Tuesday, February 28, 2006
~ 6:20 AM ~
haha todae i so hyper while doin d cell n molecular biology paper..one of my fave!!! neway i hitch a ride so tt dun have to take public transport..neway met wen at boon lay..sian reach there so early n she's like where, ohh..still at home..but luckily she lived near d interchange..so i just did my last revision during the journey..todae meimei break record, come so early..haha not forgettin tt she came to sch yest n realise tt there was no exam to sit for..waste her travel trip..while we others r at hm snoozing... :D it was hailarous!!!
so i went in, sat for my CMB paper n gosh it was managable to handle..i practically finish d paper in 1hr time, so i dilly dally tink wat to write for d last qn tt i left out to do for d last..but some of d mcqs was really tricky..n i had to think twice on wat to choose..in d end choose wrongly also..but i got most mcqs correctly..luckily only one qn on gene clonnin on "dolly" the sheep, n i got it correctly!!!! haha it was just a wild guess...
after d exam, had lunch wif my frens since we left d exam hall early den we expected..rushin time cos later meetin my darlin to celebrate his birthdae..haha but den dun need to rush time either so my hands were kinda filled up cos one hand holding the badminton bag n d other one bubble tea..so was walkin down "the road of torture", sun so bright lor..can kill me sia..neway gave d present to him, haha he loved it :P d racket damn light, even me wan it but den i rather stick to d badminton racket tt i used since pri sch..got my smell n my luck :P
so at least i did study one of d lecture notes to pass time..inspection...palpation..percussion..auscultation..haha guess u all wont understand..hehe..saw nikki todae..haha but i guess both of us r too shy to say anything to each other..i have been tellin chet tt i wanna talk to her yet no words of exchange.. one day there will be hehe :P so she bought a birthdae cake..so all of us took pics n had fun..we ate dinner at saki sushi..wah eat until really full man..but of cos i cldnt eat tt much..stomach indigestion for d past 2 days..sian lor..
haha i think my darlin very delighted todae..^love is in d air^ anyway out of point..lol :D oh yea tis thurs last exam paper n i so cant wait cos after tat goin out wif my darlin, haha he gonna fetch me from sch...so sweet of him :D tml gonna spend time studyin at d lib wif chet..talkin abt chet, whom she talkin to d guy at d moment man..(shh..not gonna say d name) well heard tt chet didnt do well in molecular biology n tt chel did well, well i gonna try to help her..if my notes r related to hers..neway gonna go now..ciao!
p.s Happi Birthdae to U darlin!! :D lOts of mUackz n hugz!!!
-updated 28th Feb 06 11pm-
Friday, February 24, 2006
~ 10:33 PM ~
just got back from sch err..infact from meetin my teacher..well todae pharmacoLogy exam was a miracle..i mean all d mcqs qns is on d sch website, d funny thing is tat i told myself to go thru it yest but forgot haha..neway d paper was easy den d common test n i think i might be able to pass..hope so lah..dun ask for much..a pass is gd enough for me cos common test fail..surprising my open book test manage to pass thou ans not found in d notes..
hee..my teacher bought another violin case for me..tis time is so much lighter..not heavy anymore liao..thank gdness..ate lunch wif my frens..nw tt im hm i think i study 1 chapter first..these few days my forehead hot hot de den headache..dunno whether sick also just feelin terrible tts all..hha my fave module...cell n molecular biology..yay! ciao...study time.. :D
p.s happi birthdae Tiara (send loads of hugs to canada) !! :D
-updated feb 25th 06 saturdae-
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
~ 6:07 AM ~
woke up wif a bad headache..d feelin is like u just dun wan to wake up anymore..yea maybe tts wat i really wan..not wakin up at all..im goin crazy!! wif all these exams tt is comin up..im struggling wif my most dreadful fear module..how on earth m i gonna pass, if everyting i learnt seem so confusing..wat has gotten into me? my mind isnt workin n i really feel like slpin n slpin n slpin..
gosh..i practically fell aslp which clash into my violin classes..i was late for 15mins..my teacher seem to be pissed off cos i stood her up..nope not cos i was late for class but cos she wanted to pass d violin case to me n yet she got off to a wrong stop..n i was in a different place..cant be helped..i told her to meet another day..i mean all these r in d rush..dun she understand, she called me stupid..haha maybe she's right..
i kinda thinkin im on my verge of breakin down..i really dunno..my frens tell me not to push so hard..i mean i dun wan to retake my tis module again if tts d case tt i fail..tts y im tryin to find ways to understand tt subject..ahh nuttin is helpin me..*bangs head on wall*...i think im goin into my depression mood again..sighz..gotta go gonna study..
-updated 22 feb 06 10.20pm-
Sunday, February 19, 2006
~ 10:42 PM ~
i got back from sch abt 2 hrs ago..im so so super angry n sad..i mean c'mon lor..we did put in effort for d group project..okie so it may not be our best but tt doesnt mean tt we didnt hv effort in it..oh wait should i just say tt i spend too much time handlin 2 projects at one time..tt cause me no time to study for my retest..n in d end fail again..wtf..i could feel d pressure when presentin our project on pressure sores..
its not even our fault tt we didnt do citation..i mean u cant expect so much from us..okie maybe u do cos ur our mentor n we r ur grp 11 gals..who is so so gonna be separated when year 2 starts..n let me say i do admit tt we make mistakes n tt u have given us time to work n improve on d project..but i guess its just not enough..ahh!!!! its not a matter whether im so upset or not..im upset cos i just feel disappointed in myself for not bein able to accomplish watever ur expectations are..n tts y i CRIED..its nuttin to do wif u scoldin our grp..thou i really wan to apologise for our grp's defence attitude towards u..neway, really appreciate tt u give us more time to improve again..hopefully we can score better..thou i noe we got a belOw B grade..cant expect more den tat..
well wanted to go out for awhile to get a present..but i guess d plans r all ruined cos we forgot to hand up d 2500 words essay..n i guess i volunteer to write d essay..im so so tired of projects already..tts wat i hate abt presentations..haiz..i guess i should take it as a compliment instead of thinkin of d negative side..
neway came back hm..see bro at hm cos sick..den he got fever..do i look as if i dun care abt him..i mean c'mon lor..just because i learnt abt health care tt doesnt mean i have to stay at hm n look after him..i care n lOve my bro k..n d reason y im rushin to my grandma hse is cos i got a project tt is due at 6pm..d one tt my mentor say we did badly..i mean c'mon lah, he's already a teenager, dun make a big fuss over it..bye!
-signing off 20 feb 06 3pm-
Saturday, February 18, 2006
~ 6:55 AM ~
hee..just got back from my darlin's hse..had a wonderful meal at his hse..most of d dishes is cooked by him..all vegetarian dishes..damn nice n yummy!! of cos i was real happi to see him hee :D
eh todae i cry..my darlin was right..i shouldnt think so much abt it, thanks darlin for cheerin me up..well..wat can i say..im actually afraid tt i wont pass my pharmacology module..i dun understand how come i just cant apply my understandin n knowledge of it into d test, i mean c'mon i fail my retest again..now tt exam is comin..wat if i cant do well..i better start studyin..tml i will study one of d notes first..neway, i think i should add a calendar on d events tt r comin up..well my darlin's exams r comin, all d best k!! u can do it, i believe in u!! :D
*muacks*
My grandpa also fall..den arm bleedin..luckily i got dressin set wif me so can help temporily bandage n clean wound for him..so much things happen on tis dae 17/2/06
recently, i heard from my aus fren's fren tt my aus fren had an accident but in coma..den went for operation to see whether can save him..in d end he didnt make it..passed away 5daes ago..wah so sad lei..i mean he hate his life..wat i feel is tt i as a fren cant even give any encouragement, only a listenin ear..i guess his g/f sophie n his mates r all feelin sad..Sendin Condolence to his family!
well gotta go..wanna slp early so that can watch d winter short track skatin finals..it starts at 2..30am..sian..ciao..
-updated 11.20pm 18/2/06-
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
~ 6:21 AM ~
Since todae is Feb 14th!!! hAppi valentines' dae to all couples!!!!
Happi Valentine's day and 1 year anniversary darlin Wayne!!! lOve u till beats!!! :D *muackz*
hehe..todae was my final year 1 practical test so have to wear nurse uniform go sch..so pai seh..cos many ppl lOoKin lei..neway i dun care wat they think i just proudly walk wif it lol..since i was d 1st one to be tested, my stomach was full of butterflies n i kip wantin to go to d toilet..heart beat until so fast also..
neway my worst nightmare came true..d most dreadful thing tt i didnt wan it to be tested...yes!!! drainage dressin!!! aww man...this is d most difficult skill in d dressin compartment lor..i think my frens wld agree wif me on tat..luckily my lecturer wasnt tt strict..i was so afraid tt he would lose his patience but den he explain to me slowly wat is d correct thing to do..so overall he told me tt in d beginnin, my skill was bumpy while my technique was real gd..i got a C or a high C..cant rem liao..
den also feel pai seh cos i forgot bring sweater den no choice walk around in my tube n skirt outfit lol..until my frens say me so sexy..lol..*hint hint* i dun wan to steal any limelight lor..den durin CITS, my frens present their presentations..haha really well done..it was so touchin seein how much our class has been together 4 almost a yr but sadly, our class is d only class goin to be separated..sian..
so finally sch ended!!!! here i come darlin!!!! :D hehe...
meet him at d entrance of mac..den we sat at d same place tt brings back memories!! wan to noe y?? cos thats d first time we met!!! U noe, i was so happi to see him, it just make my heart go flutter..we ate fantastic meals lol..n shh..*enough of d legs man* my darlin gave me a wallet, found a sweet msg inside d wallet, now we got d same phones n wallets, that is so kewl!!! haha..after tat my darlin n i went to d beach for a moonlight walk..wah really romantic lei!!! wont forget this delicious moment!!! :D sat down at someplace n we had a fabulous time together, enjoyin each other's company every min.. *muacks*
a SPECIAL message just FOR YOU!!!
funny how just one year pass so fast, it seems like we do so many things together, however my LOVE for U will always be d SAME!!! I wan to spend my whole life wif U!!! Darlin Wayne bao bao..., I Love You 4Eva n Eva!!! *wif lots of luvs n hugz n muackz* hee... ;D
Saturday, February 04, 2006
~ 7:00 AM ~
haiz..so many projects all gonna be due..n i find tt its like only me doin n im d one who have to rush my frens to contribute..tHey so relax lOr..somemore i have to plan my time so tt i can study for my retest..if dun pass this retest, i will be dead sia..wldnt i? i mean i will be kicked out rite/? ahh!!! feel like screamin my head off sia..these few days like no one to talk too..den ppl make me angry also..den i no choice just blurt out to my mum my problems..
seriously wat is wrong with me??!!! i cant cope liao..every mornin wake up headache cos i know d day is gonna be dreading..starin in front of d comp doin work, if not stare at notes to memorise..somemore my homework assignment..i dunno how to do..my brain is not functionin well!!! :( sian lOr...i dun care whether i talk properly or not..just let me get rid of my frustrations n im contented..i hope so man..exam is like in 3 weeks time..den after tat attachment start again..wao kao -_-" my holidaes like again taken away..when is d time for me to have fun man..
haiz..tml gotta study liao cos mondae got extra badminton lessons after 6pm..den tues finish late also..den wed finish at 7pm..wah my whole of htis comin week end class damn late sia..ahh..i think im gonna have a breakdown soon..
-updated on Sat Feb 4 06----11.20pm
