well i just got back from sch not tt long..my feet behind got blisters cos of d new shoes that i wore todae for test..so painful..should have wore socks todae lah..haiz..err..test was alrite lah but i dun really have confidence..thats too bad lor..oh well..i'm not in d mood to say anything, just wan to bury my sorrows to myself..i feel its too painful to even think or say abt it...oh no better not suffer from minor depression wahaha :p
i guess its really bad..i know my tears r wantin to roll down but still stuck inside d eyes..no wonder my eyes so watery...i should cry inside d toilet bah..den also not so obvious that my eyes wld be red...haiz...i need chocolates especially my fave kinder bleno!!!! i dunno how to face my mum when my results r out..or either face anyone..i mean who knows maybe i really am stupid *sobs*....
practical, it was alrite but i was real nervous..and i made lots of mistakes...d invigilators say me..say cant wear earrings that r long..i mean c'mon my earrings r not long, its like up to my ear lobe only and its a small stub..omg..so pissed off..maybe everything is my fault...y cant i just go to d course of my choice..i feel as if i'm not doin so well in my current course..so disappointed in myself n to others..i dun understand y i can apply it at hm..but when during test, i'm like one nervous wreck!!!! *sobs*...
tml my fren's b'dae, happi b'dae in advance!!!! :D okie okie i know thats a sad smile cos i'm feeling so unhappi..k better go now..wan to go eat lunch haiz...actually no appetide..wait a minute still got left over ice cream since 2 months le haha...btw darlin, thks for tt fabulous voicemail, it cheers me up todae, love u always! muackz :)
mY pRoFiLe
; ShIyNeSs aka Mel
; 19
; 07-10-1987
; NgEe AnN pOlY
; vIoLiNiSt
; shy n friendly
; Love my Darlin waynie 4eva!!
LoVeS n CaNnOt LiVe WITHOUT it
; My family!!
; My baby Darlin Wayne baobao!!!
; Music n music n music...
; Chocolates easpecially kinder blueno
; Moi best mates n frens
; Shoppin
; Go Out!!!
; Hang out wif my best mates (chel n chet)
My WIshEs N dReAms
; Good grades
; City Gems D'Oro necklace $98
; Digital Camera
; Travel to Hawaii,Paris n Japan
; Driving license
; Learn modern, hip hop or jazz dance
; A new mp3 player
; Complete violin exam up to grade 8