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Monday, February 28, 2005
~ 11:07 PM ~
Yikes, 2dae is my dearie birthdae!!!! N i wanted to be d first to wish him happi birthdae at 12midnite..but den i overslept and woke up at 12.40am instead..sorry bao bao devil..oh well..after smsin him a birthdae msg, i dose off to slp..i hv to wake up early 2dae cos gotta work in d mornin n also collectin results in d afternoon..haiz..so scared..

I got d job 4 Rachel, so happi now got company le..2dae is also her first dae of work n she's feelin nervous 4 it n oso results..i guess i met her at d bus stop early in d mornin, n our faces were filled with worried frowns, hands icy cold..*Tick Tock Tick Tock*.... ahh!!! its time for us to leave work now, headin for lunch b4 goin to sch..met lots of my schmates at parkway..i think thats d usually hangouts my schmates luvs to go..Lolz..

Reachin sch was like one step nearer to gettin back of results but i oso get to meet up with my classmates and juniors..hugz and miss them lots!! :) The moment has arrived, everyone was seated at the hall quietly as they revealed d top scholars, gosh 1 of my fren was d top student, so happi for her, congrats gal!! As d students kept goin up to recevie their results slip, i was starting to shiver, i guess i'm feelin damn nervous haha..my fren and i held hands 4awhile to give each other moral support..thanks cecille (hope u did well in ur O's). My teacher called me n i sign my name before receivin my results, i saw an E8, i tot i failed my english but to my surprise i actually managed to get a B for it..whew...

My legs was real "jelly", i hv to ask my ex form teacher to help me count d aggregate n she was happy for me..i feel kinda down cos i'm like d odd one out from my frens who got slightly higher points den me..i kept that in my heart,,went to call my family and tuition teachers! well, they seem happi..earn abt $100 from my grandma n aunt, thanks! :) hehe..after that, its time to celebrate my dearie's birthdae..muahaha.. ;)

had a snack at d mac, gosh so pai seh, cried in front of him cos of my frens..hehe..but he's damn cute, understand me n make me smile and even more smilez lol..enjoyed my time wif him playin his guitars, watch movies..i like his family too, they r nice people..wow..i gave him d presents and d muffins that i baked for him d dae before..hope he love it alot, *muackz*.

*Special message to my dearie*
hey dear dear, hope tis birthdae is 1 of d best moments tt u'll always remember..thanks for d times u were always there for me to encourage and cheer me up..ur simply too cutez, funny to be replaced..i know deep in ur heart, u'll feel tt there r better guys out there, but 2 me ur already d best! thanks for all d things u hv done for me! ;) i treasure d gifts tt u gave me n most importantly i cherish u more den anything!! Smilez, stay cute and funky, u'll always hv me by ur side! :) *hugz*

i love you!
*muackz*

Thursday, February 17, 2005
~ 7:47 PM ~
2dae was my 2nd job interview..and well i got d job..finally!!! i remember it was so difficult to find a job, imagine wat it is like when ur much older and ready to start work..oh well..feelin nervous thou probably cos i dun wan to make any mistakes in my job haha..

i start work next week, cant wait lol..its really boring if u just stay at home and do nuttin, at least with a job in hand, u got something worthwhile to do haha..sounds so chim, haha i'm d one who only understands my language..like duh! ;)

hehe..better stop here, me miss my dearie le since mornin leh..cant wait to talk to him at nite..kewl another dae is gonna passed..yikes!! results r coming out so soon..in like 2weeks time..oh gosh,i'm filled with anxiety and nervous, i pray that i do well..cheers!

Monday, February 14, 2005
~ 11:15 PM ~
well 2dae is an occasion for all couples..and haha guess who i'm spending valentines wif, its none other den my bao bao devil waynie!!! yipee!! i woke up, opened my wardrobe, n stared at d clothes thinking wat to wear lol..after that i headed to my grandma hse..got sort of a lecture from her cos she thinks i'm crazy to go to plaza singapura to change clothes haha..oh well..i used the computer and also sms my dear dear haha :)

i took a taxi to plaza singapura cos i tot i was late, instead i was kinda a few mins early haha..called Rachel cos feeling very nervous, tis is my first valentines dae spent wif a guy, i think i'm honoured lol..wayne gave me a bouquet of flowers, wow i really like it alot, the roses r all different colours, gosh its amazing!!! he bought the movie tickets and drinks, went to watch constantie..and came up wif tis name called wayne constantie.

we had a great time, thou i did cried at the bus stop, he also..hmm..dun wan to tok abt d sad part, but he gave me a pendant which he took so long to get it, i'm very and seriously touched..realy grateful for wat u did baobao devil.. :) hehe, we took our first neocard, u shld see it was really crowded at the neocard stations..also we lined up for heart shaped balloons, hehe..i think wayne knows how i'm feelin..

after that we went for dinner at the sushi shop, eat until very fillin lol..thankies dear! ate my fave sushi but not as nice as d one sellin in saki sushi..haha..bt i'm grateful that got food to eat le..he bought for me a pair of dangelin earrings and tis softtoy carebear..gosh i love everything he bought for me, but dear ah, so sorry that u spend so much money on me..we took a bus hm, n he kissed me on d cheeks..hehe..wow lol.. ;) came hm, my family busybody asked me to show them wat he gave and his pic lol..my cousin whose 3 years old, started playing wif d balloon, i gave her one cos she wans it..also she likes d sweets tt my dear bought..lol next time should get more to share wif my cousin and bro..haha..nice dae spent especially with wayne :)

Thursday, February 10, 2005
~ 9:47 PM ~
i feel down, didnt really had the mood to visit my teachers on chinese new year eve..haha partly of some reason lah, no big deal..oh well rachel sms how it went and all that..i heard the chinese orchestra played some new songs i think lol..cant remember..

well that afternoon i was hanging up curtains for my grandma, gosh i didnt noe curtains r that heavy..climbing up the metal ladder was scary, always have tis tot that i will fall lol..i mean wat to do, i'm afraid of heights haha..While doin errands, i started 2 tink abt wayne..n u noe wat my heart tells me that i realli like him alot..i mean i used to like him as frens, but now is more den frens..so i guess i sms him abt it..haha

oh well, wayne and i tok on the phone after midnight on chinese new year eve, we sort of count down, i wldnt say really count down together lah, except when we tok on d phone, we cried..actually we aint suppose to cry on chinese new year but oh well..i guess now is modern lol.. ;)

on that mornin, i had a few hrs of slp, went visitin to my relative's hse and my grandma hse..total collected abt 25packets..me so silly also can drop red packet at d carpark, luckily my dad helped me find haha..thankies daddy!!! :) but i whole dae tok to my bao bao devil (wayne)..i heard he going malaysia to visit his relatives..so sad, will miss him badly u noe..

2nd dae went to sentosa, had a great time at d underwater world and at d beach..wow i tell u d beach is amazin hehe..love to go there some time again..we also visited the singapore gardens and wow i took pics wif d flowers, my gosh its nice and beautiful..hehe dunno wat i'm toking liao..maybe somedae should ask wayne to go too..oh before i forget, my sis bought for me a stuffed dolphin and octopus..so kawaiinek!! (cute)..

i guess d night is d same, eat steamboat..quite sian of it but still i'm fortunate to be able to eat this kind of food, i mean think of d others who r less fortunate den us, being able to eat some food is enough liao..neway gotta go, my dearest waynie is back..wanna tok to him lol..ciaoz

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; Travel to Hawaii,Paris n Japan
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; Learn modern, hip hop or jazz dance
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one night a man had a dream.
he dreamed that he was walking along
the beach with the LORD.

across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
for each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the LORD.

when the last scene of his life
flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints
in the sand.

he noticed that many times
along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.

he also noticed that it happened
at the very lowest and saddest times
in his life.

this really bothered him and he
questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
but I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints. 
i  don't understand why when 
i needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:

"my son, my precious child,
i love you and i would never leave you.
during your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

My eyes are here to see you.
through times of doubt or strife
My legs are here to leap you over obstacles in life .

My hands are here to push you a little further toward your dreams.
My voice is here to teach you life's not always what it seems
My arms are here to hold you when you feel you're going to fall
My finger's here to point you up when your confidence grows small .

My heels are here to stomp you down when you fail to hide your pride
My elbow's here to shove you toward the truth when you have lied,
My tongue is here to talk you through solutions you may seek
My fists are here to fight for you whenever you're too weak.

My shoulder's here to lean on when your innocence is at stake
My lips are here to kiss you down those paths you'd never take
My tears are here to flood you with more grace than you can bear .

My feet are here to walk you past the times when life's not fair
My mouth is here to answer to your every desperate plea
And my heart is here to love you.

if my love is all you need!
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty he said
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever... and he said.
... ↘→[no]
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,
and once again he replied with a ↘→[no];
She had heard enough.;
As she walked away

tears streaming down her face :

"the boy grabbed her arm and said ... ,
youre ↘→. BEAUTIFUL .
I dont want to be with yoy forever...i ↘→[NEED] to be with you forever,
And i wouldnt cry if you walked away... i would ↘→[die].,
I like you because of who you are to me...your mean more than you could ever imagine. ."

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