i have STM!! (short term memory) wahahaha...

had 2 test tis week..renal n statistics..oh n i finally got to noe abt my pharm first quiz results which was 17/20..hah shockin thou..but hor my assignment damn poor..dunno y only receive 2 out of 10..wah so malu sia..neway watched mission impossible 3 finally!!!! haha of cos wif my darlin..been wantin to watch tt thou..caught d digital form..i oso bought x-men tickets already..haha so fast rite?? :D

before tat went major window shoppin wif yuwen n mei mei..haha had a great time..saw some nice clothes..mei mei oso commented nice..wahahha..2 bad nt my style..den since comp lab is booked, cant do practical hmwk which is due on fri!!! so no choice d only dae tt d comp lab is available was yest, hence cldnt make it for violin..so stay back do hmwk..finally do all finished..*phew*...

back to d test or quizzes..quite alrite lah..but den quite difficult too..its like very tricky..alrite since when test is meant to be easy??!! really hope i did well..*wish me luck* hmm recently been troubled by sch i guess..oh wells...

oh yea i cant believe tt only 1 grp turned up for d rehersals..but me, yuwen n 2 of my other cca members oso audition to sing on d actual event..haha..omg..u dunno how nervous everyone was..we asked to dim d lights so tt we dun hv to see d organisers n our own cca members! i was holdin d microphone but after tat i relax..d organiser say tt we sang well but cos we sang too short so cant get in..after all it was a gd experience!! hehe :) well late nite snack is here..tuloos!

-updated on 18/5/06 thursdae 11.05pm-

happi birthdae wendy

2006-05-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

todae sch was superly awesome, cos we had a small quiz on immunology which i dunno how to describe..n wao lao..did d presentation for my grp case study just to realise tt we dun even hv to present at all.. -_-" waste my effort..if nt can spend more time studyin on d quiz.. hah..den we had 1hr break, which we ate lunch..gosh..we had lunch n somemore later hvin sakae sushi buffet..luckily i didnt eat tt much but i was really really beri full!! :D

actually me, yuwen n mei mei wan to go kbox to sing cos we too full to eat buffet instead since it was d birthdae gal who request den we went ahead..so we ate at bugis..ate for a whole of 2 hrs!! den went window shoppin..i saw tis sneakers tt i like it so much..its sth like my black n pink sneakers except it is an army print..n its so much cheaper only 20 bucks!!.. after tat daddy fetch me hm from eunos..but before tt went to fetch mum..

sian..todae was disturbin my fren by tickling her..den who know tt d bus suddenly halt..den my whole self flunked towards d bus seat infront of me..den kena hit my teeth n lips..but alrite le..neways tts all for nw! :)

p.s happi birthdae Wendy!

-updated on 11/5/06 11.17pm-

so long no blog le..

2006-05-06T10:24:00.000-07:00

*yawns* ..2 weeks since sch started..sian lor..still nt used to d hectic timetable..anyway recently i learnt abt injections n its so kewl!! :D we injected medicines into d orange as a practice..den we also had game quiz which tis time my grp lost 2 rounds haha..no big deal..i tink doin forfeit seem much more fun cos we have to dance by followin a leader who is a guy hahaha.. :P damn funny sia..

neway..i tink year 2 is even stresser den year 1 lor..1st 2 weeks already den gt so many presentations..somemore lots of homework..especially statistics i dun understand..must ask those who know to teach me sia..quiz is in like 2 weeks time..haiz..i go off le..damn tired..tuloos!

-updated on 7/05/06 1.30am-

Happi birthdae chel!!

2006-04-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

1st of all, happi birthdae to my dearest buddy, Rachel!! may all ur wishes n dreams come true!! stay happi always!! :D

supposed to meet chet at 10.30am todae..but i guess both of us were waitin for each other sms..haha..in d end she came at 11am..hmmph!! aha nah its alrite lol.. :P den met chel where we travelled to lido to catch a movie..tis is our condition to chel..tt chel has to choose d movie n which place to eat..which musn't b food court or fast food haha..so chel was kinda in a dilema..lol..

so we watched d movie called <> quite a shockin movie thou..neway we 3 were d 1st to be in d cinema n we made lots of noises like a bunch of crazy monkeys haha!! even d echo sounds was all from us lol..den slowly ppl entered d cinema..hmm..overall d show was quite scary n gross..every little moment, a zombie will come out, ur heart will sure jump a beat..chel n chet "scream" thou...hahaha... :P

den we went to yaki yuki which is at orchard for a buffet..since chel wans to eat BUFFET lol..so we r just followin her orders only :P we fry black pepper chicken, sweet sauce dory fish, cheese sticks n more..den we also make ice cream from different flavors..like choc, vanillia, mango, grape, orange, tiramsui etc..haha eat until so full..but im sure chel is feelin full cos we torture her wif lots of food :P den due to d shortage of time, cos d birthdae girl has to go somewhere..so we left in a huff...after tt i headed to darlin's hse..lol ate a little bit for dinner cos was still full..neway i had a fantastic time todae!!! :D thanks to my darlin n best frens!!

-updated on 29/4/06 11.20pm-

-2nd dae of sch-

2006-04-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

todae i start sch at 8am..n first lesson was NSL which we get to learn abt d cardiac n respiratory physical assessment..haha..damn interestin..especially hearin d different sounds of d respiratory disorders..such as asthma, strider etc..it really sounds so real thou it was just a dummy on d bed..n after tat we get to hear each other lungs sound usin d sethoscope..my partner yuwen n i, were listenin to our gastro n bowel sounds..hehe :P d 1st thing she asked me was "Mel, u hungry ah?" lol..den i asked her back d same qn..but d sounds of our bowel was realy faint..

den we had lecture which is statistics..i actually tot i wont touch on math in my course even thou i like math..who noes tis nursin research module actually involves graphs, sample data etc..so chim when i turn d next few pages of d notes..but at least i can understand..but when comes to d next lecture, which i hv nt bought d notes yet..so i wasnt really followin wat d lecturer was sayin..all i noe was tt she was mentionin about protein in urea n d signs n symptoms..

neway on d way hm..something funny happen but i wont mention it..*ok i wont laugh*..hmm tml start sch at 10am..so can slp abit late..eh hopefully tml lesson would be interestin!! tuloos

-updated on 25/4/06 10.55pm-

Greatest moment!!

2006-04-23T07:16:00.000-07:00

aww..sucks man..sch gonna start..n d 1st day ends at 6pm..dun they noe tat gals hv mondae blues?? oh well..at least tml only hv 4 hrs of lessons..nursin practical n nursin science lecture..heard from my teacher last year tt nursin science got lots of things to learn..especially since hv to learn 1.1 n 1.2...oh well..nw every mondae hv to go dentist too..

on saturdae nite, my darlin n i chose nt to eat outside..so in d end i was d one who is gonna cook tt nite..n we were cookin fried rice..which i rarely prepare tt before..so my darlin is d assistant..haha all i did was fry d ingredients haha n stir n fry n fry..lol d sauce was added by my darlin..haha i was amazed man..cos he cut d ingredients so fast den he also noe wat sauce to put in..so d outcome was fabulous man!!! it really taste great!! both of us r great cooks!! lol :D we were really full after tt!! hehe..wont forget tis memory man..one of d best nites i ever had!! :D

-updated on 22/4/06 11pm-

Cca fiesta

2006-04-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

wah im superly tired man..cldnt slp last nite..had a bad dream..so only slept for almost 3 hrs..wake up like blur sotong..neway met yuwen at boonlay since i very early todae..so after tat we went to had breakfast at mac..den headed to sch for cca..

cca fiesta was one crowded event..was tryin to get a glance at tis year nursin batch..lol..also tryin to promote our cca..response was kinda overwhelmin..tts gd thou..well tis year our course intake is like 300 which is twice den last year..neway was suppose to help up till 11am..but den since we gt nuttin to do later on..den we help up till 3 plus..lunch was provided too n its free!!! :D

managed to make some new frens wif d new members n my little juniors haha..well tts all for todae..gonna play yahoo games now..ciao!!

ps happi belated birthdae to MW!! :)

-updated on 21/4/06 11.35pm-

Overjoyed!!

2006-04-15T06:51:00.000-07:00

watch tt movie abt dancin which was such an inspiration..neway thanks to my good friend for givin me a surprise...

haha todae so happi..cos get to see my darlin again!! :) he cooked dinner todae..while i chopped n washed.. :D yummy!! aww..took medicine again..luckily tml antibiotics finished den dun have to take d yucky medicine..tuloos!

neway chet is back from her trip!! *wheres my gift??*

-updated on 15/4/06 10pm-

ahh.stupid viral infection..

2006-04-13T08:16:00.000-07:00

7 days of no blog..wahaha..actually lazy too..been sleepin mostly..me really like a pig sia..stupid sore throat make me sound so manly...haiz...waitin to be fully ok again...

-updated 13/4/06 11.20pm-

IM BaCk!! KL TRIP WAS AWESOME!!

2006-04-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

3Rd April 06--6th April 06
Yay!! im finally back from my 4 day trip to KL...n...it was AWESOME!!! Sadly to say, i miss d place wahaha..but den its great to be back home!! *-hOmE sWeEt HoMe-*

"3rd April 06"
i left hse abt 6.30am n travelled all d way down to sch since tt is d meetin point..haha..after tat we were not even settin off yet, yuwen n i started takin pics.. :) so we left at 8am n travelled all d way to Johor after all d immigration was done..our first visit was to a mental hospital which was my first time goin to this insitution since i've not been to d insitution in Singapore..but i learnt alot from there as in their history n their routine..we also had tea breaks 2 times during n after our tour of d insitution..before we left d place, we took a group photo n did a " hip hip hooray" cheer for them! :D n omg..our tour guide cldnt cancelled d lunch bookin n so we have to eat LUNCH again!!!! That's like 3 meals altogether...oh wait here's more...

Den we headed to Malacca as it is our stopover for d 1st night..which means SHOPPING time!!! it was like a 3hr journey to Malacca n we had toilet stop too..so we stayed in tis hotel called d century makota..a beautiful place..hehe..we arrived there quite late but before tt we had dinner...so our lecturer asked all of us to gather in 10mins n will bring us to shoppin!!..which was just across d road..all of us like small kids, holdin hands crossin d road :P well we only had an hr to shop..so yuwen n i briefly see d shops..everyone was all separated from d grp..i settle rachel's gift first..hers was quite fast lol..after walkin round n round, we ended up buyin potato chips n mineral water for snacks..headed back to hotel to freshen up n slp...since i got a bad cold, i took medicine den slp..sadly my buddy yuwen was tossin n turnin on bed..haha beside tt we took lots of pics in d hotel too..oh yea i took d shampoo n soap from d hotel haha..who cares, its free of charge.. :P

"4th April 06"
Had breakfast at hotel before checkin out..so our first stop for tt day was to a nursing college of Pantai in Melaka..haha it was really kewl..we get to interact wif some of d students from there..so we learnt abt their lifestyle n their education system..n if we make a comparison, d education system there is strain n tight..i tink d reason is to train nurses to be excellent n competent in their work..stayed there for 2 hrs, took a grp pic n headed to a hospital called Pusat Kesihatan, where we learnt abt d delivery systems n how they manage d healthcare of d patients..very gd experience for us!! :D Anyway, my grp is doin on drug rehabilitaion n that is our last visit on tt day before shoppin starts again.. it is located in Tampin in Negeri Sembilan..tis was one of my most memorable visit as we get to interact wif d PEOPLE there..n they r really nice n discipline..it was really an eye opener for me :) d patients there actually had 6 meals a day...im so glad tt i was able to hv tis opportunity to learn abt d lifestyle in there..

oh yea we got lost n d bus kept goin round n round..all of us were so frustrated cos we were 2hrs late for d visit..n tts y our tour of d drug rehab is cut short..tavelled to KL, for lunch we ate at a golf resort den travelled back to KL, so ate dinner at mines resort which is located in a shoppin centre..thai food!! oh man..d tom yam soup is so SPICY n HOT!!! haha Sin Sing n i were like omg...but den d dishes were nice!!! omg..we actually had 6 meals per day too..its like every 2 hrs theres food served to us..neway since we finished eatin dinner faster den d others, Mr Lim n Ms Lock allow us to start shoppin..i bought a bracelet n tibits for myself n family..theres nuttin much to shop..ok maybe there is since i saw tis awesome shirt which i like it so much but i didnt buy..<-- Indecisive

Everyone was in d shoppin mood n bought lots of stuff..mine quite little lah..haha :D well check in into d hotel which is a 4 star hotel called THE CORUS!! amazin..our hotel is located opposite d twin towers..d night view is amazin..so yuwen n i "knock" n "knock" on d doors..but d room was real cozy, also we set d air-con to 16 degree celusius..we just went to freshen up n started packin properly all d things tt we bought..watched television which d programme was so dramatic tt yuwen n i decided to just go n slp..but den my fren slp first followed by me..

"5th April 06"
Day 3..2nd last day of d trip..ate buffet breakfast in d hotel..wow delicious man..since we stayin in KL for 2 nights so we didnt have to rush or bring down any luggage.. neway our first stop was to nursing college and allied health group which was located at Sungei Buloh..very big buildin too but den d bus was also lost n d tour guide have to ask directions of d location..somemore tour guide acted like so sarcastic..wth.. -_-" For this nursing college, we get to see all d different areas from pedratic to labwork etc..haha we also get to see d students from there workin on medications..it was really kewl!! :D we had tea break too..

Our next stop was a generl hospital in KL..n its one of d biggest hospital..its named is called Hospital Besar, KL..well its really different from Singapore..as in there is no air-con..n plus plus its really BUSY!! its like u will see ppl walkin up n down..but it was really a gd experience to know abt d knowledge as i realised tt d hospital charges there r so much CHEAPER!!! we stayed there for 2 hrs before headin to view d KLCC..haha the TWIN TOWERS!! yes!! we didnt get to shop thou but manage to see lots of grand shops inside..n oh yea i cant believe im standin below of d KLCC..haha..beautiful place n scenery..our sch group took lots of pics..me n my clique pose here n there haha... it was so rawkin kewl!!! :P after tt headed for dinner at some restaurant n we went to Mid-valley for shoppin!!! haha 3 hrs of shoppin, yay!!..i bought lots of things from there..like wallet, watch, cap, shirt, hair n jewellery accessories n pineapple tarts (teacher's recommendations) etc..pai seh to yuwen who has to follow me everywhere..

After shoppin wif a satisfied grin on my face lol :) me n my frens were singing haha..neway we picked up some malay words..not bad hor..oh well headed back to our hotel room..den lay out everything tt we bought..n i started to pack my things again haha..didnt wan it to be messy since d next day we r checkin out..i even help my fren to pack..neway we have some "visitors" haha :D mel, sushun, june & jasmine came to chit chat wif us..also ate snacks..den mel, sushun, yuwen n i took pics together..laugh until go crazy haha :P mel n i acted as d twin towers (figurings) lol..but den after they left, yuwen n i fell aslp..

"6th April 06"
Last day of my trip, i set my alarm yest at 6.30am..n actually i woke up but went back to slp..suddenly i heard my room doorbell ringin, i opened my eyes n saw d blue sky n jumped out of bed to realise tt it was 8am..mel n sushun came to look for us..ahhh we OVERSLEPT!! after tat kangli n charmane came to find us too..wah luckily we didnt slp on man..i mean we r suppose to meet d others at 7.30am for breakfast but 8.30 d bus will leave promptly..luckily got them to wake us up..wonder y we slp thru d night todae..hmm..didnt really eat a proper breakfast..but took 3 sausages, 2 small curry puffs haha..wasnt tt hungry anyway.. :P

so our first n last visit was to Hospital Selayang..a really nice n high technology hospital..omg tis hospital is paperless..everything is rum by machines..i was really impressed man!! its like so much better den d hospitals here..i learnt abt how they programme d tools n patient's progress..its really amazin, considerin tat d wards r for classless people..tt means everyone pay d same..its not tat expensive too..we only tour in these areas: IT department, specialist center, children n adults wards..at 2pm, we dropped one of our fren at mid-valley cos she meetin her parents for holidae, so she wont be comin back to Singapore wif us, den we travelled back to Johor, which was like 3 hrs LONG!! n went to yong peng to buy local tibits..hah got discount card!! :P ate lunch around there too..

it was like 5 plus in d evenin, we stopped for an early dinner in a fish restaurant den headed back to Singapore..arrival time 8pm..wah so late sia..by d time we did all d immigration staff, headed back to sch..thankfully to my fren Sin Sing for fetchin me hm in her relative's car.. THANKS!! haha came hm carryin so many things..but happi to be hm man!! haha come n get ur gifts from me buddys!! gonna go now..lots to catch up wif my family n frens! tuloos

TERMINATION
haha tis trip was so fun n eye opener for me..i really enjoy man!! neway i kinda missed d place..next time wanna go there for holidae again as in see d scenery instead of visitin hospitals haha.. :D

-updated on 6th april 06 11pm-

HaPpI bIrThDaE cHeT!!

2006-03-31T05:59:00.000-08:00

todae i woke up like 9.45am..haha dun feel gd lei when wake up..headache..but den after awhile was normal..so got ready to meet chet n chel..chel n i planned a surprise party for chet since its her birthdae..well startin was alrite lah..we went to catach a movie ::FRAGILE:: horror n thriller movie..but den i actually found it quite draggy n abit of suspense..not as scary as i thought..

neway after d movie, all 3 of us rushed to d toilet cos our bladder was abt to burst wahahah..so i bluff chet tt we r suppose to go to d esplanade..actually we were havin lunch cum dinner there but i guess d timin all went wrong..actually all 3 of us abit pissed off lah..but den we understand so its alrite..so i brought them to d rooftop of d esplanade..i rem my first time there wif my darlin, wow amazin man!! hee :D

after tat we share snacks n green tea..n waited n waited..weather was terrible too..dark grey clouds..after tt met d rest..n we celebrate chet's birthdae..had lots of fun thou..but our mood like all haywired liao..oh well..at least we had some fun teasin chet.. but den now..i tink she like abit upset lei..i wish i can cheer her up..but dunno how..well guess i gonna go..

p.s once again happi birthdae chetna!!
-updated 31/3/06 10.30pm-

-wth-

2006-03-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

todae..woke up like close to 9 plus in d mornin..sian..hv to go to punggol point camp site..dunno where is d place also..nv heard before sia..neway meetin yuwen at outram park at 12pm..haha..in d end i was like 15mins early..but den wait also didnt wait tt long lah..so together both of us travelled down d north east line all d way to d last station -PUNGGOL- counted 13 stops altogether..

once we reached d station..it was like so ugloo man..not a single soul..we were walkin round n round n realise tt it was not a bus stop den we headed towards d bus terminal n ask some bus driver where to find this bus 82 lol.. :D luckily d bus driver was nice..so we were like crap lOr..tinkin of all places have to choose tt place...somemore have to take bus all d way till d end..den also have to walk 300m..haha..but den we found d place!!! yipee!!

as we reached, we saw a grp of students comin out from there n tot it ended but actually they were goin down to d beach..so we joined them haha..quite kewl lah..my fren actually tot she saw jellyfish..which in fact it was only a plastic bag haha :P den we played some teambuildin games..which cause me to gonna have a blue black on my left forehead..my grp member is gonna fall back n we r suppose to catch her..but den when she fall, it was like so fast, her elbow accidentally knocked my head tt i was so "numb" in pain..there was tears in my eyes.. *sobs*

neway after goin thru d iternary n gettin to noe my grp members..aww..y must i be d assistant leader..luckily not grp leader lol..haha..me and yuwen left early..eh..in fact my frp members left early..cos all not stayin for d bbq..but den partly cos i forgot also lah..was starvin..didnt ate lunch..so for dinner it was more of like lunch cum dinner..

neway im so tired now..tuloos
-updated on 28/3/06 9.50pm-

LaSt DaE oF aTtAcHmEnT

2006-03-24T01:04:00.000-08:00

ahh..feel so relived..after 5 days of constipation n gastric..finally my bowel is open lol..but still gastric make me dun feel like eatin..now appetide very little..

YeS!! finally attachment has come to an end..n guess wat i passed my attachment..n infact i did better den d last 2 previous postin..i got a B..last time only C lei..im contented already..oh yea since todae is d end of d attachment...it also means exam results r out..

lookin at d clock each time..those workin in d afternoon shift will get to noe their results earlier den those workin in d mornin shift..haha i also got to noe my new group class n new time table for d upcomin semester which is really sux..haha im in grp 10 now same as all my frens!! yes grp 11 is offically no more...now only 10 grps altogether.. i tot grp 11 gals will 4eva be separated..end up almost half of my classmates r together wif me..yay!! :D

we gave a present to our lecturer n ward staff for their patience n guideance in teachin us all d skills..thank you very much!! ok here r my results...they arent gd but its definitely better den my mid exams as my mid exams r all D+'s..but i expected to not do well in my FON..luckily i passed all..

Modules taken ::
cell n molecular biology-> A
creative & innovative thinking-> B+
nursing research-> B+
s'pore & world issues-> B
nursing skills laboratory-> C+
pharmacology-> C
clinical attachment 1.1-> C
fundamentals of nursing-> D+
sport n wellness-> PX (passed)
n..
finally..
clinical attachment 1.2-> B

btw..my mum told me abt my bro incident in sch todae...to d "bullys"...if u dare to disturb, fight or injured my bro, u better watch out!! u better not mess around with me n i mean every word i say..leave my bro alone!!

-updated on 24/3/06 5.30pm-

2006-03-18T07:22:00.000-08:00

::FeElInS ReVeAlED::

I lOve your smile,
I lOve your touch,
I lOve your kisses,
I lOve your hugz,
I lOve everything about YOU!!
Im so sorry tt i hurt you,
Im so sorry 4 d things tt i said
tt aren't meant to be...
I just wanna you 2 noe,
tt I lOve you 4 who you are!!

Treasure You with all of my Heart!!
YOU are everything to me,
I dun wanna lose You again...
I dun wanna lose You again...
I wanna You 2 be in my life 4eva!!
4eva together!!
::*WayNe + MeliSsA*::
4eva

poem 2

2006-03-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

::PoEm::

I LoVe yOu DeEpLy, I lOvE yOu So MuCh,

I lOvE tHe SoUnD Of yOuR VoIcE, aNd tHe wAy tHaT wE tOuCh.

I lOvE YoUr wArM sMiLe, AnD yOuR kInD ThOuGhTfUL wAy,

ThE jOy ThAt YoU bRiNg, To My LiFe EvErYdAy.

I LoVe YoU tOdAy, As I hAvE FrOm tHe StArT,

aNd i'll LoVe yOu FoReVeR, wItH AlL Of mY hEaRt.

Happi 13th monthsary anniversary

2006-03-14T06:15:00.000-08:00

hmm..attachment left 8more days..ohh n im kinda nervous abt next week as i have to do dressin on a real live person n tt my lecturer will assess me..oh no oh no.. :( neway worry abt tat later..at d mean time..im startin to get used to d routine haha..i really like d staff there..very very friendly..when im in doubt, they r willing to teach me n d others of cos..

todae time passes real slow..yest was much faster..neway wed-fri i will be workin afternoon shift..sian..9.30pm den dismiss..so late..neway tahan for a few more days den i can enjoy my holidaes haha :D my b/f fetch me hm todae too..hee thanks!! *muahaha*

well gonna catch up wif my slp..tuloos!!

p.s happi 13th monthsary to both of us!! ;D

-updated on 14 mar 06 10.30pm-

::WaT a DaY::

2006-03-13T05:52:00.000-08:00

todae was awesome i guess..hee woke up at 4.50am..n realise still got 10mins more to sleep..so slept back n guess wat woke up at 5.30am!!! i practically just jumped out of d bed n rushed to d toilet..suppose to leave hse at 5.45am..but haha i guess i was afraid to miss d specific timin of d train..neway my fren n i arrived d same time..so it was alrite..

todae wasn't that tirin for me..maybe bits of here n there of yawnin but overall had a great time workin thou i keep attendin to d same person which kinda irritate me for awhile but den its my job to help others so nah d irritatness in me just faded away..but other den tat todae attachment went alrite..hee :D also thanks to my b/f for fetchin me todae..so sweet of him haha :) he fetchin me tml too..haha

neway talkin abt my b/f, i forgot to mention and add congratulations to my b/f for passin all of his final year modules n also did very well..Congrats!!! :D finally he graduate liao!!! so happi for him :D

countin down d days for attachment to end..9 more days lol.. -_-
oh n definitely countin down to my darlin n i 13th monthsary anniversary (1 year & 1 mth)..lol :D

-updated on 13 mar 06 10.30pm-

::PoEm::

2006-03-11T20:15:00.000-08:00

::POEM::

SeArCh FoR tHe HeAvEnS CaTcH hOlD Of A sTaR,
bE tRuE tO yOuRsElF aNd KnOw WhO yOu ArE
gO yOuR oWn WaY dOn'T fOlLoW tHe CrOwD
hOlD yOuR hEaD hIgH Be TaLl anD bE pRoUd.
FiGhT fOr YoUr RiGhTs AnD bElIeVe In YoUr DrEAmS,
bEcAuSe NoThInG iN lIfE iS eXaCtLy As It SeEmS
sOmE pEoPlE tElL yOu WhAt'S FaLsE aNd WhAt'S TrUe
BuT oNlY yOu KnOw WhAt'S BeSt FoR yOu
So DeCiDe FoR yOuRsElF
tHeN sTaNd By YoUr ChOiCe,
DiSrEgArD tHe OpInIoNs OtHeRs WiLl VoIcE.
sOmE pEoPlE aRe SmArT aNd WiSe ThInGs To SaY,
bE sUrE iT's YoUr OwN hEaRt MiNd ThaT sHoW yOu ThE wAy.

TirIng BuT wOnDerFuL DaY!!

2006-03-11T07:27:00.000-08:00

todae went my b/f hse..den after tat his dad brought us to have lunch at a vegetarian stall..wow nice n yummy especially d vegetarian fried oysters..we also ate tom yam rice i think..n noodles too..cant remember d name haha..after tat went to drink turtle soup..my first time tryin..it really taste like chicken..soup was also very nice..haha :D

After a delicious meal, we headed to Suntec IT show..see computers..wah damn crowded sia..but who cares lol..look around for some time den we left..headed back to darlin's hse..haha it wasn't rainin when we were at Suntec, but rained at our hm place..den i think my sport show no friction liao..slipped den fall..haha give both me n my darlin a shock sia..now my bum bum n big toe hurts..followed up by my feet soles..so jia lat sia..

it was close to dinner time..haha for dinner my darlin cooked..another yummy meal lol..delicious!! ^_^ watched this comical show two and a half men for awhile..dunno wat d background plot is about haha..*miss u darlin!!*

sian..in 15mins time its gonna be Sunday..n tt means one more dae of rest before attachment start again..even more sian.. -_-" tuloos..

-updated 11th mar 06 11.45pm-

yAy, 1 week PaSsed..

2006-03-10T06:24:00.000-08:00

so damn tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

leG so damn pain!!!!!!!!!!

bOdy Achin!!!!!!!!!

Sian!!!!!

haiz..finally one week passed man..lookin forward to d weekend..yes!! finally can have rest n peace..d past 2 days work mornin shift n time pass so fast..damn moody lately..so dun piss me off..if not i will bite ur head off wahahaha..aiya..my lecturer was sayin must get 80% to pass if not have to repeat again..so hard like tat..sian..dunno wat to say also..

watched movie todae wif chet...underworld evolution..haha very violent n gross..yikes..neway chet seem so preoccupied wif *ahem*...oh well..d silly thing was that me n her were surrounded around couples..like i mean on her left is a couple, in front of us also another couple, den on my right also couple..behind also lOr..haha but i dun find d movie scary lei..just gross only..tuloos den..

-updated on 10th mar 06 10.35pm-

AtTacHmEnT pArT 1..

2006-03-07T16:09:00.000-08:00

eh..on my first day in a geronology ward..it was so blur for me..we had a mini orientation and then start work..its like the time pass so damn slow..i would rather start work at 7am n end at 3pm, its so much faster..neway tues n wed, im workin afternoon shift..so have to stay up to 9.30pm n d worst part is tat on thursday im workin mornin shift..i will lose out on d number of hours in my slp haha..

neway the staff there are real nice..even the sisters of the ward..well my roster duty sux..but now im countin down d days for it to end..so its like 13 more days left..woke up at 3plus in d mornin, need to use d toilet urgently, stomache..den just now also went to toilet..sian lah, wat did i munch on until stomach so pain..den also had nightmare..it was such a dreadful thing to think abt..even d dream seem so real..yucks!!

err..i go watch show now..ciao

-updated on 8th mar 06 8.20am-

WinDoW ShOpPiN!!

2006-03-04T07:32:00.000-08:00

hee todae went window shoppin wif my darlin at town area..met aorund noon time..haha so fun n happi todae, must enjoy my holidaes to d fullest, no use sulkin tt attachment is comin :P so we had lunch at plaza sing..green noodles yummy!! den walk around, bought d zebra ball handphone keychain..walk inside music junction, saw some movies being released..bleahz i dun wan lol :D

den after tat we walked down to heeren there..actually walk inside few shops of action city cos im tryin to find d orange soft toy tt i wanna own..haha but i think out of stock lah..neway todae was just plain window shoppin but it was overall damn super fun..actually our mission was just to see each other only, have each other accompany, so mission accomplished hehe :D well..went to sim lim sq..cos my darlin wanna checked out d price for d keyboard..but den out of stock also..stun -_-"

since nuttin to do, so went to darlin hse..oh yea den dinner he cooked for me..his own creation haha..all i did was just slice d mushrooms n wash d dishes..but d meal was decent n damn delicious..lol :D hmm..talkin back to attachment, well kinda feel tat attachment sux..haha im sure my frens feelin tat way too lol..but i mean tis round need to really get 80% pass if not have to retake again..sian lor..*must work harder!!*

neway gonna slp now damn tired..haha nitez..

-updated 4th mar 06 11.50pm-

nO cOmMeNtS -_-"

2006-03-03T06:42:00.000-08:00

well..woke up quite late todae..due to d stupid nightmare i have..but somehow in my dreams it was all faint n d only thing i can remember is tt someone was tellin me 4 numbers..haha neway wake up eatin a delicious tuna sandwich..yummy..so sian todae..but den in d evenin i went out wif chet to catch a movie..

in d end nv watch i not stupid too..cos long queue but partly cos we came there slightly late too...so in d end we watched rumor has it..quite alrite show but startin damn borin..i also dun understand wat they talkin..but its quite a touchin show..overall err..3.5/5 stars haha.. :D den ate dinner at Mac's..waited for bus like 1/2 hr..n somemore so crowded until i was so squashed cos someone went to like rest her arm on my neck-shoulder until it like totally just cover my whole head n neck tt i was nearly strangled..so chet helped me out..thanks buddy!

oh before tat met chel n chet at lib too..as usual i go look at books lol..but dun find anything nice to read..nvm still got tons of books at hm lol.. :P tml shoppin yay!!..must enjoy my next 2 days man..if not attachment gonna start again..back to stress type 1 haha..well tuloos..

p.s HaPpI bIrThDaE to Sylvia!! :D
-updated 3rd mar 06 11pm-

LeFt OnE mOrE PaPeR ^_^

2006-02-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

haha todae i so hyper while doin d cell n molecular biology paper..one of my fave!!! neway i hitch a ride so tt dun have to take public transport..neway met wen at boon lay..sian reach there so early n she's like where, ohh..still at home..but luckily she lived near d interchange..so i just did my last revision during the journey..todae meimei break record, come so early..haha not forgettin tt she came to sch yest n realise tt there was no exam to sit for..waste her travel trip..while we others r at hm snoozing... :D it was hailarous!!!

so i went in, sat for my CMB paper n gosh it was managable to handle..i practically finish d paper in 1hr time, so i dilly dally tink wat to write for d last qn tt i left out to do for d last..but some of d mcqs was really tricky..n i had to think twice on wat to choose..in d end choose wrongly also..but i got most mcqs correctly..luckily only one qn on gene clonnin on "dolly" the sheep, n i got it correctly!!!! haha it was just a wild guess...

after d exam, had lunch wif my frens since we left d exam hall early den we expected..rushin time cos later meetin my darlin to celebrate his birthdae..haha but den dun need to rush time either so my hands were kinda filled up cos one hand holding the badminton bag n d other one bubble tea..so was walkin down "the road of torture", sun so bright lor..can kill me sia..neway gave d present to him, haha he loved it :P d racket damn light, even me wan it but den i rather stick to d badminton racket tt i used since pri sch..got my smell n my luck :P

so at least i did study one of d lecture notes to pass time..inspection...palpation..percussion..auscultation..haha guess u all wont understand..hehe..saw nikki todae..haha but i guess both of us r too shy to say anything to each other..i have been tellin chet tt i wanna talk to her yet no words of exchange.. one day there will be hehe :P so she bought a birthdae cake..so all of us took pics n had fun..we ate dinner at saki sushi..wah eat until really full man..but of cos i cldnt eat tt much..stomach indigestion for d past 2 days..sian lor..

haha i think my darlin very delighted todae..^love is in d air^ anyway out of point..lol :D oh yea tis thurs last exam paper n i so cant wait cos after tat goin out wif my darlin, haha he gonna fetch me from sch...so sweet of him :D tml gonna spend time studyin at d lib wif chet..talkin abt chet, whom she talkin to d guy at d moment man..(shh..not gonna say d name) well heard tt chet didnt do well in molecular biology n tt chel did well, well i gonna try to help her..if my notes r related to hers..neway gonna go now..ciao!

p.s Happi Birthdae to U darlin!! :D lOts of mUackz n hugz!!!

-updated 28th Feb 06 11pm-

MiRaClE SsUrPrIsE

2006-02-24T22:33:00.000-08:00

just got back from sch err..infact from meetin my teacher..well todae pharmacoLogy exam was a miracle..i mean all d mcqs qns is on d sch website, d funny thing is tat i told myself to go thru it yest but forgot haha..neway d paper was easy den d common test n i think i might be able to pass..hope so lah..dun ask for much..a pass is gd enough for me cos common test fail..surprising my open book test manage to pass thou ans not found in d notes..

hee..my teacher bought another violin case for me..tis time is so much lighter..not heavy anymore liao..thank gdness..ate lunch wif my frens..nw tt im hm i think i study 1 chapter first..these few days my forehead hot hot de den headache..dunno whether sick also just feelin terrible tts all..hha my fave module...cell n molecular biology..yay! ciao...study time.. :D

p.s happi birthdae Tiara (send loads of hugs to canada) !! :D
-updated feb 25th 06 saturdae-

WeDnEsDaY bLuEs

2006-02-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

woke up wif a bad headache..d feelin is like u just dun wan to wake up anymore..yea maybe tts wat i really wan..not wakin up at all..im goin crazy!! wif all these exams tt is comin up..im struggling wif my most dreadful fear module..how on earth m i gonna pass, if everyting i learnt seem so confusing..wat has gotten into me? my mind isnt workin n i really feel like slpin n slpin n slpin..

gosh..i practically fell aslp which clash into my violin classes..i was late for 15mins..my teacher seem to be pissed off cos i stood her up..nope not cos i was late for class but cos she wanted to pass d violin case to me n yet she got off to a wrong stop..n i was in a different place..cant be helped..i told her to meet another day..i mean all these r in d rush..dun she understand, she called me stupid..haha maybe she's right..

i kinda thinkin im on my verge of breakin down..i really dunno..my frens tell me not to push so hard..i mean i dun wan to retake my tis module again if tts d case tt i fail..tts y im tryin to find ways to understand tt subject..ahh nuttin is helpin me..*bangs head on wall*...i think im goin into my depression mood again..sighz..gotta go gonna study..

-updated 22 feb 06 10.20pm-

WaT iS gOiN oN mAn?!

2006-02-19T22:42:00.000-08:00

i got back from sch abt 2 hrs ago..im so so super angry n sad..i mean c'mon lor..we did put in effort for d group project..okie so it may not be our best but tt doesnt mean tt we didnt hv effort in it..oh wait should i just say tt i spend too much time handlin 2 projects at one time..tt cause me no time to study for my retest..n in d end fail again..wtf..i could feel d pressure when presentin our project on pressure sores..

its not even our fault tt we didnt do citation..i mean u cant expect so much from us..okie maybe u do cos ur our mentor n we r ur grp 11 gals..who is so so gonna be separated when year 2 starts..n let me say i do admit tt we make mistakes n tt u have given us time to work n improve on d project..but i guess its just not enough..ahh!!!! its not a matter whether im so upset or not..im upset cos i just feel disappointed in myself for not bein able to accomplish watever ur expectations are..n tts y i CRIED..its nuttin to do wif u scoldin our grp..thou i really wan to apologise for our grp's defence attitude towards u..neway, really appreciate tt u give us more time to improve again..hopefully we can score better..thou i noe we got a belOw B grade..cant expect more den tat..

well wanted to go out for awhile to get a present..but i guess d plans r all ruined cos we forgot to hand up d 2500 words essay..n i guess i volunteer to write d essay..im so so tired of projects already..tts wat i hate abt presentations..haiz..i guess i should take it as a compliment instead of thinkin of d negative side..

neway came back hm..see bro at hm cos sick..den he got fever..do i look as if i dun care abt him..i mean c'mon lor..just because i learnt abt health care tt doesnt mean i have to stay at hm n look after him..i care n lOve my bro k..n d reason y im rushin to my grandma hse is cos i got a project tt is due at 6pm..d one tt my mentor say we did badly..i mean c'mon lah, he's already a teenager, dun make a big fuss over it..bye!

-signing off 20 feb 06 3pm-

MiXtURe Of FeElInS ^_^

2006-02-18T06:55:00.000-08:00

hee..just got back from my darlin's hse..had a wonderful meal at his hse..most of d dishes is cooked by him..all vegetarian dishes..damn nice n yummy!! of cos i was real happi to see him hee :D

eh todae i cry..my darlin was right..i shouldnt think so much abt it, thanks darlin for cheerin me up..well..wat can i say..im actually afraid tt i wont pass my pharmacology module..i dun understand how come i just cant apply my understandin n knowledge of it into d test, i mean c'mon i fail my retest again..now tt exam is comin..wat if i cant do well..i better start studyin..tml i will study one of d notes first..neway, i think i should add a calendar on d events tt r comin up..well my darlin's exams r comin, all d best k!! u can do it, i believe in u!! :D
*muacks*

My grandpa also fall..den arm bleedin..luckily i got dressin set wif me so can help temporily bandage n clean wound for him..so much things happen on tis dae 17/2/06

recently, i heard from my aus fren's fren tt my aus fren had an accident but in coma..den went for operation to see whether can save him..in d end he didnt make it..passed away 5daes ago..wah so sad lei..i mean he hate his life..wat i feel is tt i as a fren cant even give any encouragement, only a listenin ear..i guess his g/f sophie n his mates r all feelin sad..Sendin Condolence to his family!

well gotta go..wanna slp early so that can watch d winter short track skatin finals..it starts at 2..30am..sian..ciao..

-updated 11.20pm 18/2/06-

My MoSt HaPpIeSt DaE oF mY lIfE!!!!

2006-02-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

Since todae is Feb 14th!!! hAppi valentines' dae to all couples!!!!

Happi Valentine's day and 1 year anniversary darlin Wayne!!! lOve u till beats!!! :D *muackz*
hehe..todae was my final year 1 practical test so have to wear nurse uniform go sch..so pai seh..cos many ppl lOoKin lei..neway i dun care wat they think i just proudly walk wif it lol..since i was d 1st one to be tested, my stomach was full of butterflies n i kip wantin to go to d toilet..heart beat until so fast also..

neway my worst nightmare came true..d most dreadful thing tt i didnt wan it to be tested...yes!!! drainage dressin!!! aww man...this is d most difficult skill in d dressin compartment lor..i think my frens wld agree wif me on tat..luckily my lecturer wasnt tt strict..i was so afraid tt he would lose his patience but den he explain to me slowly wat is d correct thing to do..so overall he told me tt in d beginnin, my skill was bumpy while my technique was real gd..i got a C or a high C..cant rem liao..

den also feel pai seh cos i forgot bring sweater den no choice walk around in my tube n skirt outfit lol..until my frens say me so sexy..lol..*hint hint* i dun wan to steal any limelight lor..den durin CITS, my frens present their presentations..haha really well done..it was so touchin seein how much our class has been together 4 almost a yr but sadly, our class is d only class goin to be separated..sian..

so finally sch ended!!!! here i come darlin!!!! :D hehe...
meet him at d entrance of mac..den we sat at d same place tt brings back memories!! wan to noe y?? cos thats d first time we met!!! U noe, i was so happi to see him, it just make my heart go flutter..we ate fantastic meals lol..n shh..*enough of d legs man* my darlin gave me a wallet, found a sweet msg inside d wallet, now we got d same phones n wallets, that is so kewl!!! haha..after tat my darlin n i went to d beach for a moonlight walk..wah really romantic lei!!! wont forget this delicious moment!!! :D sat down at someplace n we had a fabulous time together, enjoyin each other's company every min.. *muacks*

a SPECIAL message just FOR YOU!!!
funny how just one year pass so fast, it seems like we do so many things together, however my LOVE for U will always be d SAME!!! I wan to spend my whole life wif U!!! Darlin Wayne bao bao..., I Love You 4Eva n Eva!!! *wif lots of luvs n hugz n muackz* hee... ;D

PiSs OFF LoR!!!

2006-02-04T07:00:00.000-08:00

haiz..so many projects all gonna be due..n i find tt its like only me doin n im d one who have to rush my frens to contribute..tHey so relax lOr..somemore i have to plan my time so tt i can study for my retest..if dun pass this retest, i will be dead sia..wldnt i? i mean i will be kicked out rite/? ahh!!! feel like screamin my head off sia..these few days like no one to talk too..den ppl make me angry also..den i no choice just blurt out to my mum my problems..

seriously wat is wrong with me??!!! i cant cope liao..every mornin wake up headache cos i know d day is gonna be dreading..starin in front of d comp doin work, if not stare at notes to memorise..somemore my homework assignment..i dunno how to do..my brain is not functionin well!!! :( sian lOr...i dun care whether i talk properly or not..just let me get rid of my frustrations n im contented..i hope so man..exam is like in 3 weeks time..den after tat attachment start again..wao kao -_-" my holidaes like again taken away..when is d time for me to have fun man..

haiz..tml gotta study liao cos mondae got extra badminton lessons after 6pm..den tues finish late also..den wed finish at 7pm..wah my whole of htis comin week end class damn late sia..ahh..i think im gonna have a breakdown soon..

-updated on Sat Feb 4 06----11.20pm

ChInEsE nEw YeAr EvE

2006-01-27T18:23:00.000-08:00

wao lao wwoke up wif a foul mood sia..haha no lah now im feelin alrite le..its chinese new year eve yippee!!! cant wait!!! lOts of hongbaos to collect..haha i mean tts for tml lah..yest night spend time decoratin d hse..i htink it still kinda look plain n simple..haha at least got decorations can liao..

yest went to visit my sec sch..wow..met almost all my teachers except my science teachers..also didnt noe tt my bio teacher retired already, kinda shockin thou...well managed to talk to both my fave teachers tt meant alot to me..they kinda encourage me n give me advice..really touched by their words..after tat finally get to go out wif chel, ate lunch together..its been a long itme since i last hang out wif her..miss her!! my buddy of 7 years!! :D

den l8er went out wif my darlin, accompany him go buy phone, since d weather like not promisin, so went his hse..alOng d way, we both bought bubble teas, so refreshin haha :P well..den after tat i tried his dad's cookin, awesome man!!! thou my first impression was tt it taste like wanton mee..hee..but overall its delicious!!

hmm...i think im gonna ocunt to chinese new year..den maybe can be d first to wish everyone!! hehe..tuloos to u all!! :D

-signing off-
Saturdae 28th Jan 06 10.40am

WaT A yUmMy DaY ^_^

2006-01-22T07:14:00.000-08:00

wah..todae was nervous cos gonna cut hair..n afraid wat it is gonna look lol..but came out wif my family sayin nice but still d same lol..at least its shorter n much thinner haha..well how i spend my dae?? interestin cos d whole mornin was taken away by goin to a hair salon, n to d market to buy willow tree..hehe :D

den i accompany my aunt n cousin to go see hse hse..my cousin wan to buy d hse near my block lol..tt will be superly kewl sia den all of my family so clOse to each other :D hmm..spend whole afternoon-night to make pineapple tarts for CNY n also to give away to frens, relatives, n my darlin!! hehe..now hands damn tired..but first time make pineapple tarts 4 times..tt means 4 batches so u can imagine d total wld be like around 200.. haha

wah i better go slp le, tml got badminton class..yay cant wait man!! haha..i also feelin exhausted from todae activity geez..nitez everyone!

updated on 22nd jan 06 11.50pm

* UpDaTeD iNfO *

2006-01-17T06:03:00.000-08:00

aiya now havin attachment..actually i really cant wait for it to end..i mean its like hello 3 more days lOr..n im practically comforting myself tt its only 2 days left..so tat d feelin would just encourage me more..but den d advantage is tat i learnt lots of skills n things which i found it quite informative..okie is there such word in d 1st place??.. gosh im gettin tired n more TIRED each day!! ahh!! giv me back my own beauty slp pls... :'/ pai seh to my dad n bro who has to wake up early in d mornin just to sent me to d mrt...ren nai for 3 more days kk!!!

eh recently been meeting up wif chet, so kinda catch up with her too..so happi for her tt she did well in her micro-bio paper..lol could understand wat she has doubts in tat paper cos i studied tat in semester 1..oh well..its in d past haha :D neway, usually i meet her is to eat my late lunch which is cum dinner..well todae we had an interestin talk..talk abt y ppl change so easily..ppl referrin to certain ex frens who i dun wish to mention..i mean Hello its kinda inconsiderate to mention names..i hate tat actually!! but well..we were just thinkin n sharing tt ever since we are in different schools..its like everyone is so busy to stay in touch thou sometimes we tried..but im satisfied for my wonderful friendship with chel n chet!!!! They r my best babes 4eva!! :D

neway tis saturdae..gonna go out wif chet..haha ask her to accompany me to go tp open hse..i go there just to see my darlin's project show..i wanna be proud proud of him lol..den after tat if can find his family, den go talk to them, sort of nv see them for so loNg, wanna see how they r hehe :P of cos after tat, chet n i gonna catch a movie..go n see memories of geshia..hmm is tat d correct spellin?! oh well..after tat, we gonna go girls shoppin!! yipee!! gotta go now..damn tired, tml still have to wake up early..

oh yea updated on 17th jan 06 at 10.30pm

haPpI hApPi ^_^

2006-01-14T08:53:00.000-08:00

hee..time here is almost 1am Jan 15th..haha updating cos im still alert n not tired..but preparing to go to bed :P

woke up in d morning wif my leg pain..den my fren sms me whether we still goin to sch for meetin cos both my frens not feelin tt gd..in d end me n my fren go, my other fren sore eye didnt come..learnt abt photoshot n how to connect d mixer..so now roughly got d idea..after tat met my darlin to celebrate our 11th month anniversary..haha time pass so fast..hehe :D almost 1 mth more to our yearly anniversary..im one HaPpI hApPi gal!!!!

watch elizabethtown since i got 1 pair of free tickets..eh..at ifrst i udn understand wat d show is all abt..haha all i know is success, failure n romance..its like some sort of an inspiration..dunno whether tts true..eh i will give a ratin of 3/5 stars..hAha..den after tat went to darlin hse..in d end fell aslp cos so tired..also came hm see tt my family did some chinese new year decorations -_-" i think still early lol..well *yawns* gotta go now..tuloos!!

tIrEd, AcHiNg

2006-01-07T05:22:00.000-08:00

saturdae 07/01/06..time now is 9.25pm..

just got back from my sch talent show..whoa been a more of a relaxed-busy dae..hmm..didnt really do much except just help out in movin tables n chairs..haha receive another shirt, add to my collection lol :P a celebrity came..n overall d show was really fantastic.. :D glad to help out even thou im feelin so so so tired....ahh..legs r achin..

attachment was ok ok onli..actually i prefer d previous place tt i work den now..haha but d gd thing is tt at least tis time attachment might be paid..if not it looks like we r only doin free labour..oh well..theres like another 9daes more..cant wait for it to finish!! n i think i strain my back le..dunno lah cos i bent down like got sharp pain..sian..my soles on d feet is also pain..its worst den d previous attachment lor..y lid tat sia..haiz..now i must go take a rest..

these few days like i dunno..i see my frens goin out, whenever they go, got frens..im like one walkin soul just feelin out of place..haiz..dun wanna talk abt it..

HaPpI nEw YeAr!!!!

2005-12-31T19:51:00.000-08:00

1st jan 2006!!!! yay!!!

haha countdown wif everyone thou..at 12 midnight..d ships display small little fireworks..haha den i call my darlin to wish him..sms my frens which i think it was kinda lag..oh well haha.. :D
wat i did on new year eve was..went to d dentist to pull my last baby teeth out..wah so pain ah..luckily they did numb my mouth..den went to my darlin's hse..hee had so much fun..he prepared for me lunch.. :)

haha i dunno wat im gonna do todae..hmm..let me tlak abt my new year revolution
1) Love my family n darlin even more :P
2) to get gd grades in sch
3) to be able to cope in sch
4) less problems in life..haha..*wishes* stress-free..

tuloos for now!
happi new year everyone!!
hapi birthdae jeannie!

Is TiS wAt lIfE Is??

2005-12-29T23:49:00.000-08:00

its d 30th dec 05 almost 4pm..

err..im so bored so just tot of bloggin..oh well..d year 2005 is gonna end..tts like so fast..in fact tml is new year eve n i guess i wont be spendin wif anyone..haha hmm..actually i do kinda feel sad...thou i just dun wan to show it..oh well.. :(
suppose to go out todae..but den..aiya..now d more i dun feel like talkin to anyone..d more i just wan to bottled up everything..oh well..
hmm i guess i just bury myself in books..maybe tt wld kip myself busy..
tuloos to everyone!

52th week

2005-12-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

ahh...y christmas pass so fast..i dun wan it to end!! *sobs*.. :( 26th dec 05 10.15pm

hmm..i went to watch narnia wif my darlin, d movie was superly fantastic nice hehe :D i will giv d ratin of 5/5 stars haha...even my sis say its beri nice..all must go watch..my darlin n i watched d digital film so sound n image was better :P we ate lunch at err...wats tt restaurant name??!! cant remember lol..but we ordered seafood combo, peach soda n lychee kooler..wahaaha...eat until so full..tt was our lunch cum dinner..but i really enjoy spendin time wif my darlin..especially on christmas dae itself..

haha woke up todae almost 1pm..first time wake up so so late..lol it was my mum who came hm n found us still slpin lol..we slp like a pig..haha d we refers to me n my sis :P den todae i didnt feel like goin out..quite sian lah...tml is gonna be a long dae...chet, chel n me r gonna go sentosa!!!! yay!! cant wait..tis is my first time goin there wif frens..usually its wif family..hope it doesnt rain...ahh wanted my darlin to go also..but he not free...maybe next time..but we planned liao, if it rains very heavily tml, den we all goin ice skating..haha

gonna slp now..have to wake up early!! aww..

MeRrY cHrIsTmAs EvErYoNe!!!

2005-12-24T18:02:00.000-08:00

its christmas yay!!!!!!! :D 25th dec 05 10 am

haha on christmas eve i celebrate wif my darlin...before i met up wif him, i send christmas greeting to some of my frens...haha went parkway to eat lunch wif my darlin, den we also went christmas "snack" shoppin..hee manage to psycho him to buy mini log cake...i nv had one before so yest was d first time.. :P

went darlin's hse, watch sounds of style, den he is so so so nice, prepared dinner for me..haha noodles r really delicious!!!!! *yummy* also we ate apple strudel..first time tried also...damn nice...when it was 11.45pm my darlin n i count down lol..haha our first X'mas together! den we ate d mini log cake..haha d santa claus icing is so cute tt i dun wan to eat it..we took pics too..

i was in merri happi mood, tt i wish d taxi driver merry christmas when he sent me hm..cos it was really late so took cab hm..$2 extra den d normal fee..haha i gonna open my presents now..

mErRy ChRiStMaS eVeRyOnE!!!!!

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ahhh!!! so fun!!! ex classmates gatherin

2005-12-23T07:43:00.000-08:00

time now is 11.45pm 23th dec 05...hehe in 15mins time its d eve of christmas n i m celebratin n counting down lol.. :D ok here r some of d little juicy details on wat i did on thurs n todae...thurs i woke up feelin in a damn shoppin mood lol..so firstly, my family n i ate lunch at kfc which was my breakfast cum lunch haha..den my mum brought me shoppin for christmas presents!!!! haha..shh..mum bought for me a white sweater n a black tank top from rusty.. -_-" i think i have expensive taste sia...cost my mum a bomb..haha j/k j/k :P but im lov'ing it!!!!

went christmas shoppin wif chet at suntec...look for gifts for my family..haha left my bro wan dunno wat to get..wah..this is d first time tt me n chet actually went shoppin in other words bought something..usually we just go "window" shoppin lol..haha but i had a great time!! after tat my mum us to parkway, suppose to go shoppin for my sis, instead i bought a belt again...haha pai seh, sis went back hm wif nuttin...shucks.. :P

todae was a torture n fantastic dae..okie heres d torture part...went to d dentist for a teeth checkup haha...hmm plannin to put braces on d top part haha..but heard it was gonna be difficult n have to pull out my baby teeth..ok not funny cos d dentist was naggin at me on y i still have my baby teeth now tt im like a young adult..sux aint it??!! neway, entering d dentist room was like a torture chamber...my teeth was being tortured as d dentish clean n polished like crazy...ahh!!! bleed alot..but d outcome was terrific cos its purely shining white haha :D

den i went to chet hse...found out tt chel is not there lol...well all 3 of us were starving like crazy..so went mac to eat shaker fries n normal fries haha..den find out tt we have to be at pasir ris in like 1/2 n hr time..so took cab cos we were late!!!! it seems like d others were waiting for us lol..hee..den we met up at fisherman village..n had a fantastic time together..took lots of pics lol n d meal was really good..i enjoyed myself loads..also have gift exchange..thanks guys for such a lovin dae!!! =)

ahh...its 12.05am now!!! happi christmas eve lol :D another fun dae awaiting for me!!!

M i ReAlLy SaD?!

2005-12-20T06:11:00.000-08:00

time now is 10.15pm 20th dec 2005 haha...5 more daes to christmas!!!!!! =D i dunno y im so happi but oh well d tot of receiving presents wld be fun, but of cos i mean i doubt there wld be presents thou..haha oh yea i haven seen d lights at orchard too..oh well..saddenin isnt it?? ok quit it, i should stop feelin sorry for myself!!! WahAhA... :P

hmm wasnt feelin to good todae..stomach like got funny feelin, tt make me wan to close my eyes, in other words SLEEP...oh well after tat i was much better after distracting myself from d uncomfortable feelin, haha i was playin sims nightlife..damn cool lol!!! :D hmm..also went to meet chet 4awhile, went to buy breakfast at swiss bake..haha many doughnuts filled with vanillia n chocolate "ice cream"!!!! bought 6 of them for my family, cost me 7 bucks!!! parkway has change so much, they have a jap market, meat market, coffee bean, music store, swiss bake, cocco tree n chocolates etc...haha i think now will attract even more people to come..

also i was lookin around for christmas gifts...hmm me n chet bought sth for chel first..lets see...1...2...3...lol its a surprise!! dun wan to tell who im givin lol :D neway, my mum so cute, ask me whether im feelin down...strange tt she can read my mind..cos i dun show it.. hmm..haiz...

StEaMbOaT yUmMy!!!

2005-12-16T07:36:00.000-08:00

hehe..time now is 11.40pm 16/12/05...haha just got back a few minutes ago..sian leg all achin until terribly, partly cos in d mornin cum afternoon, had a captain's ball competition n den late evenin had a farewell party for my dearest fren!! :D okay here r d details...

captain's ball game was superly fun its been like almost one year since i last played..haha ever since graduate from sec sch..but den my team didnt even make it to d first round or neither d second round..oh well at least we show good team spirit n sportmanship..all gals team rulz!! haha..oh yea my team leader even design our shirts n also we use glitter glue to draw our number on d side of our face..if only i got d pics to show haha..our class was like so united!!! oh yea durin d competition, i fell too, but den luckily no bruises just left leg very pain..also second round, kana hit on my head..i so blur liao.. -_-" hee...after tt my group left early n played at d playground, even took a grp pic on d slide..u should see..everyone was squashin themselves..i sat on my fren's shoes wahaha..pai seh..

went to chel's hse cos dun wan to go up n down..so bathe there too..haha den later she n i went to meet d rest of our frens n teachers too..haha all of us like so blur when goin to marina bay..ate steamboat, tryin to figure out which one was d nice one..so i think we went to d correct one in d end..haha didnt noe have to wash d crabs n prawns ALIVE!!!!! omg, d prawns was like jumpin up n down, d crabs i have to ask d guys (strangers) to help me..thanks..hmm..me, yuan n chel had a great time cookin for d teachers n for our other frens..haha so fun!!!!! i managed to catch up wif my gd fren, d special vip guest who is leavin for overseas....after tat we took train back to citylink n go eat ice cream...by d time arrive hm is like so so so late..

oh yea i also got back one of my paper's result..haha i got an A, first time sia.. :D tml my darlin's common test, darlin all d best, i know u can do it!!!!! jia you!!! hehe *muackz* i so so so miss him sia..cant wait to see him when he's free...hold on to u foreva *grinz* :D

oVeReXcItEmEnT!!!

2005-12-10T06:46:00.000-08:00

yipee!! my family came back todae..thou i actually did overslept so kinda rush when on d way to d airport..haha so happi to see them..todae also went to sch for general meetin of my cca..wah lots of new members, so when wan to speak up den shy lei..but as usual me n my 2 othe frens r d extraordinary cos we all differen course from d others..hmm my dad fetch my fmaily home, so he make 2 rounds..by d itme we r back, we r exhausted n also i started to unwrap my gifts tt my mum bought...wah... :D *eyes grow big* haha they say i lost abit of weight :P did i ??!!

den watch movie todae wif my darlin..movie name aeon flux-4/5 stars..very nice show n graphics!! after tat went to my darlin's hse..den we dabao our lunch cum dinner..haha happily eatin den both of us went to do work..i self study lah..manage to absorb everything in except for 2 pages tt i left for tml to study haha :D came hm, get to see more gifts again, den my uncle also gave me a bag cos he came back from another country too..woohoo!! :D thanks!!

time n date now is 10th dec 11pm..seriously where is d time bar???

starlight of the blue paradise

^_^

blissful day ^_^

2 weeks of holidaes left

sian holidaes blues

Holidaes!!

so long no update -_-

Happi Valentines day!!! ^_^

I love my Darlin!!

final exams r comin

1st day of open hse

haiz feel sick sia..

sian..haiz..

1st week to back to sch

Happi new year 2007 awaiting!!!

yay last dae of attachment

yay christmas season ^_^

one week pass so fast..

[ family went Japan liao ]

darlin's POP

i feel so shag!!!

common test over!!!

im so in deep shit!

emotions

yiPee!!!

presentation week

so tiring, exhausted, save me!!

my most memorable dae ^_^

year 2.2

happi birthdae to me 2006

zoo outing

so tiring

attachment over

phew -_-

::i miss u so much!!::

haiz...

Woowoo ^___^

Exams r over!!

exams around d corner

national dae celebrations

nuttin to tok abt -_-

Rollarbladin dae!!

mondae blues

Shoppin spree??!!

Tanya Concert

Yay attachment is so so over!! ^_^

My Misery, My torture

1 week of attachment jus passed..

Attachment dae 1

stupid..attachment is startin in 1dae time..

Class bbq outin ^_^

definitely enjoyin my holidaes!! :)

Beach outing =D

Exercise time ^_^

exam over, holidaes!!!

so OuTdAtEd -_-"

such a zombie..but fabulous day!!

a fabulous dae ^_^

so many things happen lately

happi birthdae wendy

so long no blog le..

Happi birthdae chel!!

-2nd dae of sch-

Greatest moment!!

Cca fiesta

Overjoyed!!

ahh.stupid viral infection..

IM BaCk!! KL TRIP WAS AWESOME!!

HaPpI bIrThDaE cHeT!!

-wth-

LaSt DaE oF aTtAcHmEnT

poem 2

Happi 13th monthsary anniversary

::WaT a DaY::

*::PoEm::*

TirIng BuT wOnDerFuL DaY!!

yAy, 1 week PaSsed..

AtTacHmEnT pArT 1..

WinDoW ShOpPiN!!

nO cOmMeNtS -_-"

::PoEm::