Wednesday, September 29, 2004
~ 11:11 PM ~
okie woke up with a bad headache and couldnt really concentrate on where i was walking, but the best part was, i had a nice fresh cold shower, it was really refreshing thats all i could say, usually that keeps me awake in the morning or else i think in sch, i probably be a zombie haha :)
well i am not really happy with my grades, now that i gotten back all of them, i need some encouragement, but i guess my friends, i dunno..they probably seem so busy..i guess i'm just really so alone in this universe..
this is gonna be the shortest entry as i probably wan to start on my revision soon, oh but first i will eat my lunch which is pain porridge, just remind me of the times singapore had suffered during the japanese war, okie wait, where did all the social studies came from..lol okie gotta go now cheers!
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
~ 11:15 PM ~
Todae school was real a nightmare, didnt really wan to have literature lesson as seeing the teacher make me feel even more down...i dun really wan to talk abt the rest of my results that i got back, i m just gonna try and work harder, i just need to know wheres my determination. okie, this classmate of mine, i really dunno wat to say abt her/his. ahh!!! Just one word PROUD!!! Yikes i cant stand it, i mean even thou if i did well, i dun show off like them..
i really hope this is not the end of the world, i mean to others it may not be so, but to me its like yea..wheres my moral courage when i needed one, how can i be strong, when my life is like ups and downs..okie maybe thats wat life is abt..its so complicated..but i guess im gonna go for lunch now..update here later i guess haha cheers!
Monday, September 27, 2004
~ 11:21 PM ~
Ahh!! i wrote my blog earlier just now and the whole thing was deleted, so irritatin hehe ;p anyway, i got back almost all my results except combined humanities, and they r all almost average. i wish i could have do well, now my chance of going to jc has totally been driven down to the drain..Where's my positive spirit when i needed one??
i just dun wan ppl to look down on me and also no intention of disappointing my family, i mean they r expecting lots from me, so it kinda make me feel sad when i dun achieve high results. i know being negative is easy to accomplish but i wan to be positive and that its not the end of the world yet, i know theres still hope and if i work extra harder, i might be able to achieve. i just wish that if someone could help me in my english or my other subjects, i will feel very grateful lol..
well i have to go now before the whole thing just hang up again haha, anyway i cant wait for my birthdae to come thou i'm not celebrating it this year, dunno y hehe..but den i think everyone would be busy studying for their exams, i probably spent my birthdae in the library studying too..well take care and cheers!
Sunday, September 26, 2004
~ 11:27 PM ~
wat a bad day to start, came to realise that most of the exam papers r gonna be given out todae..as usual the social studies paper wouldnt be given back coz its not mark finish..the dae went on as usual, i studied in school instead of wasting my time, couldnt wait to get back my math and english paper..
i dun really wan to talk abt my grades, they arent wonderful, i dun even like showing off, i wonder y some people do that, jsut because they think they r better den the others, well to me i think if they do this, it sort of acting like a snob. hey i dun mind when someone is overjoyed because they do well, but at least dun be too overconfidence, its kinda irritating not that i'm jealous lol..i'm not those types.
i guess i gonna work harder for my O's, hope can really go into polytechnic, the course of my choice..take care and cheers!
Thursday, September 23, 2004
~ 11:57 PM ~
well hey...couldnt really sleep last nite cos i worry abt my prelims exam results..but den came to school and realise that non of the papers r ready to get back except chemistry pratical. anyway, i should have brought a textbook to study instead of wasting my time doing nuttin, i need to start concentrating on my studies and also know how to balance my time with fun and studying.
i guess wats done is already done, no use crying over spilled milk..just gonna work hard for the coming exam and after i think i will have many months of break lol..well gotta go now..getting ready for tuition..hehe..take care cheers!
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
~ 5:27 PM ~
okie yesterdae i went to ikea with my mum, aunt and my grandma..bought lots of things (chopping board, pillowcase, boisters, my blanket rug etc..) and two pots of plants too.. well after that went for lunch, den we went to queensway shopping centre. my mum bought for me a pair of sport shoes..haha my fave colour (blue&white). Anyway, even thou we were all tired but i'm sure we had enjoyed ourselves lol. we end the dae with a stop at the delicious ice cream store and headed home. During dinner had gastric pain, i practically have tears in my eyes lol..come to think of it, its quite funny haha..well the sad thing was my friend could not go out with me todae (thursday), so i guess i will find someone to go out with..take care and cheers!
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
~ 6:18 PM ~
okie the starting of my own blog, wat am i suppose to do? i'm so bad at making websites and blogs..someone gotta teach me lol..haha..but the great thing is that i dun have sch todae and tml!! yipee!!! cos my prelims r over!! so..maybe i should just roam abt here and learn step by step lol.. well better get going :) take care cheers!
