Wednesday, March 30, 2005
~ 9:36 AM ~
hmm..thru out d nite, i know i was tossing in bed cos my head hurts so much..yesterdae came home to my grandma hse, immediately dumped myself on d bed, no energy liao..slept for abt 2hrs , when my sis woke me up to go eat..didnt have d appetide to eat..was walking like a zombie..den my tears start to roll dowm..my grandma went to touch my forehead n say i got fever..haha..my aunt went to take my temperature..38.9 degree celsius..hehe..me no energy to talk..went to eat porridge and take panadol, fever went down..my immunity is good lol..oh well..
todae...simple plan concert!!!!!!! i cant go cos i have violin lessons haiz...so sad...hmm but hey me and my dear gonna buy tickets for avril lavigne concert hehe..wonder still have seats...hmm...den maybe we go walk walk lol..i'm feeling much better now..able to walk properly hehe...okie gonna go over to my grandma hse soon...tuloos..miss u lots dear!!!
Monday, March 28, 2005
~ 8:15 AM ~
woke up early cos yesterdae rachel told me that u can appeal at rp online..cos later i'll be going to work n she wont..but somehow i just dunno how to appeal online lol..maybe i should ask for help lol..oh well..yesterdae in d afternoon, make muffins..lots of flavour, got cheese, blueberries, raisins, plain n candies!! delicious and yummy!! haha..i make muffins to keep myself occupied since i'm so bored at home, also because my family is at home while i'm at my grandmother hse..
todae gonna work until dunno wat time, haha cant wait to see my dear cos he's gonna fetch me home yipee!!! *jumps for joy* i'm gonna save up money for d concert coming up this saturdae..wonder still got tickets..hehe..cant wait...well gotta go now i have to prepare myself for work..ciao
Sunday, March 27, 2005
~ 11:05 AM ~
yesterdae i didnt do really much, just came to know that my parents r not in good terms..oh well..went to see my family eat breakfast den slack at home..which is resting while watching d return of d king since my tummy was so painful..ahh...forgot to take medicine again..hehe..but now i'm fully alrite..i think so *thinks* play scrabbers, lost to my mum haha..
2dae, i wanted to wake up but ,my eyes just wont open..ahhh...in d end i force it to open haiz...i dun dare to sleep any longer lol.. :) oh well..was reading books while eating breakfast..den a call from my dad saying my bro fainted on d streets..so i have to rush down to his stall to help him..which i urgently need to go toilet but didnt in d end...when i was at d stall, my father's sister was like naggin to me..i mean c'mon dun anyhow say that my mum never take care of my bro..lately things have been so ahh!!! family is in d chaos haiz...my bro is alrite...now resting at home..
me using d comp cos sister not at home...u noe my dad was never this frantic if i fall ill, he always care more for my bro den me and my sis...wat can i say? since he's d only son in d family..haha..u noe wat me miss my dear dear :) i cant wait to see him tml since he's gonna fetch me from work haha...i hope ur feeling better now dear..well gotta go ntuc to run errand with my fave grandma hehe..(dear u never come help me carry) hehe j/k :p
p.s HapPi B'DaE PaT!!
Friday, March 25, 2005
~ 1:05 PM ~
todae i had a weird dream, i dreamt that i was chase around by a small little boy, cant really see d face cos it was blur..but i noe d scene took place in a tall building which i'm so scared of heights..yea lor sth like that haiz...oh well..tis mornin went to telok blangah hill...very nice park..took pics of flowers n myself n my fmaily haha :)
den had breakfast and also took medicine..hmm..wat m i gonna do todae? i think stay at home and slack sia..or maybe play games...gonna miss my dear since i wont be able to see him for 2 daes which seem to me like more den daes lol..tis is called love sick haha...dear ah dear, u must take care hor!!! hehe..me miss u lots!
well gotta go over to my grandma hse now..take care peeps..tuloos!
Thursday, March 24, 2005
~ 8:15 AM ~
i was very upset upon knowing from my mum that i didnt get to d choice that i wanted..i couldnt even go to d poly that i wanted too..this feeling is horrible, my frens have no where to go, even my classmates...i guess my teachers who used to taught me knew how i was feelin..i'm just afraid that i dun have d passion to concentrate on that course..oh well..i dun really wan to talk abt it..cried too much le..haiz..
well..luckily i got my dear to accompany me, u noe i'm grateful that he actually was there to consol me n somehow i still got this feelin of hope..me and rachel went to tp to appeal..haha..counted down to our turn..oh well..we tried other polys, met my auntie who is also d same year as me, i was shocked as her grades r good but she has no place in poly..something is so wrong wif this year..after tat went to work, got a bad stomache, couldnt really walk that much..heard that my dear also not feeling well, make me so worried...
anyway, i got free medicine since i'm workin in d clicnic...doctor ask me so funny questions until i turn so shy haha..well..the medicine is so bitter yikes!!! my mum saw my yucky face when i took it lol :) i also went to visit my dear since he's sick..haha so fun to take care of him ;p i hope ur feelin better now..hehe..gonna go somewhere now..tuloos
Monday, March 21, 2005
~ 8:52 AM ~
i woke up todae quite early cos wasnt feelin too, well rush to d toilet n i wouldnt wan to describe in detail but all i know was that i was shiverin...haiz...got bad headache..dunno y,.i think i never sleep properly...*yawns* hehe..d past 2daes was real fun!!!!
on saturdae, went out wif wayne to bugis, hehe..lots of fun dude!! wanted to watch a movie but they werent showin d movie that i wan...i think its called boygeman..sth like that lah..scary movie thou..but i'm surprised that bugis only showing 4 movies on that daes...okie real surprised T_T. Instead we went shopping, bought a pair of matching clothes...n omg, he look so kawinek hehe...so cute *pokes*!! den we walk around, i try on this and that but didnt buy haha..oh we ate sushi for lunch too..delicious n yummy!! went to arcade at parkway, play virture cops n photo machine...so fun!! (i'm lovin' it) hehe..
on sundae, spend my dae with my family by play scrabbers n of cos i lost to my mum haha..hmm..didnt really do that much in d mornin, just finished reading my book n watched tv...in d evening meet wayne to go play pool..lots of fun again!! practice makes it perfect, i play like shit sia!! he's play like pro lol.. hehe ;p oh well after that we play games at d photo machine too..hmm..staring at him eating was so nice, he was red hehe..y ah? after that i went home had dinner while watching lord of d rings part 1, todae i must off work early so that can go home in time to watch d 2nd part haha...later in d afternoon having lunch wif my dear..cant wait lol.. :)
Saturday, March 19, 2005
~ 1:16 PM ~
hmm..i woke up cos sth happen thou..but nuttin serious..haha..neway, i feel as if my energy r totally drained todae..hmm..perhaps i did not have enough sleep or still not feeling that well..ate chocolate cake for breakfast..before heading to my grandma hse to was my aunt's car..my bro is a scout so he's earning a badge n in order to earn that, he needs to earn $50..
i didnt noe washing car was so tiring yet so fun...we soap, rinse and polish until it was so shiny hehe..*hint hint* anybod wans to wash their cars just come to me..i was joking to my mum that we should start a car washing business haha..well i have no intention to..yesterdae was with my dear, had lots of fun thou not feeling well...hehe..miss him lots!!! but...todae i going out with him, thats a blessing :)
gotta go now! time to take a bath..
LoTs oF LoVeS n HuGzS!! ;)
Friday, March 18, 2005
~ 9:45 AM ~
hehe..gd mornin everyone, todae i have no work..yes again!!! its time to either go out or stay at home n live in d world of boredom...hahaha...okie woke up felt that my baby tooth is abit loose, haha finally its goin to come out..i remember that d dentist was shocked that i still have a baby tooth during my sec sch daes..maybe thats my sweet tooth who is loyal to live in my mouth haha..j/k
d past 2daes seldom go online cos no time haha..had a great time 2daes ago...was with bao bao devil at jurong east, accompany him to serivce his laptop..he was with his frens too, real funny haha..den after that we headed to suntec to meet rachel, played at d arcade, d same usual stuff yup..i'm also amazed that my dear can play d drums so pro sia...haiz..teach me somedae hor... ;p
l8er met my mum and bro, ahh...they went to watch movie without me...hmmph! oh well..after rachel left, me n my dear went to a place near the indoor stadium....it was so nice there..d waters was sparklin, d sum was shinin bright, n d clouds form this unique shapes, wow it was amazing hehe.. watched d sun sets as d sky darkens..its a nice scenery for couples to hang out...
yesterdae, my supervisor make me do registration..i was afraid cos..i nv do that station before n its alot of responsbility put on u if any money goes missing...at first it was quite fun but when its time to pack up, there was short of money, n i recount n recount n finally d total amount was correct..whew! rachel n i hv 2 go back 2 office, which is kewl cos we seldom work in d office 2gether now..was much better as before cos there wasnt much starin at d comp..usually makes our eyes damn tired sia..also me missin wayne dear dear..hehe..
at nite, well feel down cos..lot of things happen at home..like forgettin to close the wardrobe that me got naggin, bro irritates me..durin d dinner, it wasnt like those happy dinner that we see..yet ate good food haha...n my baby tooth hurts..oh well...let me guess, 2dae i'm go somewhere haha...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
~ 9:10 AM ~
yes!!! 2dae im happy cos i got no work..finally an off dae!!! but anyway gettin not to work can allow me to sleep in..but i guess i still woke up early cos my bro got tuition n its held in our room..ahh!! went over to my mum's bed n just slept there haha..too tired liao..
hmm..yesterdae work until quite late, longest itme i ever work..oh well..got a few paper cuts..im so prone to cuts man..haiz..me must be more careful lol..
wat m i gonna do todae??? hmm...i have no idea..maybe use comp, read books..thats all i guess...actually it feels good to have an off dae but in other hand its real borinnnng...haha..oh well..gd luck for ur exams wayne!! i'll always be there for u!! hehe..alrite gotta have breakfast now ciao..
Monday, March 14, 2005
~ 8:31 AM ~
2dae is d starting of d march holidaes, yipee!but its also my one month aniversary wif my deariehehe, yes!!!!..but still its not fair..since i graduate from sec sch, n i got a job, i still have to work..haiz..y so unfair de, everytime boss call me come down to work..oh well..earn more money..hehe..hey dun get d wrong idea, i'm not a money faced person..
anyway, i heard theres this 2 ocncerts coming up, simple plan and avril lavigne, i wan to go!!!!!!!!!!!! *sobs* haha..oh..i think i'll be goin for d princess on ice too with my little cousin haha..gonna look after her..i think it really depends when im not workin....
talk to my dear yesterdae, so much fun thou it was short :) wayne, if u say nething that might hurt ur life, i *poke* u okie..i dun wan u to say these kind of stuff cos i wan us to be together forever..aww..gonna miss u alot these few daes..being able to not talk to u is like gonna be so alone u noe..hey, dun overstress urself, cos i know u put in lots of effort le..i'm already proud of u hehe :)
i guess i better sign of here, gonna have breakfast soon, my mum cook her famous udon..yummy!
LoTs Of HugS!
Love you dearie
Saturday, March 12, 2005
~ 10:47 AM ~
i woke up with my head spinning, its quite obvious i still dun feel that good, or perhaps i just wan to sleep some more..its as if my energy r totally drained lol..hmm..yesterdae i work at d singapore toursim board, quite good, the walls r furnished very well..and d toilets r damn widely spacious haha..just like any royal hotels lol..j/k, thats how i think...
hmm..i wonder wat m i gonna do todae since its d weekend, catch up with my sleep or go out..but if go out den do wat lol? oh btw, i received a letter from wayne, omg i'm so touched u noe..thou i dun really show it yesterdae...dear thanks for d gifts!! :) hehe..i hope ur feeling better now, must take care alrite :) Remember to eat also..see u everytime skip meals, i worry u noe..l8er wait get gastric..haha considering d fact that i'm gonna be d future dietcian haha....cant escape from me liao ;p
well..i think i wan to go sleep again haha...missed wayne and my buddies!!!!
Thursday, March 10, 2005
~ 8:06 AM ~
i didnt really sleep that well last nite..keep waking up cos my tamogochi woke me cos it keeps shiting...lol..oh well it is now 6 years old, not bad i'm a "good" petsitter haha...at this time still can joke, so crazy of me..i dun wan to tok abt wat happen yesterdae, just bcos my mum and i were tired, my sis have an attitude problem abt it..she started callin me Stupid n poke hard at my elbow, not that i'm complaining but she's bein too unreasonable liao..after that i went back to my "not talking self"....so sorry if i never reply to anyone sms...cos i also slept early..
yesterdae after my violin lesson, my heart was achin so much..i think cos very tired...d wind was so strong that can also make my violin case pull me along, have to hold it so tightly until my hands r all red..hehe..me kept missing and thinking of wayne..before all d sad things happen..ate kinder belno, d last packet that wayne gave me to cheer myself up haha..no more choclates liao..*hint hint* must buy for me some more lol j/k.. :)
*special message*
Dear, i hope ur feeling much better now, so sorry that i never reply u back..im so worried when u told me that u had a fever, must promise me to take care alrite...*hugz*
LoTs oF lOvE!!! <- bao bei angel ;)
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
~ 8:34 AM ~
gosh! i had a dream that i was suppose to meet my fren at 9am, instead i woke up at 9am..and u noe wat, my dream came true..i suppose to meet my buddy at 7am, n i guess i sort of confused my mum, n she tot i hv to be awake at 7am instead..oh well..rush out of d hse without eatin breakfast, thats my punishment haha...
work from 8-11.45am, during that time got fire drill, its kinda stupid cos i'm not part of that sch, n i still have to assemble..come to think abt it, its kinda ridiculous..even my partners and supervisor were reluctant lol..since we end work early, i decided to go to tp to have lunch with waynestar (my dearie)..but at d same time i was afraid i wouldnt make it on time haha since his classstarts at 2pm..
ate teriyaki chicken rice, not bad and d price also quite reasonable hehe..see d torture Rachel eating her samba chicken rice until spoon also get bend hehe...my dearie so good leh, help me return d plates n also buy drinks for me n Rachel..btw thru out d journey, i create a jap name for Rachel, its called reikito..so if u put together reikito n mechigo, it will =best buddies!!! :)
after that took bus 15 home, so long d journey, chel n i took a short nap, den we headed to parkway to eat dessert..met my ex classmate hehe..its like old times again!.. well its time to go home, going home is like a torture chamber for me..well, last nite, i didnt do anything wrong lor, but my sis was leaning against my shoulder..so i tot she was playing wif me, n i got up wantin to go get sth, she started to say i was so mean den hit my right side of my hand and wraist..okie 2 u all it might seem no big deal but 2 me i can feel "electricity", d same pain when u fall down n got a bruise except its slightly worst den that...
i wasnt in d mood after that, thats y i went to read a storybook, could see my hand was pinkish red..oh well..fell asleep n sadly i missed d drama: glass slippers..i tot that episode was interesting so tot of watching it but oh well, wat a nice dae to end..haha..guess thats abt it, i wonder where we working tml? hmm...
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
~ 4:11 PM ~
i finally had some peaceful sleep after wat happened last nite, me having a bad dream, dreams wont come true do they? nvm i got wayne there for me, i mark ur words lol ;p anyway, i went to put on some music last nite, i think thats d reason how i slept much better..sorry to make u wory dearie..
my mum make udon for me for breakfast, declicious and yummy!! its d best haha :) now me lookin at d clock wonderin wat other ppl r doin..Rachel is on site as in my supervisor replace me cos i have work to do back in d office..oh no..gonna have all d backaches and zombie eyes again haha..so i guess both Chel n i r gonna feel lonely w/o each other, ahh..that means eat lunch alone?
oh well pretty soon i'll be off to work..right now me slackin lol..i dun understand y my grandparents r so eager for me to go work..like they driving me out of d hse..ahh..right, they only give in to my bro..i prefer staying at my other grandparents hse den here..haiz..oh well, yest was much better cos i dun have to face my sis, n besides she came back late yesterdae, so when she came in to d room, i was sort of "asleep"..haha yesterdae gotta tok to my dearie for 5mins, i think it was worthwhile, it seems as if its been a long time since i see n hear him..miss him badly u noe!!! eh wayne, dun overstress urself alrite..if u encounter any problems, wat am i here for? of cos to help! :)
Monday, March 07, 2005
~ 3:57 PM ~
ahh!!! so early must wake up..*yawns* my mum woke me up at 5.30 am when i told her to wake me up at 5.55am..after washin up, i lie back on bed n close my eyes, wat a cold mornin..brrr..ate a sandwich for breakfast before heading out to work..
i was at republic poly workin..since i never been there before, it was once in a lifetime opportunity to explore lol..canteen food r quite reasonable and also delicious..haha i sound as if i'm advertising their canteen lol..of cos..i miss wayne n my mummy haha..
after work, i headed to suntec to play arcade n also get a cup of ice lemon tea..(one of my fave drinks)..well d reason is cos we r ventin frustrations when we play ddr, keyboard etc..all d usual stuff that me and rachel play when we go to arcade..suntec's arcade is d best!!!! i sort of hurt my toes cos it was inconvenient for me to play in my ballet shoes, i took it off n instead end up hurting my toes..OuCh!! got difficult walking, now both feets r sore..went to d lib to rest before heading home to my grandma hse..all i know is that yesterdae i kept quiet, really quiet until my mum was pissed off with me..oh well.. :/
i was so thirsty that i went to drink a cup of fresh milk, but den i dropped d carton of milk, gave my grandma a hell shock..hehe..pai seh..my grandma tease me saying i never eat enough rice issit, thats y no strength..haha..oh well..wow..i just receive sms from my dear that he got an A for his project n its one of d best! congrats wayne!! i proud of u :) miss ya!! well gonna play games now.
Sunday, March 06, 2005
~ 8:00 AM ~
gosh, woke up 2dae wif so many mosquito bites..yikes!!! so itchy!! haha my blood too sweet, thats y kip attractin d mosquito..hehe..oh well..i think i fell aslp after reading d 100th page of my storybook, left my handphone on and my tamagochi sleep wif d light on sia..i'm pretty tired after a long dae yest..
In d mornin, went to kent ridge park, see lots of nice birds that r colourful especially d yellow-black one..it was a fine weather, very breezey..i also walk thru d canopy walk..not as high as the tree-top walk but still when i look down, i tend to freeze up..d view up there,u can spot d bukit panjang nursery, a tiny spot of d bukit timah hill etc..theres also a pond, i fed d turtles..omg they r so cutez!! :) but thruout d outin, i kept tinkin of my devil (wayne), kept lookin whether my handphone got msg from him, but none..aww..me miss him so much!
i went to my aunt hse for breakfast, ate d nicest wantan noodles!! yummy!! after that went home, rest for awhile, tidy my room, browsin thru d photos when i was young..after that i look thru my past sch magazines, (really miss d sch alot!) maybe somedae i should go back and visit d teachers again..went thru my art pieces and d sketches tt i made my kite..scored a decent grade for that kite makin..
In d afternoon, went to meet my dear at parkway...i also accompany my bro to d bridge since he's gonna go to his fren's hse, lol kip hurryin me at home..had sushi for lunch..wow even more yummy!! feel so good to see his face..wonder wat it is like when i wont get to see him durin his practical week, i'll definitly 100% miss him, butn o difference, i everdae miss him lol.. ;p i had my fave sushi, ate fried tofu, shared dumplin etc..overall we ate until we r very full hehe..l8er, went sort of window shoppin lol.. :)
had lots of fun!! watch troy, which some parts have to be sensored lol..hehe..i guess we had lots of fun, pokin each other (our weakest points) etc..oh well..haha better sign off here...my dearest bao bao devil, miss n love u!! muackz! :)
