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Thursday, May 26, 2005

~ 8:02 PM ~

well my 1st dae in poly, wat can i say?? it was so crowded at d bust stop n in d mrt station..i was walking alone n feeling terrified as how i was feeling everytime i enter a new place..i dunno how other ppl can do it, its like in one dae immediately can clique..oh well..wat can i say?? i'm so quiet!!!!!!!!! haiz..i feel so discouraging n depressed...but came to realise that theres no sch so end up queuin up for notes..hehe..l8er my dear dear accompany me back to sch cos d notes was unavailable at that time..den we went shoppin wahaha.. :) bought a tube top, my dear dear bought 2 pairs of jeans..damn nice sia.. hehe..after that took lots of pics whaha ;)

2nd dae in poly, went to sch wif my fren..after that we were all separate so i get to finally meet my classmates..which of cos i only made frens wif one..but overall i was really tired..it seems my energy are totally drained haha..my darlin pick me up again..so happi to see him n also appreciate him from coming all d way to fetch thankies daer dear!!! muackz :)

2dae learn new topics that i'm interested in cos its related to biology and chemistry..haha..sth abt cells and d human body etc..we had lon lectures too..oh i had 3hrs break which its so damn boring..but at least i get to talk to my darlin n read storybook haha..anyway..tml is fridae, yes!!!! last dae of d week haha :) cos partly its that my darlin n i gonna eat sushi buffet wif his family, den l8er watch late evening movie..haha cant wait..whee!!! hmm..i'm gonna have lots of fun wif my darlin man...yay!! i cant wait! :D

i guess i gonna have dinner now..tuloos!

Monday, May 23, 2005

~ 8:51 AM ~

baby wayne wayne here 2 gif u some words of encouragement, hehe! tmr start sch ler, gotta b alert worx, dun get too confused, if u happen 2 feel veri lost hor, tink of me instead! wAhAhAhA~!

know u had a bad dream, in future, similar dreams, better tell me, dun worry u can keep sweet dreams 2 urself, who knows these sweet dreams might come true? hehe.. oh well, almost 2 weeks ago, i really enjoyed our 3 month, thou its simple, but alot of intense feelings/expressions/passions are running thur my whole body like crazy ants, im just crazy over u... im crazily in love wif u! muackz!!

yoUrs wAynie,
future-husband-to-be xD

Sunday, May 22, 2005

~ 5:50 PM ~

sch is starting soon in just 2 daes time n thinking abt it makes me feel so yikes!!!! theres so much things to do yet so little time..i still not satisfied wif my holidae time haha..i mean who does lol..i'm excited to go back to sch especially since its a new sch that i'm going..but i still have fears after all my memories of lower sec life still haunts me back..oh well..at least my darlin understand me..talking abt him..i miss him so so so much!!! hehe..love u 4eva! :) u melt le :p

anyway todae is vesak dae..i remember last year i went to temple to help up..todae was more like a window shopping dae..help up at my dad's stall den went shopping wif my mum, bought a hair clip n a nice top..after that read finish my storybooks..den went to bugis to window shop..haha i was keeping a look up for bags n nice shoes..its for sch thou..tis sounds like students from other ocuntries..shopping for back to sch outfits..i think its totally kewl hehe :)

hmm..i wish could be by his side right now..but luckily i get to see him tml..hehe..since he's gonnabe my shopping "slave" tml..lol..sorry dear..i love shopping but "window" shopping lol.. muackz..miss and love u lots!! tuloos

Friday, May 20, 2005

~ 10:02 PM ~

u noe wat todae i finally stop work wahaha..now so sian must wait for pay cos boss sure take very long to give me de..oh well..back achin so much..my boss let me off early todae..so went to meet my dear dear for lunch..me and rachel together lol.. :p hmm..after that my dear dear n i head home..den show him lots of my pics n also everything in d room lah..wahaha..im so familiar wif my dear dear room..even noe whetes d switch n all that..dots -_-"

oh yea..my ocusin saw me todae hehe..muahaha..went to lib to borrow books..den went to pw to walk walk plus eat mos burger..yummy!!! my dear dear n i feed each other french fries haha..so cute sia..hehe..muackz.. :) den bought meet d fockers dvd for my darlin..yay!!! i'm so happi hehe!! thanks darlin.. :) take care kk..tml is my ex sec sch family dae..cant wait thou..get to meet back all my teachers n also see wat d students sell this time..haha..tuloos :)

Monday, May 16, 2005

~ 9:06 AM ~

wah woke up seeing outside raining so heavily hehe..but actually cos i had a bad dream..i cant remember thou..it happens so quickly..oh well..in and hr time, i bringing my cousin go sch..dun really wan my grandma to walk up and down..scared she fall again..hmm..yesterdae didnt really do much..just miss d chance to tlak to my cousin..guess at that country it should be nite time by now..

oso..didnt really do that much, was really bored yesterdae..thou few and there i did use d comp, mostly spend my dae reading storybook, manage to finish lol..2dae i'm going to watch that horror show wif my dear dear hehe, cant wait!! yes!! my chance to pay again!! oh well..hehe..den l8er we go window shopping lol..hmm..in one week time my sch will begin..feeling quite scared..i dun even noe wheres mysch blk too..gota go now tuloos.. :)

p.s my aunt's b'dae todae!!

Saturday, May 14, 2005

~ 9:00 PM ~

todae is my 3rd month anniversary together wif my dear dear..will keep this short..lol..i had an amazing dae todae..had my first pinic wif my dear dear..my mum cooked pizza and her famous yummy udon!! i love d sardines that my dear and his mum made too..all d food were definitely delicious :) wahaha...

i was so afraid when this morning, it started to rain so heavily..oh well..i guess it stops..n d rest of dae was breezy n sunny..such a fine weather we had on our picnic hehe..receive lots of presents from my dear dear..an album that i so wanted..(love at dolphin bay)..elecktra vcd hehe..a teddy bear of his initial W..kewl..last time his b'dae i gave him a teddy bear wif a letter M..lol..kewl now both of us got d same bear..muackz :) plus not forgetting a love letter haha n an expensive hot pink box wahaha..I LOVE U N ALL D PRESENTS!!! But d best was d movie portfolio that he made for d past 3 months..its a folder of all d movies that we watch..d next 3 months its my turn to complete lol..den his turn hehe..thanks so much!!!

den we play cards such as snap n uno..very kewl..also play chess..my dear dear win lol..n he say a very mushy sentence..melted lol..very appreciate for all d things u did for me todae dear dear..love u always n 4eva!! oh yea not forgetting d walls ice cream we ate..our fave one!! :) i just got home thou..so i really had an enjoyable n d most memorable dae todae..hope we can go for picnic more lol..sorry for not giving u so much but just a letter..hope u udn mind yea..miss u!! just wanna be by ur side foreva..muackz.. @)---)---- <- just for u darlin!!

well gotta go now..haha..tuloos! ;)

Thursday, May 12, 2005

~ 11:20 AM ~

woke up by my mum..haha..i didnt wan to wake up cos it was rainy and my bed feel so cosy wahaha..me so lazy de :p oh well..in d end, i dragged myself out of d bed, den went to use d comp..haha..didnt really do that much, just sent my cousin go sch den head for d lib..my lunch todae would be vegetarian noodles..yummy!! den l8er i'll meet my frens to go sch..

i cant wait for this saturdae..hehe..can spend time wif my dear dear lol..tis whole week, we almost spend alot of time together..yesterdae went his hse watch movie..haha damn nice!! muahaha :)i guess will wait until saturdae to see wats my surprise..lol..dear dear, u so cheeky :p i love u lots!! Muackz.. :)

well gonna eat lunch now..tuloos...

Monday, May 09, 2005

~ 10:38 AM ~

haha woke up wif a bad tummyache thou..but never went toilet cos i'm just having pins and needles..but now alrite..im still coughing thou..y so long haven okie yet..haiz...sis came back yesterdae..haha so tanned n burnt..wahaha..den she told me her trip story..oh well..i remember i went there wif my family for a holidae, found really nice shells haha..those long and rare kind lol.. :)

yesterdae ate vegetarian food..not bad thou..i love how they make d vegetarian shark fin soup..damn nice sia..oh well talking abt food..theres like pizza hut etc that i have not tried wif my dear dear lol..aww....iim missing him so much..thou i can simply just sms him..nw at tis moment waiting for my boss to call me..or else i wont be going to work..tuloos..

Sunday, May 08, 2005

~ 10:23 AM ~

2dae is mother's dae!!!!! yippee!!! hehe..i woke up wif my phone ringing, if not i still be sleeping osundly cos its raining hehe...my mum called to ask me wat breakfast i wan..instead i reply her wif tis: happi mothers dae mummy!! haha i went out of point lol..hmm..let me update on wat happen yesterdae..

i had a great dae yesterdae, my dear dear invited me to eat lunch wif his family at pastamania..i ate little partly cos i was feeling pai seh n also cos my throat was bad haha..keep coughing haha..after that we went shopping for vacume cleaner bag..hehe..but never sell d type that we looking for..hmm..walk around to digest our food before we headed for swimming..can u believe it??? my dear dear n i r actually going to swimming wahahaha...

reached our destination, aiyo feel so bad cos i dun really noe how to swim d proper way...oh well at least we did have fun..hehe..right dear dear?? *muackz* den we headed back to parkway, n went to get a drink before going to d beach..haha.. :) there were a few couples there..we were there to watch sunset but too bad there wasnt any..but it wasnt a wasted trip, cos i get to spend time wif my dear dear.. ;) *blush..* for dinner, we ate a place i hv never entered before..Ajisen!! i can say d food is not bad, maybe next time shall bring my mummy go try haha..

tis mornin, gave my mum d presents..she love it so much, can see it in her eyes haha..cos speechless mah..we gave her a card, ornament n a swatch watch..quite ex lol..but its worth it cos we have d greatest mum!!!! of cos my siblings decide on wat to get, i'm just d middle to pay half of de price lol.. :) i love u mum!!

hmm..wonder when my dear dear wake up, haha..miss him so much man!!! nvm i shall go sms him now haha..shall be d alarm clock! i love u dear dear!! muackz.. :)

Saturday, May 07, 2005

~ 8:25 AM ~

alrite..yesterdae i teach my aunt how to use msn, so that she can communicate wif my cousin overseas..man..miss my cousin so much..i think he probably reach d destination by now if i'm not wrong, if not he's still flying...now grandma hse short of one person, less noise less enjoyment..oh well..wats nice over there? hmm..jellybeans?!! chocolates?!! must ask my cousin get lol :) yummy! cant wait for him to return!

todae my sis also left to desaru, n my hse short of another person..dots -_-" oh well..didnt even say goodybye to her cos i was sleeping..man..anyway, l8er in d afternoon, meeting my dear dear at parkway wif his family for lunch, den go walk walk..den go swimming lol..i wonder whether still can float lol..so long never enter d swimming pool wahaha...aiyo got my dear dear there, sure can help me de..

okie now i gotta go..wanna go to my cosy bed..miss u dear dear! :)
p.s 1 week down to our 3rd month together

Friday, May 06, 2005

~ 9:30 AM ~

okie..i'm not suppose to be online..m suppose to be in camp..but feeling so terrible that i cant stay on...oh well..1st dae of camp was fun but d duration of waiting for each programme to start is terrible..anyway i didnt even last for 1 dae lol..wats this man???

went to sch, den d strap of d bag just came out lid tat, give me a shock until i stood there so frozen...wahaha..my fren told me to relax and chill..okie i was in tis grp called argives!!! man it totally rawks!!! hehe :) love my grp so much..oh well we start d dae by learning some cheers n greetings, before we head for lunch n d ice breaker games..

we introduce ourselves, before play different games like untangled etc.. d forefit that we sabo to our grp mates was kewl lol..yet funny also..wahaha..d clouds came by, started to drizzle den rain..so we head to d shelter..n cheer even more..hehe..we play d blindfold games n was paired up wif a guy that we din noe n after tis game, we have to find back our partner..mine was an easy task cos, we describe ourselves..so its easily to find each other haha..oh well he's gonna be my dance partner too..d bad thing was that we held hands until our palms were all sweaty wahaha...but it was fun knowing him too :) hope we stay in touch sia..

i didnt really have d appetide to eat lunch and dinner..but i ate more for dinner..just veggies and rice, didnt really touch d chicken at all..haha..den we didnt get to bathe until almost 12.30am..lol in my cubicle only 2 ppl in cluding me haha..me and my fren lol..luckily get to know her..she n i had some things in common..luckily before i left camp, i exchange phone numbers with her..oh at night...we had serious business..cos of past records, oh well..dun wan to say it out..

neway, we were brought in to a "sauna" theater watching some show called d gicbicks?! err..dots...most of d time i couldnt understand as it was so bloody warm!!!! but its not d leaders fault as d air-con was really down..so sway haha..went for night walk wif d same partner that i was paired up wif..overall it was real good n fun!!! cos..d guy was brave, while i was d timid one haha..i ask him to scan all d areas before i walk on lol..can even see my fren noticing my expression..so horrible..wahaha..well gotta go now..tuloos!!

p.s its good to be back home thou if i wasnt sick i would stay on for d camp..oh well..

Monday, May 02, 2005

~ 12:32 PM ~

hehe..guess where m i now, i at my dear dear hse..yipee!!!!! haha..tis mornin, he came to my hse..so cute hide behind d wall, have to call dear dear for him to come out wahaha...me so evil.. :) neway, he's so pai seh n nervous as if he's taking an hands on experiment on my sis's comp..haha oh well..now at his hse blogging lol..

tml i going camp, 4 days 3 nights..aww..gonna miss him so much...so sad!!! now i dun feel like going at all..haha todae my whole dae is all urs dear dear!! wahaha..sound so seductive lid tat..hehe...but d best part is that i dun have to work lol..one week of break..oh well..so long never logged on internet liao, i feel so outdated haha..

gotta go now, dun really noe wat to write...i guess i'm still d same as usual, but i gonna miss my dear dear lots!!! 4 d next few daes..oh yeah..i got my new laptop le..brand new yet havent got d taste of it haha..tuloos