Wednesday, February 22, 2006
~ 6:07 AM ~
woke up wif a bad headache..d feelin is like u just dun wan to wake up anymore..yea maybe tts wat i really wan..not wakin up at all..im goin crazy!! wif all these exams tt is comin up..im struggling wif my most dreadful fear module..how on earth m i gonna pass, if everyting i learnt seem so confusing..wat has gotten into me? my mind isnt workin n i really feel like slpin n slpin n slpin..
gosh..i practically fell aslp which clash into my violin classes..i was late for 15mins..my teacher seem to be pissed off cos i stood her up..nope not cos i was late for class but cos she wanted to pass d violin case to me n yet she got off to a wrong stop..n i was in a different place..cant be helped..i told her to meet another day..i mean all these r in d rush..dun she understand, she called me stupid..haha maybe she's right..
i kinda thinkin im on my verge of breakin down..i really dunno..my frens tell me not to push so hard..i mean i dun wan to retake my tis module again if tts d case tt i fail..tts y im tryin to find ways to understand tt subject..ahh nuttin is helpin me..*bangs head on wall*...i think im goin into my depression mood again..sighz..gotta go gonna study..
-updated 22 feb 06 10.20pm-