Saturday, September 10, 2005
~ 10:40 PM ~
hmm..actually i have lots of things in my mind lately, oh well..i just cant cope!!! todae was cleannin d room after i came back from a walk at d beach, i found sth that i forgot for so long, my diary!!! as i read thru, i realise tt i dislike myself after entering secondary, but now i like myself..somehow it brought back memories cos tt time i kept things to myself n i was like gona go bonkers lol :P oh well..exams r like this coming mondae, if u ask me whether i'm prepared? well my answer would be no! alrite lah, i did spend my daes studying just not tt confidence...full of tots thou whether i wld do well? or wld i flunk? i hate those negative tots..alrite i might be thinking too much..but hey no one is perfect, u cant just dun think at all, its not normal for me...ahh!!!!!
help me! i just cant wait for these exams to be over...actually i feel as if i hiding inside my shell once again, fearing of those tots, y cant i be courageous like others...d feeling is so sucky...ahhh!!!! i dun feel like talking to anyone!! haiz...