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Friday, April 22, 2005
~ 3:15 PM ~
actually i didnt wan to go to work..cos my stomach abit pain..but i tot i might be fit to go down to work and help out..at least i did sth in office todae but y do i still feel so weird..its as if i making a bad impression on others that i'm irresponsible just cos i have to leave early cos i dun feel too good..oh well..came home took medicine...but yet its still so painful...ahh...wheres my pain healer..*wink*

well..i just realised that i never update d 14th april entry..its my 2 month aniversary wif my dear dear..wahaha..had lots of fun!!! watch creep..not really that scary but i still find it horrifying..hold my dear's arm tightly..hehe...buy sth special also..wahaha..dear i think u noe wat issit rite?? hehe..neway..dear i love you always!!!

hmm...guess just now i fetch my cousin home from sch..den also install music to mp3 player..not bad..i finally learnt..my cousin taught me d other time..i was so afraid that i forgot d steps hehe...okie now i'm gonna go rest..d pain came back..ahaha...so sick..tml selling flags..my dear dear going wif me..yipee!!! den l8er can go out..woohoo.. :) muackz u!

Thursday, April 21, 2005
~ 4:57 PM ~
u noe its been lots of days since i last update..kinda lots of htings happen thou...get scolding from boss for not doing a good job..but i wont take it to personal cos she's just stressed up..oh well..also went for d induction dae in ngee ang poly..was alrite..made 5 frens who r into nursing and another fren from bio..poly life feels weird..i think im gonna feel different from secondary sch life and i miss my sec sch!!! but of cos i miss my dear d most!!!! even thou i sms him or talk to him on phone..

was worried when he got hurt..do u noe how much i care?? but i know some dae u will tell me wat happen hehe..as long as ur alrite n that ur resting and eating ur meals, i'm happi wif that wahaha..went visit him since i wasnt feeling that good..stomach sth wrong like needles poking in my musclus..oh well..much better now after visiting him wahaha...he's my healing medicine hehe..i hope i ease ur pain dear..*wink wink* hehe...

oh well tis saturdae gonna sell flags..thou its early in d morning, i was thinking that i actually doing a good deed..anyway this is for sch lol..can earn one cca point..better den nuttin..k gotta go..need to sms my dear dear..

p.s pls take care dear dear, i miss n love u lots!! muackz...

~ 2:11 AM ~
dear... im alright a lil thou... thx for the sms today.. so late liao.. better go hurry slp.. muackz.. ya a veri sweet gal... wanna live wif u 4eva and eva.. muackz..~! finally said wad i wanna say thou its over sms and i still got somemore 2 express myself to u... sometimes i blame myself tat im luckily born a mouth which i can use it to speak, but i started to feel useless when i find it so difficult to say lovely words u 2.. i hope u wont blame me.. be4 i end this entry, wanna say, I WANT ONLY YOU!

~Wayniie -
urs truly, wif love.. =')

Wednesday, April 13, 2005
~ 10:49 AM ~
haha another dae of no work..its so weird..usually i'm always called to come back to work, now that they employ more people, we take turns instead..but oh well..at least tis week i'll be quite busy..preparing for d application to ngee ang poly, oso i get to spend time wif my dear hehe..

yesterdae chilli crab was super yummy!! since i was treating my family lol pay only $10, d rest my dad pay, thats wat he also requested...woke up quite early this mornin..got tis instinct that my dear sms me, which is so true lol..hehe..cant wait to go bowlin..yipee!! todae got violin class too..hope he can accompany me..hehe..well i'm gonna watch jap amine now, tuloos! :)

p.s miss u dear!!! i so cant wait for tml..our 2month together!!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005
~ 12:20 PM ~
yoz!!! its been like 6 days since i last blog..not my fault, my home comp just crashed cos of some virus attacking it haha..well now waiting for my expert fixer to come help : my cousin lol!!! oh well..lots of things happen d past few daes..hmm let see, i'm trying to recall wat i did..

i went out wif my dear to orchard, take lots of pics thats so cute and ridiculous..haha i'm gonna start laughing any moment :p wait a minute did i wrote that in d past entries? geez..i have short term memory, cant remember..we also went to ps a few daes ago..took pics too..damn cute!!! :) i'm lovin' it!! ate lunch at long jorn silver...ahh...so long never eat at that place, missed it lots lol!! but i miss my dear even thou he's wif me on that dae...haha got melt anot??

neway, my appeals for d polys were successful except sp..like expected haha..but d funny thing is that i didnt expect to get a package from tp..oh well..after listening to d advises from my family and my dear, i decided to take nursing instead and l8er branch out from there to either nutrition, sth related to life science or working in d nurserys looking after babies haha..
Well, den d next dae i went for medical checkup, d doct was so horrible, dun wan to talk abt it, nearly fainted cos i look at blood..haha gave my mum a shock again..

i met rachel yesterdae, she wanted to buy earpiece so we went to heeren at hmv..i browse thru d cds while rachel look for her earpiece..i still waiting to buy d hoobastank album..haha..oh well..tonite have to treat my family at home since i got my pay..giving money to my dad to go buy crabs since thats wat he requested..i have still yet to redraw money to give to my elders..
okie i got a very bad cold, kept sneezin..ahh..never eat cold medicine..neway i probably quit my job at d end of this month...well gotta go now..tuloos!!

Wednesday, April 06, 2005
~ 3:48 PM ~
hmm..shall i wirte abt yesterdae first or todae..hmm..alrite..i left d office quite early so that can go out..office was so quiet cos everyone is on site except me..and somebody actually never close d ribena bottle after drinking, leaked from d fridge to d floor..obviously d staff there is not free, so i went to mop before it starts to attract ants..hehe..disgusting yet i did a good job haha :)

went to town wif my dear, we were walking at far east, looking at stuff before heading to heeren..bought a pair of lovely earrings choosen by my dear, also we took neostickers..damn nice!!!! but we didnt have d time to choose d other pics, n so d computer actually selected for us..wat a waste hehe..but still we laughed our heads out.. ;p also we took a neocard of us .... :)

l8er we head towards cineleisure, again we walk around n browse thru cds..at heeren we were also at hmv, browsing thru cds n posters...met my classmate at cineleisure..its been a long time since i seen her..(like 2 months). haha..d way she called me, its as if she caught me holding hands wif a guy..well she was also hehe :) for dinner, we ate sushi..my dear let me try d jellyfish..at first it sounded so horrible, but actually it taste like vegetable cos quite crunchy..

2dae i went on site..i work with Eugene, since he's new to d station, overall he did alrite..but yet when it comes to d tally part, it was such a mess..my supervisors were frustrated..so there was scolding yea..my supervisor ask me to place d cash in d cashbox...so i did, but when my in charge ask me wheres d cash n i told her that it was in d cashbox, she scolded me saying that i shouldnt put it in there..oh well...i guess its raining cats n dogs here..gotta go now..gonna watch simple plan dvd..yesterdae boughts 4 cds, 3 of them r mine n d other 1 is my mum's

p.s thanks mummy!!!
aww...i miss my dear...u noe he was so mushy this mornin, actually melted n make me smile hehe :) love u!!

^stupid lightning gave me a shock, i jumped...^

Monday, April 04, 2005
~ 8:35 PM ~
well its been like 2 daes since i last blog..got so much things to say!!!! 1st of all, AVRIL LAVIGNE concert totally rawks!!!

Secondly, pug jelly also perform!!..its like wow..u noe d feelin is so amazin especially when my dear is beside me lol (out of point hehe). i'm sure both of us enjoyed ourselves. Pug jelly did d start for Avril's concert, thou they perform a few songs, it was amazing!!! theres also this part when everyone was chanting "Avril Avril..." i dunno wat to say but it toally rox my dae!! we bought avril lavigne poster, wanted to get another one but not enough money..neway i just love her songs!!! plus pug jelly!!! including d different types of stage lights shown and instruments..*applause* hehe :)

Also d song that recevied high demand of people standing, jumping and dancing like crazy..was....SKATER BOI!!! haha..2 bad i got no pics to put here, my phone cant zoom in..oh man..but luckily my cousin actually video d songs when Avril played d drums and d piano..so i can watch it from at home hehe...but 2 bad i couldnt get a closer look at her cos d place that we sat was d center view but behind d premier standing..hehe more details on it in future entries...2 bad i couldnt go to simple plan concert cos got class on that dae hehe..at least i still get to wat Avril lavigne concert! :)

todae i went to work..have to attend to so many ppl..its quite kewl yet terrifying...i mean i kinda afraid of makin mistakes..which true enough there was some mistakes made..but its not totally my fault cos everyone is also to blame..since we r a team, we should work like a team..oh well..i have still yet to get my pay haha..me not eager thou...neway..we cant leave work until d amount and everything is all tally..so well..delay for like 1 hr..

after work, i head home to go bathe lol..den meet my dear..hehe had lots of fun talking stuff (lame and crappy) hehe...but it was amazing!!! i so miss him!!!!!!! d exclaimation marks can go as long as it wans to tell him on how much i truely love and miss him..hehe..in other words means no one can replace him in my heart 4 he is special to me n always special :) dear, u got melt mah?? hehe..i cant wait for d future lol dots.... guess gotta go now..since i have to go home...tuloos

Friday, April 01, 2005
~ 6:05 PM ~
haha..fell at d stairs...hit my hand hard on d ground..yikes..lol luckily nobody sees..or else so pai seh..injured my bum too..oh well..like anyone cares like that..hmm..i think i gettin pay soon..yea..finally!! erm..no one is at home at d moment..maybe i will go somewhere where nobody can find me..theres this place with very nice scenery, i love it there..

i dunno..i feel so...so lonely..oh well..im still survivin..well gotta go now..someone order me to go off..haiz..take care dear! sorry about todae..i dunno whether u forgive me..oh well..i love u always, miss u lots! muackz..

~ 8:30 AM ~
Beware everyone, todae is april fools dae!!! so try to aviod ppl whose gonna trick u haha...

i went to work yesterdae quite early, went thru security checks to just realise that me and rachel were in d wrong building..oh well..d security did not allow us in n insist us to call d person in charge..haha we sound like prisoners lol..j/k managed to find our other colleque since we called her like duh...reached d building, den start work...i was put in d station where its my responsibility to collect money, yet....i still make a mistake....i didnt have d time to actually count cos d crowd came in..oh well..if i repeat that mistake again, i'll be sacked...now the supervisors arre all strict wif us..any mistakes, they wont tolerate..its either our pay get cut or if not, we get sack..

i dunno how i'm feeling now..cos i'm real upset wif myself for not being responsible..i told straight to my in charge that i didnt wan to do this station anymore...after that my in charge was like: "u've been doin a good job, handwriting so neat, dun be afraid when u made mistake.." after that i didnt have d appetide to eat cos my incharge sent rachel to run an errand, i was left alone in d crew..haha but i got eat lol..couldnt resist since i'm so hungry..wasnt enough for 5ppl to take taxi back to d office, so Alv n me went back by mrt..since it was rainin, Alv held my umbrella cos he's taller..thru out d journey, so quiet lol..

had an intensive training, which todae is my mock test trainin, as in they expected us to know everything..oh well..i hope i dun made any more mistakes..i mean c'mon all of us r not perfect ppl, we do made mistakes even d in charges, i know its our responsiblity to do our job professionally, but if they keep pressurin us, sooner or later haha i quit! sound so easy, yet so hard..after trainin, went wif rachel to buy b'dae present..saw tis cute unicorn at gift image (ty beanies) hehe..i cuddle it lol..met lots of my classmates, catch up wif them..surprise that some of them r workin in parkway..hehe..i also tot can see my dear there hehe.. :)

went home todae for dinner...got indigestion, vomitted, opps forgot to take medicine...my stomach cannot consumed so much food since i came down wif fever..so usually i tend to eat little these few daes..okie i better go now..have to rush to work haha...wish me luck! oh yea..dunno whether i finish work early todae also..lets hope!

p.s happy birthdae chet!! so sorry yest cant celebrate wif u, will make it up to u ya.. :) miss u lots dear!!! muackz!

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one night a man had a dream.
he dreamed that he was walking along
the beach with the LORD.

across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
for each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

when the last scene of his life
flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints
in the sand.

he noticed that many times
along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.

he also noticed that it happened
at the very lowest and saddest times
in his life.

this really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
but I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints. 
i  don't understand why when 
i needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"my son, my precious child,
i love you and i would never leave you.
during your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

My eyes are here to see you.
through times of doubt or strife
My legs are here to leap you over obstacles in life .

My hands are here to push you a little further toward your dreams.
My voice is here to teach you life's not always what it seems
My arms are here to hold you when you feel you're going to fall
My finger's here to point you up when your confidence grows small .

My heels are here to stomp you down when you fail to hide your pride
My elbow's here to shove you toward the truth when you have lied,
My tongue is here to talk you through solutions you may seek
My fists are here to fight for you whenever you're too weak.

My shoulder's here to lean on when your innocence is at stake
My lips are here to kiss you down those paths you'd never take
My tears are here to flood you with more grace than you can bear .

My feet are here to walk you past the times when life's not fair
My mouth is here to answer to your every desperate plea
And my heart is here to love you.

if my love is all you need!
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty he said
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever... and he said.
... ↘→[no]
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a ↘→[no];
She had heard enough.;
As she walked away

tears streaming down her face :

"the boy grabbed her arm and said ... ,
youre ↘→. BEAUTIFUL .
I dont want to be with yoy forever...i ↘→[NEED] to be with you forever,
And i wouldnt cry if you walked away... i would ↘→[die].,
I like you because of who you are to me...your mean more than you could ever imagine. ."

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