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Friday, March 31, 2006

~ 5:59 AM ~

todae i woke up like 9.45am..haha dun feel gd lei when wake up..headache..but den after awhile was normal..so got ready to meet chet n chel..chel n i planned a surprise party for chet since its her birthdae..well startin was alrite lah..we went to catach a movie ::FRAGILE:: horror n thriller movie..but den i actually found it quite draggy n abit of suspense..not as scary as i thought..

neway after d movie, all 3 of us rushed to d toilet cos our bladder was abt to burst wahahah..so i bluff chet tt we r suppose to go to d esplanade..actually we were havin lunch cum dinner there but i guess d timin all went wrong..actually all 3 of us abit pissed off lah..but den we understand so its alrite..so i brought them to d rooftop of d esplanade..i rem my first time there wif my darlin, wow amazin man!! hee :D

after tat we share snacks n green tea..n waited n waited..weather was terrible too..dark grey clouds..after tt met d rest..n we celebrate chet's birthdae..had lots of fun thou..but our mood like all haywired liao..oh well..at least we had some fun teasin chet.. but den now..i tink she like abit upset lei..i wish i can cheer her up..but dunno how..well guess i gonna go..

p.s once again happi birthdae chetna!!
-updated 31/3/06 10.30pm-

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

~ 5:19 AM ~

todae..woke up like close to 9 plus in d mornin..sian..hv to go to punggol point camp site..dunno where is d place also..nv heard before sia..neway meetin yuwen at outram park at 12pm..haha..in d end i was like 15mins early..but den wait also didnt wait tt long lah..so together both of us travelled down d north east line all d way to d last station -PUNGGOL- counted 13 stops altogether..

once we reached d station..it was like so ugloo man..not a single soul..we were walkin round n round n realise tt it was not a bus stop den we headed towards d bus terminal n ask some bus driver where to find this bus 82 lol.. :D luckily d bus driver was nice..so we were like crap lOr..tinkin of all places have to choose tt place...somemore have to take bus all d way till d end..den also have to walk 300m..haha..but den we found d place!!! yipee!!

as we reached, we saw a grp of students comin out from there n tot it ended but actually they were goin down to d beach..so we joined them haha..quite kewl lah..my fren actually tot she saw jellyfish..which in fact it was only a plastic bag haha :P den we played some teambuildin games..which cause me to gonna have a blue black on my left forehead..my grp member is gonna fall back n we r suppose to catch her..but den when she fall, it was like so fast, her elbow accidentally knocked my head tt i was so "numb" in pain..there was tears in my eyes.. *sobs*

neway after goin thru d iternary n gettin to noe my grp members..aww..y must i be d assistant leader..luckily not grp leader lol..haha..me and yuwen left early..eh..in fact my frp members left early..cos all not stayin for d bbq..but den partly cos i forgot also lah..was starvin..didnt ate lunch..so for dinner it was more of like lunch cum dinner..

neway im so tired now..tuloos
-updated on 28/3/06 9.50pm-

Friday, March 24, 2006

~ 1:04 AM ~

ahh..feel so relived..after 5 days of constipation n gastric..finally my bowel is open lol..but still gastric make me dun feel like eatin..now appetide very little..

YeS!! finally attachment has come to an end..n guess wat i passed my attachment..n infact i did better den d last 2 previous postin..i got a B..last time only C lei..im contented already..oh yea since todae is d end of d attachment...it also means exam results r out..

lookin at d clock each time..those workin in d afternoon shift will get to noe their results earlier den those workin in d mornin shift..haha i also got to noe my new group class n new time table for d upcomin semester which is really sux..haha im in grp 10 now same as all my frens!! yes grp 11 is offically no more...now only 10 grps altogether.. i tot grp 11 gals will 4eva be separated..end up almost half of my classmates r together wif me..yay!! :D

we gave a present to our lecturer n ward staff for their patience n guideance in teachin us all d skills..thank you very much!! ok here r my results...they arent gd but its definitely better den my mid exams as my mid exams r all D+'s..but i expected to not do well in my FON..luckily i passed all..

Modules taken ::
cell n molecular biology-> A
creative & innovative thinking-> B+
nursing research-> B+
s'pore & world issues-> B
nursing skills laboratory-> C+
pharmacology-> C
clinical attachment 1.1-> C
fundamentals of nursing-> D+
sport n wellness-> PX (passed)
n..
finally..
clinical attachment 1.2-> B

btw..my mum told me abt my bro incident in sch todae...to d "bullys"...if u dare to disturb, fight or injured my bro, u better watch out!! u better not mess around with me n i mean every word i say..leave my bro alone!!

-updated on 24/3/06 5.30pm-

Saturday, March 18, 2006

~ 7:22 AM ~

::FeElInS ReVeAlED::

I lOve your smile,
I lOve your touch,
I lOve your kisses,
I lOve your hugz,
I lOve everything about YOU!!
Im so sorry tt i hurt you,
Im so sorry 4 d things tt i said
tt aren't meant to be...
I just wanna you 2 noe,
tt I lOve you 4 who you are!!

Treasure You with all of my Heart!!
YOU are everything to me,
I dun wanna lose You again...
I dun wanna lose You again...
I wanna You 2 be in my life 4eva!!
4eva together!!
::*WayNe + MeliSsA*::
4eva

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

~ 6:39 AM ~

::PoEm::

I LoVe yOu DeEpLy, I lOvE yOu So MuCh,

I lOvE tHe SoUnD Of yOuR VoIcE, aNd tHe wAy tHaT wE tOuCh.

I lOvE YoUr wArM sMiLe, AnD yOuR kInD ThOuGhTfUL wAy,

ThE jOy ThAt YoU bRiNg, To My LiFe EvErYdAy.

I LoVe YoU tOdAy, As I hAvE FrOm tHe StArT,

aNd i'll LoVe yOu FoReVeR, wItH AlL Of mY hEaRt.

~ 6:15 AM ~

hmm..attachment left 8more days..ohh n im kinda nervous abt next week as i have to do dressin on a real live person n tt my lecturer will assess me..oh no oh no.. :( neway worry abt tat later..at d mean time..im startin to get used to d routine haha..i really like d staff there..very very friendly..when im in doubt, they r willing to teach me n d others of cos..

todae time passes real slow..yest was much faster..neway wed-fri i will be workin afternoon shift..sian..9.30pm den dismiss..so late..neway tahan for a few more days den i can enjoy my holidaes haha :D my b/f fetch me hm todae too..hee thanks!! *muahaha*

well gonna catch up wif my slp..tuloos!!

p.s happi 13th monthsary to both of us!! ;D

-updated on 14 mar 06 10.30pm-

Monday, March 13, 2006

~ 5:52 AM ~

todae was awesome i guess..hee woke up at 4.50am..n realise still got 10mins more to sleep..so slept back n guess wat woke up at 5.30am!!! i practically just jumped out of d bed n rushed to d toilet..suppose to leave hse at 5.45am..but haha i guess i was afraid to miss d specific timin of d train..neway my fren n i arrived d same time..so it was alrite..

todae wasn't that tirin for me..maybe bits of here n there of yawnin but overall had a great time workin thou i keep attendin to d same person which kinda irritate me for awhile but den its my job to help others so nah d irritatness in me just faded away..but other den tat todae attachment went alrite..hee :D also thanks to my b/f for fetchin me todae..so sweet of him haha :) he fetchin me tml too..haha

neway talkin abt my b/f, i forgot to mention and add congratulations to my b/f for passin all of his final year modules n also did very well..Congrats!!! :D finally he graduate liao!!! so happi for him :D

countin down d days for attachment to end..9 more days lol.. -_-
oh n definitely countin down to my darlin n i 13th monthsary anniversary (1 year & 1 mth)..lol :D

-updated on 13 mar 06 10.30pm-

Saturday, March 11, 2006

~ 8:15 PM ~

::POEM::

SeArCh FoR tHe HeAvEnS CaTcH hOlD Of A sTaR,
bE tRuE tO yOuRsElF aNd KnOw WhO yOu ArE
gO yOuR oWn WaY dOn'T fOlLoW tHe CrOwD
hOlD yOuR hEaD hIgH Be TaLl anD bE pRoUd.
FiGhT fOr YoUr RiGhTs AnD bElIeVe In YoUr DrEAmS,
bEcAuSe NoThInG iN lIfE iS eXaCtLy As It SeEmS
sOmE pEoPlE tElL yOu WhAt'S FaLsE aNd WhAt'S TrUe
BuT oNlY yOu KnOw WhAt'S BeSt FoR yOu
So DeCiDe FoR yOuRsElF
tHeN sTaNd By YoUr ChOiCe,
DiSrEgArD tHe OpInIoNs OtHeRs WiLl VoIcE.
sOmE pEoPlE aRe SmArT aNd WiSe ThInGs To SaY,
bE sUrE iT's YoUr OwN hEaRt MiNd ThaT sHoW yOu ThE wAy.

~ 7:27 AM ~

todae went my b/f hse..den after tat his dad brought us to have lunch at a vegetarian stall..wow nice n yummy especially d vegetarian fried oysters..we also ate tom yam rice i think..n noodles too..cant remember d name haha..after tat went to drink turtle soup..my first time tryin..it really taste like chicken..soup was also very nice..haha :D

After a delicious meal, we headed to Suntec IT show..see computers..wah damn crowded sia..but who cares lol..look around for some time den we left..headed back to darlin's hse..haha it wasn't rainin when we were at Suntec, but rained at our hm place..den i think my sport show no friction liao..slipped den fall..haha give both me n my darlin a shock sia..now my bum bum n big toe hurts..followed up by my feet soles..so jia lat sia..

it was close to dinner time..haha for dinner my darlin cooked..another yummy meal lol..delicious!! ^_^ watched this comical show two and a half men for awhile..dunno wat d background plot is about haha..*miss u darlin!!*

sian..in 15mins time its gonna be Sunday..n tt means one more dae of rest before attachment start again..even more sian.. -_-" tuloos..

-updated 11th mar 06 11.45pm-

Friday, March 10, 2006

~ 6:24 AM ~

so damn tiring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

leG so damn pain!!!!!!!!!!

bOdy Achin!!!!!!!!!

Sian!!!!!

haiz..finally one week passed man..lookin forward to d weekend..yes!! finally can have rest n peace..d past 2 days work mornin shift n time pass so fast..damn moody lately..so dun piss me off..if not i will bite ur head off wahahaha..aiya..my lecturer was sayin must get 80% to pass if not have to repeat again..so hard like tat..sian..dunno wat to say also..

watched movie todae wif chet...underworld evolution..haha very violent n gross..yikes..neway chet seem so preoccupied wif *ahem*...oh well..d silly thing was that me n her were surrounded around couples..like i mean on her left is a couple, in front of us also another couple, den on my right also couple..behind also lOr..haha but i dun find d movie scary lei..just gross only..tuloos den..

-updated on 10th mar 06 10.35pm-

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

~ 4:09 PM ~

eh..on my first day in a geronology ward..it was so blur for me..we had a mini orientation and then start work..its like the time pass so damn slow..i would rather start work at 7am n end at 3pm, its so much faster..neway tues n wed, im workin afternoon shift..so have to stay up to 9.30pm n d worst part is tat on thursday im workin mornin shift..i will lose out on d number of hours in my slp haha..

neway the staff there are real nice..even the sisters of the ward..well my roster duty sux..but now im countin down d days for it to end..so its like 13 more days left..woke up at 3plus in d mornin, need to use d toilet urgently, stomache..den just now also went to toilet..sian lah, wat did i munch on until stomach so pain..den also had nightmare..it was such a dreadful thing to think abt..even d dream seem so real..yucks!!

err..i go watch show now..ciao

-updated on 8th mar 06 8.20am-

Saturday, March 04, 2006

~ 7:32 AM ~

hee todae went window shoppin wif my darlin at town area..met aorund noon time..haha so fun n happi todae, must enjoy my holidaes to d fullest, no use sulkin tt attachment is comin :P so we had lunch at plaza sing..green noodles yummy!! den walk around, bought d zebra ball handphone keychain..walk inside music junction, saw some movies being released..bleahz i dun wan lol :D

den after tat we walked down to heeren there..actually walk inside few shops of action city cos im tryin to find d orange soft toy tt i wanna own..haha but i think out of stock lah..neway todae was just plain window shoppin but it was overall damn super fun..actually our mission was just to see each other only, have each other accompany, so mission accomplished hehe :D well..went to sim lim sq..cos my darlin wanna checked out d price for d keyboard..but den out of stock also..stun -_-"

since nuttin to do, so went to darlin hse..oh yea den dinner he cooked for me..his own creation haha..all i did was just slice d mushrooms n wash d dishes..but d meal was decent n damn delicious..lol :D hmm..talkin back to attachment, well kinda feel tat attachment sux..haha im sure my frens feelin tat way too lol..but i mean tis round need to really get 80% pass if not have to retake again..sian lor..*must work harder!!*

neway gonna slp now damn tired..haha nitez..

-updated 4th mar 06 11.50pm-

Friday, March 03, 2006

~ 6:42 AM ~

well..woke up quite late todae..due to d stupid nightmare i have..but somehow in my dreams it was all faint n d only thing i can remember is tt someone was tellin me 4 numbers..haha neway wake up eatin a delicious tuna sandwich..yummy..so sian todae..but den in d evenin i went out wif chet to catch a movie..

in d end nv watch i not stupid too..cos long queue but partly cos we came there slightly late too...so in d end we watched rumor has it..quite alrite show but startin damn borin..i also dun understand wat they talkin..but its quite a touchin show..overall err..3.5/5 stars haha.. :D den ate dinner at Mac's..waited for bus like 1/2 hr..n somemore so crowded until i was so squashed cos someone went to like rest her arm on my neck-shoulder until it like totally just cover my whole head n neck tt i was nearly strangled..so chet helped me out..thanks buddy!

oh before tat met chel n chet at lib too..as usual i go look at books lol..but dun find anything nice to read..nvm still got tons of books at hm lol.. :P tml shoppin yay!!..must enjoy my next 2 days man..if not attachment gonna start again..back to stress type 1 haha..well tuloos..

p.s HaPpI bIrThDaE to Sylvia!! :D
-updated 3rd mar 06 11pm-