i feel a sense of loss in me, everything seems to be tumblin down..hmm..yesterdae had my first common test..my instinct already tells me that i'm gonna flunk it cos when i first saw d paper, i was so lost!!!! help!!! wat in d world is d paper tokin about???!! actually i got study but d paper was real difficult..oh well no mood to talk le..not in d mood for anything..except that i really wan to do well..but counting the time of how long i've not been studying...its like almost 4 mths lol..i think my brain has stop functionin wahaha j/k..maybe i shouldnt give up so easily..i think its cos i'm not adapted to the poly life still..thou everyone seems alrite now..haiz...i'm such a letdown... :'/
hmm...recevie news that joelle move hse..in fact she move nearer instead of so far hmm...haha wonder how she's doin now? oh well..so long never tok to her either..until recently...well woke up early todae...was studying sociology and psychology...i love tis module cos understand but wat i hate is that have to memorise d facts..i dun get it, if i understand d topic, y can i get anything in my head..m i too lazy to even bother to study...i dun think so...i take test seriously..because it would tell my how my performance are...oh well...
lol usually when i study, i will eat snacks, just now ate famous amos cookies, drank green tea and lots of water that i kept goin to the toilets haha..sth wrong with my bladder.. :P hehe..well since my classmates r studying, i think i better get going too...or else i'll fall behind track hehe...well gd luck to myself!!! i miss u darlin! :D muackz..
mY pRoFiLe
; ShIyNeSs aka Mel
; 19
; 07-10-1987
; NgEe AnN pOlY
; vIoLiNiSt
; shy n friendly
; Love my Darlin waynie 4eva!!
LoVeS n CaNnOt LiVe WITHOUT it
; My family!!
; My baby Darlin Wayne baobao!!!
; Music n music n music...
; Chocolates easpecially kinder blueno
; Moi best mates n frens
; Shoppin
; Go Out!!!
; Hang out wif my best mates (chel n chet)
My WIshEs N dReAms
; Good grades
; City Gems D'Oro necklace $98
; Digital Camera
; Travel to Hawaii,Paris n Japan
; Driving license
; Learn modern, hip hop or jazz dance
; A new mp3 player
; Complete violin exam up to grade 8