Sunday, February 19, 2006
~ 10:42 PM ~
i got back from sch abt 2 hrs ago..im so so super angry n sad..i mean c'mon lor..we did put in effort for d group project..okie so it may not be our best but tt doesnt mean tt we didnt hv effort in it..oh wait should i just say tt i spend too much time handlin 2 projects at one time..tt cause me no time to study for my retest..n in d end fail again..wtf..i could feel d pressure when presentin our project on pressure sores..
its not even our fault tt we didnt do citation..i mean u cant expect so much from us..okie maybe u do cos ur our mentor n we r ur grp 11 gals..who is so so gonna be separated when year 2 starts..n let me say i do admit tt we make mistakes n tt u have given us time to work n improve on d project..but i guess its just not enough..ahh!!!! its not a matter whether im so upset or not..im upset cos i just feel disappointed in myself for not bein able to accomplish watever ur expectations are..n tts y i CRIED..its nuttin to do wif u scoldin our grp..thou i really wan to apologise for our grp's defence attitude towards u..neway, really appreciate tt u give us more time to improve again..hopefully we can score better..thou i noe we got a belOw B grade..cant expect more den tat..
well wanted to go out for awhile to get a present..but i guess d plans r all ruined cos we forgot to hand up d 2500 words essay..n i guess i volunteer to write d essay..im so so tired of projects already..tts wat i hate abt presentations..haiz..i guess i should take it as a compliment instead of thinkin of d negative side..
neway came back hm..see bro at hm cos sick..den he got fever..do i look as if i dun care abt him..i mean c'mon lor..just because i learnt abt health care tt doesnt mean i have to stay at hm n look after him..i care n lOve my bro k..n d reason y im rushin to my grandma hse is cos i got a project tt is due at 6pm..d one tt my mentor say we did badly..i mean c'mon lah, he's already a teenager, dun make a big fuss over it..bye!
-signing off 20 feb 06 3pm-